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I MOTHER of heaven, regina of the clouds, | |
| O sceptre of the sun, crown of the moon, | |
| There is not nothing, no, no, never nothing, | |
| Like the clashed edges of two words that kill. | |
| And so I mocked her in magnificent measure. | 5 |
| Or was it that I mocked myself alone? | |
| I wish that I might be a thinking stone. | |
| The sea of spuming thought foists up again | |
| The radiant bubble that she was. And then | |
| A deep up-pouring from some saltier well | 10 |
| Within me, bursts its watery syllable. | |
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II A red bird flies across the golden floor. | |
| It is a red bird that seeks out his choir | |
| Among the choirs of wind and wet and wing. | |
| A torrent will fall from him when he finds. | 15 |
| Shall I uncrumple this much-crumpled thing? | |
| I am a man of fortune greeting heirs; | |
| For it has come that thus I greet the spring. | |
| These choirs of welcome choir for me farewell. | |
| No spring can follow past meridian. | 20 |
| Yet you persist with anecdotal bliss | |
| To make believe a starry connaissance. | |
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III Is it for nothing, then, that old Chinese | |
| Sat tittivating by their mountain pools | |
| Or in the Yangste studied out their beards? | 25 |
| I shall not play the flat historic scale. | |
| You know how Utamaros beauties sought | |
| The end of love in their all-speaking braids. | |
| You know the mountainous coiffures of Bath. | |
| Alas! Have all the barbers lived in vain | 30 |
| That not one curl in nature has survived? | |
| Why, without pity on these studious ghosts, | |
| Do you come dripping in your hair from sleep? | |
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IV This luscious and impeccable fruit of life | |
| Falls, it appears, of its own weight to earth. | 35 |
| When you were Eve, its acrid juice was sweet, | |
| Untasted, in its heavenly, orchard air | |
| An apple serves as well as any skull | |
| To be the book in which to read a round, | |
| And is as excellent, in that it is composed | 40 |
| Of what, like skulls, comes rotting back to ground. | |
| But it excels in this that as the fruit | |
| Of love, it is a book too mad to read | |
| Before one merely reads to pass the time. | |
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V In the high West there burns a furious star. | 45 |
| It is for fiery boys that star was set | |
| And for sweet-smelling virgins close to them. | |
| The measure of the intensity of love | |
| Is measure, also, of the verve of earth. | |
| For me, the fireflys quick, electric stroke | 50 |
| Ticks tediously the time of one more year. | |
| And you? Remember how the crickets came | |
| Out of their mother grass, like little kin
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| In the pale nights, when your first imagery | |
| Found inklings of your bond to all that dust. | 55 |
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VI If men at forty will be painting lakes | |
| The ephemeral blues must merge for them in one, | |
| The basic slate, the universal hue. | |
| There is a substance in us that prevails. | |
| But in our amours amorists discern | 60 |
| Such fluctuations that their scrivening | |
| Is breathless to attend each quirky turn. | |
| When amorists grow bald, then amours shrink | |
| Into the compass and curriculum | |
| Of introspective exiles, lecturing. | 65 |
| It is a theme for Hyacinth alone. | |
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VII The mules that angels ride come slowly down | |
| The blazing passes, from beyond the sun. | |
| Descensions of their tinkling bells arrive. | |
| These muleteers are dainty of their way. | 70 |
| Meantime, centurions guffaw and beat | |
| Their shrilling tankards on the table-boards. | |
| This parable, in sense, amounts to this: | |
| The honey of heaven may or may not come, | |
| But that of earth both comes and goes at once. | 75 |
| Suppose these couriers brought amid their train | |
| A damsel heightened by eternal bloom
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VIII Like a dull scholar, I behold, in love, | |
| An ancient aspect touching a new mind. | |
| It comes, it blooms, it bears its fruit and dies. | 80 |
| This trivial trope reveals a way of truth. | |
| Our bloom is gone. We are the fruit thereof. | |
| Two golden gourds distended on our vines, | |
| We hang like warty squashes, streaked and rayed, | |
| Into the autumn weather, splashed with frost, | 85 |
| Distorted by hale fatness, turned grotesque. | |
| The laughing sky will see the two of us | |
| Washed into rinds by rotting winter rains. | |
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IX In verses wild with motion, full of din, | |
| Loudened by cries, by clashes, quick and sure | 90 |
| As the deadly thought of men accomplishing | |
| Their curious fates in war, come, celebrate | |
| The faith of forty, ward of Cupido. | |
| Most venerable heart, the lustiest conceit | |
| Is not too lusty for your broadening. | 95 |
| I quiz all sounds, all thoughts, all everything | |
| For the music and manner of the paladins | |
| To make oblation fit. Where shall I find | |
| Bravura adequate to this great hymn? | |
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X The fops of fancy in their poems leave | 100 |
| Memorabilia of the mystic spouts, | |
| Spontaneously watering their gritty soils. | |
| I am a yeoman, as such fellows go. | |
| I know no magic trees, no balmy boughs, | |
| No silver-ruddy, gold-vermilion fruits. | 105 |
| But, after all, I know a tree that bears | |
| A semblance to the thing I have in mind. | |
| It stands gigantic, with a certain tip | |
| To which all birds come sometime in their time. | |
| But when they go that tip still tips the tree. | 110 |
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XI If sex were all, then every trembling hand | |
| Could make us squeak, like dolls, the wished-for words. | |
| But note the unconscionable treachery of fate, | |
| That makes us weep, laugh, grunt and groan, and shout | |
| Doleful heroics, pinching gestures forth | 115 |
| From madness or delight, without regard | |
| To that first, foremost law. Anguishing hour! | |
| Last night, we sat beside a pool of pink, | |
| Clippered with lilies, scudding the bright chromes, | |
| Keen to the point of starlight, while a frog | 120 |
| Boomed from his very belly, odious chords. | |
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XII A blue pigeon it is, that circles the blue sky, | |
| On side-long wing, around and round and round. | |
| A white pigeon it is, that flutters to the ground, | |
| Grown tired of flight. Like a dark rabbi, I | 125 |
| Observed, when young, the nature of mankind, | |
| In lordly study. Every day, I found | |
| Man proved a gobbet in my mincing world. | |
| Like a rose rabbi, later, I pursued, | |
| And still pursue, the origin and course | 130 |
| Of love, but until now I never knew | |
| That fluttering things have so distinct a shade. | |
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