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I HAPPY ye leaves! when as those lilly hands, | |
| Which hold my life in their dead doing might, | |
| Shall handle you, and hold in loves soft bands, | |
| Lyke captives trembling at the victors sight. | |
| And happy lines! on which, with starry light, | 5 |
| Those lamping eyes will deigne sometimes to look, | |
| And reade the sorrowes of my dying spright, | |
| Written with teares in harts close bleeding book. | |
| And happy rymes! bathd in the sacred brooke | |
| Of Helicon, whence she derived is, | 10 |
| When ye behold that angels blessed looke, | |
| My soules long lacked foode, my heavens blis. | |
| Leaves, lines, and rymes, seeke her to please alone, | |
| Whom if ye please, I care for other none. | |
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II Unquiet thought, whom at the first I bred | 15 |
| Of th inward bale of my love pined hart, | |
| And sithens have with sighes and sorrowes fed, | |
| Till greater then my wombe thou woxen art: | |
| Breake forth at length out of the inner part, | |
| In which thou lurkest lyke to vipers brood, | 20 |
| And seeke some succour, both to ease my smart | |
| And also to sustayne thy selfe with food. | |
| But if in presence of that fayrest proud | |
| Thou chance to come, fall lowly at her feet; | |
| And with meeke humblesse and afflicted mood | 25 |
| Pardon for thee, and grace for me intreat. | |
| Which if she graunt, then live, and my love cherish, | |
| If not, die soone, and I with thee will perish. | |
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III The soverayne beauty which I doo admyre, | |
| Witnesse the world how worthy to be prayzed; | 30 |
| The light wherof hath kindled heavenly fyre | |
| In my fraile spirit, by her from basenesse raysed: | |
| That being now with her huge brightnesse dazed, | |
| Base thing I can no more endure to view; | |
| But looking still on her, I stand amazed | 35 |
| At wondrous sight of so celestiall hew. | |
| So when my toung would speak her praises dew, | |
| It stopped is with thoughts astonishment; | |
| And when my pen would write her titles true, | |
| It ravisht is with fancies wonderment. | 40 |
| Yet in my hart I then both speake and write | |
| The wonder that my wit cannot endite. | |
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IV New Yeare, forth looking out of Janus gate, | |
| Doth seeme to promise hope of new delight, | |
| And bidding th old adieu, his passed date | 45 |
| Bids all old thoughts to die in dumpish spright; | |
| And calling forth out of sad Winters night | |
| Fresh Love, that long hath slept in cheerlesse bower, | |
| Wils him awake, and soone about him dight | |
| His wanton wings and darts of deadly power. | 50 |
| For lusty Spring now in his timely howre | |
| Is ready to come forth, him to receive; | |
| And warnes the Earth, with divers colord flowre | |
| To decke hir selfe, and her faire mantle weave. | |
| Then you, faire flowre, in whom fresh youth doth raine, | 55 |
| Prepare your selfe new love to entertaine. | |
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V Rudely thou wrongest my deare harts desire, | |
| In finding fault with her too portly pride: | |
| The thing which I doo most in her admire | |
| Is of the world unworthy most envide. | 60 |
| For in those lofty lookes is close implide | |
| Scorn of base things, and sdeigne of foule dishonor; | |
| Thretning rash eies which gaze on her so wide, | |
| That loosely they ne dare to looke upon her. | |
| Such pride is praise, such portlinesse is honor, | 65 |
| That boldned innocence beares in hir eies, | |
| And her faire countenance, like a goodly banner, | |
| Spreds in defiaunce of all enemies. | |
| Was never in this world ought worthy tride, | |
| Without some spark of such self-pleasing pride. | 70 |
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VI Be nought dismayd that her unmoved mind | |
| Doth still persist in her rebellious pride: | |
| Such love, not lyke to lusts of baser kynd, | |
| The harder wonne, the firmer will abide. | |
| The durefull oake, whose sap is not yet dride, | 75 |
| Is long ere it conceive the kindling fyre: | |
| But when it once doth burne, it doth divide | |
| Great heat, and makes his flames to heaven aspire. | |
| So hard it is to kindle new desire | |
| In gentle brest, that shall endure for ever: | 80 |
