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O TO make the most jubilant poem! | |
| Even to set off these, and merge with these, the carols of Death. | |
| O full of music! full of manhood, womanhood, infancy! | |
| Full of common employments! full of grain and trees. | |
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| O for the voices of animals! O for the swiftness and balance of fishes! | 5 |
| O for the dropping of rain-drops in a poem! | |
| O for the sunshine, and motion of waves in a poem. | |
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| O the joy of my spirit! it is uncaged! it darts like lightning! | |
| It is not enough to have this globe, or a certain timeI will have thousands of globes, and all time. | |
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O the engineers joys! | 10 |
| To go with a locomotive! | |
| To hear the hiss of steamthe merry shriekthe steam-whistlethe laughing locomotive! | |
| To push with resistless way, and speed off in the distance. | |
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| O the gleesome saunter over fields and hill-sides! | |
| The leaves and flowers of the commonest weedsthe moist fresh stillness of the woods, | 15 |
| The exquisite smell of the earth at day-break, and all through the forenoon. | |
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| O the horsemans and horsewomans joys! | |
| The saddlethe gallopthe pressure upon the seatthe cool gurgling by the ears and hair. | |
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O the firemans joys! | |
| I hear the alarm at dead of night, | 20 |
| I hear bellsshouts!I pass the crowdI run! | |
| The sight of the flames maddens me with pleasure. | |
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| O the joy of the strong-brawnd fighter, towering in the arena, in perfect condition, conscious of power, thirsting to meet his opponent. | |
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| O the joy of that vast elemental sympathy which only the human Soul is capable of generating and emitting in steady and limitless floods. | |
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O the mothers joys! | 25 |
| The watchingthe endurancethe precious lovethe anguishthe patiently yielded life. | |
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| O the joy of increase, growth, recuperation; | |
| The joy of soothing and pacifyingthe joy of concord and harmony. | |
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| O to go back to the place where I was born! | |
| To hear the birds sing once more! | 30 |
| To ramble about the house and barn, and over the fields, once more, | |
| And through the orchard and along the old lanes once more. | |
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O male and female! | |
| O the presence of women! (I swear there is nothing more exquisite to me than the mere presence of women;) | |
| O for the girl, my mate! O for the happiness with my mate! | 35 |
| O the young man as I pass! O I am sick after the friendship of him who, I fear, is indifferent to me. | |
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| O the streets of cities! | |
| The flitting facesthe expressions, eyes, feet, costumes! O I cannot tell how welcome they are to me. | |
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O to have been brought up on bays, lagoons, creeks, or along the coast! | |
| O to continue and be employd there all my life! | 40 |
| O the briny and damp smellthe shorethe salt weeds exposed at low water, | |
| The work of fishermenthe work of the eel-fisher and clam-fisher. | |
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| O it is I! | |
| I come with my clam-rake and spade! I come with my eel-spear; | |
| Is the tide out? I join the group of clam-diggers on the flats, | 45 |
| I laugh and work with themI joke at my work, like a mettlesome young man. | |
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| In winter I take my eel-basket and eel-spear and travel out on foot on the iceI have a small axe to cut holes in the ice; | |
| Behold me, well-clothed, going gaily, or returning in the afternoonmy brood of tough boys accompaning me, | |
| My brood of grown and part-grown boys, who love to be with no one else so well as they love to be with me, | |
| By day to work with me, and by night to sleep with me. | 50 |
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| Or, another time, in warm weather, out in a boat, to lift the lobster-pots, where they are sunk with heavy stones, (I know the buoys;) | |
| O the sweetness of the Fifth-month morning upon the water, as I row, just before sunrise, toward the buoys; | |
| I pull the wicker pots up slantinglythe dark-green lobsters are desperate with their claws, as I take them outI insert wooden pegs in the joints of their pincers, | |