| Deepe is the wound that dints the parts entire | |
| With chast affects, that naught but death can sever. | |
| Then thinke not long in taking litle paine | |
| To knit the knot that ever shall remaine. | |
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VII Fayre eyes, the myrrour of my mazed hart, | 85 |
| What wondrous vertue is contaynd in you, | |
| The which both lyfe and death forth from you dart | |
| Into the object of your mighty view? | |
| For when ye mildly looke with lovely hew, | |
| Then is my soule with life and love inspired: | 90 |
| But when ye lowre, or looke on me askew, | |
| Then doe I die, as one with lightning fyred. | |
| But since that lyfe is more then death desyred, | |
| Looke ever lovely, as becomes you best, | |
| That your bright beams, of my weak eies admyred, | 95 |
| May kindle living fire within my brest. | |
| Such life should be the honor of your light, | |
| Such death the sad ensample of your might. | |
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VIII More then most faire, full of the living fire | |
| Kindled above unto the Maker neere: | 100 |
| No eies, but joyes, in which al powers conspire, | |
| That to the world naught else be counted deare: | |
| Thrugh your bright beams doth not the blinded guest | |
| Shoot out his darts to base affections wound; | |
| But angels come, to lead fraile mindes to rest | 105 |
| In chast desires, on heavenly beauty bound. | |
| You frame my thoughts, and fashion me within, | |
| You stop my toung, and teach my hart to speake, | |
| You calme the storme that passion did begin, | |
| Strong thrugh your cause, but by your vertue weak. | 110 |
| Dark is the world where your light shined never; | |
| Well is he borne that may behold you ever. | |
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IX Long-while I sought to what I might compare | |
| Those powrefull eies which lighten my dark spright; | |
| Yet find I nought on earth to which I dare | 115 |
| Resemble th ymage of their goodly light. | |
| Not to the sun; for they doo shine by night: | |
| Nor to the moone; for they are changed never: | |
| Nor to the starres; for they have purer sight: | |
| Nor to the fire; for they consume not ever: | 120 |
| Nor to the lightning; for they still persever: | |
| Nor to the diamond; for they are more tender: | |
| Nor unto christall; for nought may them sever: | |
| Nor unto glasse; such basenesse mought offend her. | |
| Then to the Maker selfe they likest be, | 125 |
| Whose light doth lighten all that here we see. | |
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X Unrighteous Lord of Love, what law is this, | |
| That me thou makest thus tormented be, | |
| The whiles she lordeth in licentious blisse | |
| Of her freewill, scorning both thee and me? | 130 |
| See how the tyrannesse doth joy to see | |
| The huge massacres which her eyes do make, | |
| And humbled harts brings captive unto thee, | |
| That thou of them mayst mightie vengeance take! | |
| But her proud hart doe thou a little shake, | 135 |
| And that high look, with which she doth comptroll | |
| All this worlds pride, bow to a baser make, | |
| And al her faults in thy black booke enroll: | |
| That I may laugh at her in equall sort | |
| As she doth laugh at me, and makes my pain her sport. | 140 |
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XI Dayly when I do seeke and sew for peace, | |
| And hostages doe offer for my truth, | |
| She, cruell warriour, doth her selfe addresse | |
| To battell, and the weary war renewth: | |
| Ne wilbe moovd with reason or with rewth, | 145 |
| To graunt small respit to my restlesse toile; | |
| But greedily her fell intent poursewth, | |
| Of my poore life to make unpitteid spoile. | |
| Yet my poore life, all sorrowes to assoyle, | |
| I would her yield, her wrath to pacify: | 150 |
| But then she seekes, with torment and turmoyle, | |
| To force me live, and will not let me dy. | |
| All paine hath end, and every war hath peace; | |
| But mine no price nor prayer may surcease. | |
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XII One day I sought with her hart-thrilling eies | 155 |
| To make a truce, and termes to entertaine, | |
| All fearlesse then of so false enimies, | |
| Which sought me to entrap in treasons traine. | |
| So as I then disarmed did remaine, | |
| A wicked ambush, which lay hidden long | 160 |
| In the close covert of her guilefull eyen, | |
| Thence breaking forth, did thick about me throng. | |
| Too feeble I t abide the brunt so strong, | |
| Was forst to yeeld my selfe into their hands: | |
| Who me captiving streight with rigorous wrong, | 165 |
| Have ever since me kept in cruell bands. | |
| So, ladie, now to you I doo complaine, | |
| Against your eies that justice I may gaine. | |
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XIII In that proud port which her so goodly graceth, | |
| Whiles her faire face she reares up to the skie, | 170 |
| And to the ground her eie lids low embaseth, | |
| Most goodly temperature ye may descry: | |
| Myld humblesse mixt with awfull majesty. | |
| For looking on the earth, whence she was borne, | |
| Her minde remembreth her mortalitie: | 175 |
| What so is fayrest shall to earth returne. | |
| But that same lofty countenance seemes to scorne | |
| Base thing, and thinke how she to heaven may clime, | |
| Treading downe earth as lothsome and forlorne, | |
| That hinders heavenly thoughts with drossy slime. | 180 |
| Yet lowly still vouchsafe to looke on me; | |
| Such lowlinesse shall make you lofty be. | |
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XIV Retourne agayne, my forces late dismayd, | |
| Unto the siege by you abandond quite. | |
| Great shame it is to leave, like one afrayd, | 185 |
| So fayre a peece for one repulse so light. | |
| Gaynst such strong castles needeth greater might | |
| Then those small forts which ye were wont belay: | |
| Such haughty mynds, enurd to hardy fight, | |
| Disdayne to yield unto the first assay. | 190 |
| Bring therefore all the forces that ye may, | |
| And lay incessant battery to her heart; | |
| Playnts, prayers, vowes, ruth, sorrow, and dismay; | |
| Those engins can the proudest love convert. | |
| And if those fayle, fall down and dy before her; | 195 |
| So dying live, and living do adore her. | |
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XV Ye tradefull merchants, that with weary toyle | |
| Do seeke most pretious things to make your gain, | |
| And both the Indias of their treasures spoile, | |
| What needeth you to seeke so farre in vaine? | 200 |
| For loe! my love doth in her selfe containe | |
| All this worlds riches that may farre be found: | |
| If saphyres, loe! her eies be saphyres plaine; | |
| If rubies, loe! hir lips be rubies sound; | |
| If pearles, hir teeth be pearles both pure and round; | 205 |
| If yvorie, her forhead yvory weene; | |
| If gold, her locks are finest gold on ground; | |
| If silver, her faire hands are silver sheene: | |
| But that which fairest is but few behold, | |
| Her mind, adornd with vertues manifold. | 210 |
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XVI One day as I unwarily did gaze | |
| On those fayre eyes, my loves immortall light, | |
| The whiles my stonisht hart stood in amaze, | |
| Through sweet illusion of her lookes delight, | |
| I mote perceive how, in her glauncing sight, | 215 |
| Legions of loves with little wings did fly, | |
| Darting their deadly arrowes, fyry bright, | |
| At every rash beholder passing by. | |
| One of those archers closely I did spy, | |
| Ayming his arrow at my very hart: | 220 |
| When suddenly, with twincle of her eye, | |
| The damzell broke his misintended dart. | |
| Had she not so doon, sure I had bene slayne; | |
| Yet as it was, I hardly scapt with paine. | |
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XVII The glorious pourtraict of that angels face, | 225 |
| Made to amaze weake mens confused skil, | |
| And this worlds worthlesse glory to embase, | |
| What pen, what pencill, can expresse her fill? | |
| For though he colours could devize at will, | |
| And eke his learned hand at pleasure guide, | 230 |
| Least, trembling, it his workmanship should spill, | |
| Yet many wondrous things there are beside. | |
| The sweet eye-glaunces, that like arrowes glide, | |
| The charming smiles, that rob sence from the hart, | |
| The lovely pleasance, and the lofty pride, | 235 |
| Cannot expressed be by any art. | |
| A greater craftesmans hand thereto doth neede, | |
| That can expresse the life of things indeed. | |
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XVIII The rolling wheele, that runneth often round, | |
| The hardest steele in tract of time doth teare: | 240 |
| And drizling drops, that often doe redound, | |
| The firmest flint doth in continuance weare: | |