| I go to all the places, one after another, and then row back to the shore, | |
| There, in a huge kettle of boiling water, the lobsters shall be boild till their color becomes scarlet. | 55 |
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| Or, another time, mackerel-taking, | |
| Voracious, mad for the hook, near the surface, they seem to fill the water for miles: | |
| Or, another time, fishing for rock-fish, in Chesapeake BayI one of the brown-faced crew: | |
| Or, another time, trailing for blue-fish off Paumanok, I stand with braced body, | |
| My left foot is on the gunwalemy right arm throws the coils of slender rope, | 60 |
| In sight around me the quick veering and darting of fifty skiffs, my companions. | |
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O boating on the rivers! | |
| The voyage down the Niagara, (the St. Lawrence,)the superb scenerythe steamers, | |
| The ships sailingthe Thousand Islandsthe occasional timber-raft, and the raftsmen with long-reaching sweep-oars, | |
| The little huts on the rafts, and the stream of smoke when they cook their supper at evening. | 65 |
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| O something pernicious and dread! | |
| Something far away from a puny and pious life! | |
| Something unproved! Something in a trance! | |
| Something escaped from the anchorage, and driving free. | |
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| O to work in mines, or forging iron! | 70 |
| Foundry castingthe foundry itselfthe rude high roofthe ample and shadowd space, | |
| The furnacethe hot liquid pourd out and running. | |
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O to resume the joys of the soldier: | |
| To feel the presence of a brave general! to feel his sympathy! | |
| To behold his calmness! to be warmd in the rays of his smile! | 75 |
| To go to battle! to hear the bugles play, and the drums beat! | |
| To hear the crash of artillery! to see the glittering of the bayonets and musket-barrels in the sun! | |
| To see men fall and die, and not complain! | |
| To taste the savage taste of blood! to be so devilish! | |
| To gloat so over the wounds and deaths of the enemy. | 80 |
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O the whalemans joys! O I cruise my old cruise again! | |
| I feel the ships motion under meI feel the Atlantic breezes fanning me, | |
| I hear the cry again sent down from the mast-headThereshe blows! | |
| Again I spring up the rigging, to look with the restWe seewe descend, wild with excitement, | |
| I leap in the lowerd boatWe row toward our prey, where he lies, | 85 |
| We approach, stealthy and silentI see the mountainous mass, lethargic, basking, | |
| I see the harpooneer standing upI see the weapon dart from his vigorous arm: | |
| O swift, again, now, far out in the ocean, the wounded whale, settling, running to windward, tows me; | |
| Again I see him rise to breatheWe row close again, | |
| I see a lance driven through his side, pressd deep, turnd in the wound, | 90 |
| Again we back offI see him settle againthe life is leaving him fast, | |
| As he rises, he spouts bloodI see him swim in circles narrower and narrower, swiftly cutting the waterI see him die; | |
| He gives one convulsive leap in the centre of the circle, and then falls flat and still in the bloody foam. | |
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O the old manhood of me, my joy! | |
| My children and grand-childrenmy white hair and beard, | 95 |
| My largeness, calmness, majesty, out of the long stretch of my life. | |
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| O the ripend joy of womanhood! | |
| O perfect happiness at last! | |
| I am more than eighty years of agemy hair, too, is pure whiteI am the most venerable mother; | |
| How clear is my mind! how all people draw nigh to me! | 100 |
| What attractions are these, beyond any before? what bloom, more than the bloom of youth? | |
| What beauty is this that descends upon me, and rises out of me? | |
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| O the orators joys! | |
| To inflate the chestto roll the thunder of the voice out from the ribs and throat, | |
| To make the people rage, weep, hate, desire, with yourself, | 105 |
| To lead Americato quell America with a great tongue. | |
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| O the joy of my soul leaning poisd on itselfreceiving identity through materials, and loving themobserving characters, and absorbing them; | |
| O my soul, vibrated back to me, from themfrom facts, sight, hearing, touch, my phrenology, reason, articulation, comparison, memory, and the like; | |
| The real life of my senses and flesh, transcending my senses and flesh; | |
| My body, done with materialsmy sight, done with my material eyes; | 110 |
| Proved to me this day, beyond cavil, that it is not my material eyes which finally see, | |