| Yet cannot I, with many a dropping teare | |
| And long intreaty, soften her hand hart, | |
| That she will once vouchsafe my plaint to heare, | 245 |
| Or looke with pitty on my payneful smart. | |
| But when I pleade, she bids me play my part, | |
| And when I weep, she sayes teares are but water, | |
| And when I sigh, she sayes I know the art, | |
| And when I waile, she turnes hir selfe to laughter. | 250 |
| So do I weepe, and wayle, and pleade in vaine, | |
| Whiles she as steele and flint doth still remayne. | |
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XIX The merry cuckow, messenger of Spring, | |
| His trompet shrill hath thrise already sounded, | |
| That warnes al lovers wayt upon their king, | 255 |
| Who now is comming forth with girland crouned. | |
| With noyse whereof the quyre of byrds resounded | |
| Their anthemes sweet, devized of Loves prayse, | |
| That all the woods theyr ecchoes back rebounded, | |
| As if they knew the meaning of their layes. | 260 |
| But mongst them all which did Loves honor rayse, | |
| No word was heard of her that most it ought, | |
| But she his precept proudly disobayes, | |
| And doth his ydle message set at nought. | |
| Therefore, O Love, unlesse she turne to thee | 265 |
| Ere cuckow end, let her a rebell be. | |
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XX In vaine I seeke and sew to her for grace, | |
| And doe myne humbled hart before her poure: | |
| The whiles her foot she in my necke doth place, | |
| And tread my life downe in the lowly floure. | 270 |
| And yet the lyon, that is lord of power, | |
| And reigneth over every beast in field, | |
| In his most pride disdeigneth to devoure | |
| The silly lambe that to his might doth yield. | |
| But she, more cruell and more salvage wylde, | 275 |
| Than either lyon or the lyonesse, | |
| Shames not to be with guiltlesse bloud defylde, | |
| But taketh glory in her cruelnesse. | |
| Fayrer then fayrest, let none ever say | |
| That ye were blooded in a yeelded pray. | 280 |
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XXI Was it the worke of Nature or of Art, | |
| Which tempred so the feature of her face, | |
| That pride and meeknesse, mixt by equall part, | |
| Doe both appeare t adorne her beauties grace? | |
| For with mild pleasance, which doth pride displace, | 285 |
| She to her love doth lookers eyes allure; | |
| And with sterne countenance back again doth chace | |
| Their looser lookes that stir up lustes impure. | |
| With such strange termes her eyes she doth inure, | |
| That with one looke she doth my life dismay, | 290 |
| And with another doth it streight recure: | |
| Her smile me drawes, her frowne me drives away. | |
| Thus doth she traine and teach me with her lookes: | |
| Such art of eyes I never read in bookes. | |
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XXII This holy season, fit to fast and pray, | 295 |
| Men to devotion ought to be inclynd: | |
| Therefore, I lykewise, on so holy day, | |
| For my sweet saynt some service fit will find. | |
| Her temple fayre is built within my mind, | |
| In which her glorious ymage placed is, | 300 |
| On which my thoughts doo day and night attend, | |
| Lyke sacred priests that never thinke amisse. | |
| There I to her, as th author of my blisse, | |
| Will builde an altar to appease her yre; | |
| And on the same my hart will sacrifise, | 305 |
| Burning in flames of pure and chast desyre: | |
| The which vouchsafe, O goddesse, to accept, | |
| Amongst thy deerest relicks to be kept. | |
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XXIII Penelope, for her Ulisses sake, | |
| Devizd a web her wooers to deceave, | 310 |
| In which the worke that she all day did make, | |
| The same at night she did againe unreave. | |
| Such subtile craft my damzell doth conceave, | |
| Th importune suit of my desire to shonne: | |
| For all that I in many dayes doo weave | 315 |
| In one short houre I find by her undonne. | |
| So when I thinke to end that I begonne, | |
| I must begin and never bring to end: | |
| For with one looke she spils that long I sponne, | |
| And with one word my whole years work doth rend. | 320 |
| Such labour like the spyders web I fynd, | |
| Whose fruitlesse worke is broken with least wynd. | |
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XXIV When I behold that beauties wonderment, | |
| And rare perfection of each goodly part, | |
| Of Natures skill the onely complement, | 325 |
| I honor and admire the Makers art. | |
| But when I feele the bitter balefull smart | |
| Which her fayre eyes unwares doe worke in mee, | |
| That death out of theyr shiny beames doe dart, | |
| I thinke that I a new Pandora see; | 330 |
| Whom all the gods in councell did agree, | |
| Into this sinfull world from heaven to send, | |
| That she to wicked men a scourge should bee, | |
| For all their faults with which they did offend. | |
| But since ye are my scourge, I will intreat | 335 |
| That for my faults ye will me gently beat. | |
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XXV How long shall this lyke dying lyfe endure, | |
| And know no end of her owne mysery, | |
| But wast and weare away in termes unsure, | |
| Twixt feare and hope depending doubtfully? | 340 |
| Yet better were attonce to let me die, | |
| And shew the last ensample of your pride, | |
| Then to torment me thus with cruelty, | |
| To prove your powre, which I too wel have tride. | |
| But yet if in your hardned brest ye hide | 345 |
| A close intent at last to shew me grace, | |
| Then all the woes and wrecks which I abide | |
| As meanes of blisse I gladly wil embrace, | |
| And wish that more and greater they might be, | |
| That greater meede at last may turne to mee. | 350 |
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XXVI Sweet is the rose, but growes upon a brere; | |
| Sweet is the junipere, but sharpe his bough; | |
| Sweet is the eglantine, but pricketh nere; | |
| Sweet is the firbloome, but his braunches rough; | |
| Sweet is the cypresse, but his rynd is tough; | 355 |
| Sweet is the nut, but bitter is his pill; | |
| Sweet is the broome-flowre, but yet sowre enough; | |
| And sweet is moly, but his root is ill. | |
| So every sweet with soure is tempred still, | |
| That maketh it be coveted the more: | 360 |
| For easie things, that may be got at will, | |
| Most sorts of men doe set but little store. | |
| Why then should I accoumpt of little paine, | |
| That endlesse pleasure shall unto me gaine? | |
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XXVII Faire proud! now tell me, why should faire be proud, | 365 |
| Sith all worlds glorie is but drosse uncleane, | |
| And in the shade of death it selfe shall shroud, | |
| How ever now thereof ye little weene? | |
| That goodly idoll, now so gay beseene, | |
| Shall doffe her fleshes borowd fayre attyre, | 370 |
| And be forgot as it had never beene, | |
| That many now much worship and admire. | |
| Ne any then shall after it inquire, | |
| Ne any mention shall thereof remaine, | |
| But what this verse, that never shall expyre, | 375 |
| Shall to you purchas with her thankles paine. | |
| Faire, be no lenger proud of that shall perish, | |
| But that which shall you make immortall cherish. | |
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XXVIII The laurel leafe which you this day doe weare | |
| Gives me great hope of your relenting mynd: | 380 |
| For since it is the badg which I doe beare, | |
| Ye, bearing it, doe seeme to me inclind. | |
| The powre thereof, which ofte in me I find, | |
| Let it lykewise your gentle brest inspire | |
| With sweet infusion, and put you in mind | 385 |
| Of that proud mayd whom now those leaves attyre. | |
| Proud Daphne, scorning Phæbus lovely fyre, | |
| On the Thessalian shore from him did flie: | |
| For which the gods, in theyr revengefull yre, | |
| Did her transforme into a laurell tree. | 390 |
| Then fly no more, fayre love, from Phebus chace, | |
| But in your brest his leafe and love embrace. | |
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XXIX See how the stubborne damzell doth deprave | |
| My simple meaning with disdaynfull scorne, | |
| And by the bay which I unto her gave | 395 |
| Accoumpts my self her captive quite forlorne. | |
| The bay (quoth she) is of the victours borne, | |
| Yielded them by the vanquisht as theyr meeds, | |
| And they therewith doe poetes heads adorne, | |
| To sing the glory of their famous deedes. | 400 |
| But sith she will the conquest challeng needs, | |
| Let her accept me as her faithfull thrall, | |
| That her great triumph, which my skill exceeds, | |
| I may in trump of fame blaze over all. | |
| Then would I decke her head with glorious bayes, | 405 |
| And fill the world with her victorious prayse. | |