| Nor my material body which finally loves, walks, laughs, shouts, embraces, procreates. | |
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O the farmers joys! | |
| Ohioans, Illinoisians, Wisconsinese, Kanadians, Iowans, Kansians, Missourians, Oregonese joys; | |
| To rise at peep of day, and pass forth nimbly to work, | 115 |
| To plow land in the fall for winter-sown crops, | |
| To plough land in the spring for maize, | |
| To train orchardsto graft the treesto gather apples in the fall. | |
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| O the pleasure with trees! | |
| The orchardthe forestthe oak, cedar, pine, pekan-tree, | 120 |
| The honey-locust, black-walnut, cottonwood, and magnolia. | |
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O Death! the voyage of Death! | |
| The beautiful touch of Death, soothing and benumbing a few moments, for reasons; | |
| Myself, discharging my excrementitious body, to be burnd, or renderd to powder, or buried, | |
| My real body doubtless left to me for other spheres, | 125 |
| My voided body, nothing more to me, returning to the purifications, further offices, eternal uses of the earth. | |
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O to bathe in the swimming-bath, or in a good place along shore! | |
| To splash the water! to walk ankle-deepto race naked along the shore. | |
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| O to realize space! | |
| The plenteousness of allthat there are no bounds; | 130 |
| To emerge, and be of the skyof the sun and moon, and the flying clouds, as one with them. | |
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| O the joy of a manly self-hood! | |
| Personalityto be servile to noneto defer to nonenot to any tyrant, known or unknown, | |
| To walk with erect carriage, a step springy and elastic, | |
| To look with calm gaze, or with a flashing eye, | 135 |
| To speak with a full and sonorous voice, out of a broad chest, | |
| To confront with your personality all the other personalities of the earth. | |
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Knowst thou the excellent joys of youth? | |
| Joys of the dear companions, and of the merry word, and laughing face? | |
| Joys of the glad, light-beaming dayjoy of the wide-breathd games? | 140 |
| Joy of sweet musicjoy of the lighted ball-room, and the dancers? | |
| Joy of the friendly, plenteous dinnerthe strong carouse, and drinking? | |
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Yet, O my soul supreme! | |
| Knowst thou the joys of pensive thought? | |
| Joys of the free and lonesome heartthe tender, gloomy heart? | 145 |
| Joy of the solitary walkthe spirit bowed yet proudthe suffering and the struggle? | |
| The agonistic throes, the extasiesjoys of the solemn musings, day or night? | |
| Joys of the thought of Deaththe great spheres Time and Space? | |
| Prophetic joys of better, loftier loves idealsthe Divine Wifethe sweet, eternal, perfect Comrade? | |
| Joys all thine own, undying onejoys worthy thee, O Soul. | 150 |
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O, while I live, to be the ruler of lifenot a slave, | |
| To meet life as a powerful conqueror, | |
| No fumesno ennuino more complaints, or scornful criticisms. | |
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| O me repellent and ugly! | |
| To these proud laws of the air, the water, and the ground, proving my interior Soul impregnable, | 155 |
| And nothing exterior shall ever take command of me. | |
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| O to attract by more than attraction! | |
| How it is I know notyet behold! the something which obeys none of the rest, | |
| It is offensive, never defensiveyet how magnetic it draws. | |
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O joy of suffering! | 160 |
| To struggle against great odds! to meet enemies undaunted! | |
| To be entirely alone with them! to find how much one can stand! | |
| To look strife, torture, prison, popular odium, death, face to face! | |
| To mount the scaffold! to advance to the muzzles of guns with perfect nonchalance! | |
| To be indeed a God! | 165 |
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O, to sail to sea in a ship! | |
| To leave this steady, unendurable land! | |
| To leave the tiresome sameness of the streets, the sidewalks and the houses; | |
| To leave you, O you solid motionless land, and entering a ship, | |
| To sail, and sail, and sail! | 170 |
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O to have my life henceforth a poem of new joys! | |
| To dance, clap hands, exult, shout, skip, leap, roll on, float on, | |
| To be a sailor of the world, bound for all ports, | |
| A ship itself, (see indeed these sails I spread to the sun and air,) | |
| A swift and swelling ship, full of rich wordsfull of joys. | 175 |