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XXX My love is lyke to yse, and I to fyre; | |
| How comes it then that this her cold so great | |
| Is not dissolvd through my so hot desyre, | |
| But harder growes the more I her intreat? | 410 |
| Or how comes it that my exceeding heat | |
| Is not delayd by her hart frosen cold, | |
| But that I burne much more in boyling sweat, | |
| And feele my flames augmented manifold? | |
| What more miraculous thing may be told, | 415 |
| That fire, which all things melts, should harden yse, | |
| And yse, which is congeald with sencelesse cold, | |
| Should kindle fyre by wonderful devyse? | |
| Such is the powre of love in gentle mind, | |
| That it can alter all the course of kynd. | 420 |
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XXXI Ah! why hath Nature to so hard a hart | |
| Given so goodly giftes of beauties grace, | |
| Whose pryde depraves each other better part, | |
| And all those pretious ornaments deface? | |
| Sith to all other beastes of bloody race | 425 |
| A dreadfull countenaunce she given hath, | |
| That with theyrterrour al the rest may chace, | |
| And warne to shun the daunger of theyr wrath. | |
| But my proud one doth worke the greater scath, | |
| Through sweet allurement of her lovely hew, | 430 |
| That she the better may in bloody bath | |
| Of such poore thralls her cruell hands embrew. | |
| But did she know how ill these two accord, | |
| Such cruelty she would have soone abhord. | |
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XXXII The paynefull smith with force of fervent heat | 435 |
| The hardest yron soone doth mollify; | |
| That with his heavy sledge he can it beat, | |
| And fashion to what he it list apply. | |
| Yet cannot all these flames in which I fry | |
| Her hart, more harde then yron, soft a whit; | 440 |
| Ne all the playnts and prayers with which I | |
| Doe beat on th andvyle of her stubberne wit: | |
| But still, the more she fervent sees my fit, | |
| The more she frieseth in her wilfull pryde; | |
| And harder growes, the harder she is smit, | 445 |
| With all the playnts which to her be applyde. | |
| What then remaines but I to ashes burne, | |
| And she to stones at length all frosen turne? | |
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XXXIII Great wrong I doe, I can it not deny, | |
| To that most sacred empresse, my dear dred, | 450 |
| Not finishing her Queene of Faëry, | |
| That mote enlarge her living prayses, dead. | |
| But Lodwick, this of grace to me aread: | |
| Do ye not thinck th accomplishment of it | |
| Sufficient worke for one mans simple head, | 455 |
| All were it, as the rest, but rudely writ? | |
| How then should I, without another wit, | |
| Thinck ever to endure so tædious toyle, | |
| Sins that this one is tost with troublous fit | |
| Of a proud love, that doth my spirite spoyle? | 460 |
| Cease then, till she vouchsafe to grawnt me rest, | |
| Or lend you me another living brest. | |
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XXXIV Lyke as a ship, that through the ocean wyde | |
| By conduct of some star doth make her way, | |
| Whenas a storme hath dimd her trusty guyde, | 465 |
| Out of her course doth wander far astray; | |
| So I, whose star, that wont with her bright ray | |
| Me to direct, with cloudes is overcast, | |
| Doe wander now in darknesse and dismay, | |
| Through hidden perils round about me plast. | 470 |
| Yet hope I well, that when this storme is past, | |
| My Helice, the lodestar of my lyfe, | |
| Will shine again, and looke on me at last, | |
| With lovely light to cleare my cloudy grief. | |
| Till then I wander carefull comfortlesse, | 475 |
| In secret sorrow and sad pensivenesse. | |
| |
XXXV My hungry eyes, through greedy covetize | |
| Still to behold the object of their paine, | |
| With no contentment can themselves suffize, | |
| But having pine, and having not complaine. | 480 |
| For lacking it, they cannot lyfe sustayne, | |
| And having it, they gaze on it the more: | |
| In their amazement lyke Narcissus vaine, | |
| Whose eyes him starvd: so plenty makes me poore. | |
| Yet are mine eyes so filled with the store | 485 |
| Of that faire sight, that nothing else they brooke, | |
| But lothe the things which they did like before, | |
| And can no more endure on them to looke. | |
| All this worlds glory seemeth vayne to me, | |
| And all their showes but shadowes, saving she. | 490 |
| |
XXXVI Tell me, when shall these wearie woes have end, | |
| Or shall their ruthlesse torment never cease, | |
| But al my dayes in pining languor spend, | |
| Without hope of aswagement or release? | |
| Is there no meanes for me to purchace peace, | 495 |
| Or make agreement with her thrilling eyes: | |
| But that their cruelty doth still increace, | |
| And dayly more augment my miseryes? | |
| But when ye have shewed all extremityes, | |
| Then thinke how litle glory ye have gayned | 500 |
| By slaying him, whose lyfe though ye despyse, | |
| Mote have your life in honour long maintayned. | |
| But by his death, which some perhaps will mone, | |
| Ye shall condemned be of many a one. | |
| |
XXXVII What guyle is this, that those her golden tresses | 505 |
| She doth attyre under a net of gold, | |
| And with sly skill so cunningly them dresses, | |
| That which is gold or heare may scarse be told? | |
| Is it that mens frayle eyes, which gaze too bold, | |
| She may entangle in that golden snare, | 510 |
| And being caught, may craftily enfold | |
| Theyr weaker harts, which are not wel aware? | |
| Take heed therefore, myne eyes, how ye doe stare | |
| Henceforth too rashly on that guilefull net, | |
| In which if ever ye entrapped are, | 515 |
| Out of her bands ye by no meanes shall get. | |
| Fondnesse it were for any, being free, | |
| To covet fetters, though they golden bee. | |
| |
XXXVIII Arion, when, through tempests cruel wracke, | |
| He forth was thrown into the greedy seas, | 520 |
| Through the sweet musick which his harp did make | |
| Allurd a dolphin him from death to ease. | |
| But my rude musick, which was wont to please | |
| Some dainty eares, cannot, with any skill, | |
| The dreadfull tempest of her wrath appease, | 525 |
| Nor move the dolphin from her stubborne will; | |
| But in her pride she dooth persever still, | |
| All carelesse how my life for her decayse: | |
| Yet with one word she can it save or spill. | |
| To spill were pitty, but to save were prayse. | 530 |
| Chose rather to be praysd for dooing good, | |
| Then to be blamd for spilling guiltlesse blood. | |
| |
XXXIX Sweet smile, the daughter of the Queene of Love, | |
| Expressing all thy mothers powrefull art, | |
| With which she wonts to temper angry Jove, | 535 |
| When all the gods he threats with thundring dart: | |
| Sweet is thy vertue, as thy selfe sweet art. | |
| For when on me thou shinedst late in sadnesse, | |
| A melting pleasance ran through every part, | |
| And me revived with hart robbing gladnesse: | 540 |
| Whylest rapt with joy resembling heavenly madnes, | |
| My soule was ravisht quite, as in a traunce, | |
| And feeling thence no more her sorowes sadnesse, | |
| Fed on the fulnesse of that chearefull glaunce. | |
| More sweet than nectar, or ambrosiall meat, | 545 |
| Seemd every bit which thenceforth I did eat. | |
| |
XL Mark when she smiles with amiable cheare, | |
| And tell me whereto can ye lyken it; | |
| When on each eyelid sweetly doe appeare | |
| An hundred Graces as in shade to sit. | 550 |
| Lykest it seemeth, in my simple wit, | |
| Unto the fayre sunshine in somers day, | |
| That, when a dreadfull storme away is flit, | |
| Thrugh the broad world doth spred his goodly ray: | |
| At sight whereof, each bird that sits on spray, | 555 |
| And every beast that to his den was fled, | |
| Comes forth afresh out of their late dismay, | |
| And to the light lift up theyr drouping hed. | |
| So my storme beaten hart likewise is cheared | |
| With that sunshine, when cloudy looks are cleared. | 560 |
| |
XLI Is it her nature, or is it her will, | |
| To be so cruell to an humbled foe? | |
| If nature, then she may it mend with skill, | |
| If will, then she at will may will forgoe. | |
| But if her nature and her wil be so, | 565 |
| That she will plague the man that loves her most, | |
| And take delight t encrease a wretches woe, | |
| Then all her natures goodly guifts are lost; | |
| And that same glorious beauties ydle boast | |
| Is but a bayt such wretches to beguile, | 570 |
| As, being long in her loves tempest tost, | |
| She meanes at last to make her piteous spoyle. | |
| O fayrest fayre, let never it be named, | |
| That so fayre beauty was so fowly shamed. | |
| |
XLII The love which me so cruelly tormenteth | 575 |
| So pleasing is in my extreamest paine, | |
| That all the more my sorrow it augmenteth, | |
| The more I love and doe embrace my bane. | |
| Ne doe I wish (for wishing were but vaine) | |
| To be acquit fro my continuall smart, | 580 |
| But joy, her thrall for ever to remayne, | |
| And yield for pledge my poore captyved hart; | |
| The which, that it from her may never start, | |
| Let her, yf please her, bynd with adamant chayne, | |
| And from all wandring loves, which mote pervart | 585 |
| His safe assurance, strongly it restrayne. | |
| Onely let her abstaine from cruelty, | |
| And doe me not before my time to dy. | |
| |
XLIII Shall I then silent be, or shall I speake? | |
| And if I speake, her wrath renew I shall: | 590 |
| And if I silent be, my hart will breake, | |
| Or choked be with overflowing gall. | |
| What tyranny is this, both my hart to thrall, | |
| And eke my toung with proud restraint to tie; | |
| That nether I may speake nor thinke at all, | 595 |
| But like a stupid stock in silence die! | |
| Yet I my hart with silence secretly | |
| Will teach to speak, and my just cause to plead, | |
| And eke mine eies, with meek humility, | |
| Love-learned letters to her eyes to read: | 600 |
| Which her deep wit, that true harts thought can spel, | |
| Wil soone conceive, and learne to construe well. | |
| |
XLIV When those renoumed noble peres of Greece | |
| Thrugh stubborn pride amongst themselves did jar, | |
| Forgetfull of the famous golden fleece, | 605 |
| Then Orpheus with his harp theyr strife did bar. | |
| But this continuall cruell civill warre, | |
| The which my selfe against my selfe doe make, | |
| Whilest my weak powres of passions warreid arre, | |
| No skill can stint, nor reason can aslake. | 610 |
| But when in hand my tunelesse harp I take, | |
| Then doe I more augment my foes despight, | |
| And griefe renew, and passions doe awake | |
| To battaile, fresh against my selfe to fight. | |
| Mongst whome the more I seeke to settle peace, | 615 |
| The more I fynd their malice to increace. | |
| |
XLV Leave, lady, in your glasse of christall clene | |
| Your goodly selfe for evermore to vew, | |
| And in my selfe, my inward selfe I meane, | |
| Most lively lyke behold your semblant trew. | 620 |
| Within my hart, though hardly it can shew | |
| Thing so divine to vew of earthly eye, | |
| The fayre idea of your celestiall hew | |
| And every part remaines immortally: | |
| And were it not that through your cruelty | 625 |
| With sorrow dimmed and deformd it were, | |
| The goodly ymage of your visnomy | |
| Clearer then christall would therein appere. | |
| But if your selfe in me ye playne will see, | |
| Remove the cause by which your fayre beames darkned be. | 630 |
| |
XLVI When my abodes prefixed time is spent, | |
| My cruell fayre streight bids me wend my way: | |
| But then from heaven most hideous stormes are sent, | |
| As willing me against her will to stay. | |
| Whom then shall I, or heaven or her, obay? | 635 |
| The heavens know best what is the best for me: | |
| But as she will, whose will my life doth sway, | |
| My lower heaven, so it perforce must bee. | |
| But ye high hevens, that all this sorowe see, | |
| Sith all your tempests cannot hold me backe, | 640 |
| Aswage your stormes, or else both you and she | |
| Will both together me too sorely wrack. | |
| Enough it is for one man to sustaine | |
| The stormes which she alone on me doth raine. | |
| |
XLVII Trust not the treason of those smyling lookes, | 645 |
| Untill ye have theyr guylefull traynes well tryde: | |
| For they are lyke but unto golden hookes, | |
| That from the foolish fish theyr bayts do hyde: | |
| So she with flattring smyles weake harts doth guyde | |
| Unto her love, and tempte to theyr decay; | 650 |
| Whome being caught, she kills with cruell pryde, | |
| And feeds at pleasure on the wretched pray. | |
| Yet even whylst her bloody hands them slay, | |
| Her eyes looke lovely, and upon them smyle, | |
| That they take pleasure in her cruell play: | 655 |
| And, dying, doe them selves of payne be guyle. | |
| O mighty charm! which makes men love theyr bane, | |
| And thinck they dy with pleasure, live with payne. | |
| |
XLVIII Innocent paper, whom too cruell hand | |
| Did make the matter to avenge her yre, | 660 |
| And ere she could thy cause wel understand, | |
| Did sacrifize unto the greedy fyre: | |
| Well worthy thou to have found better hyre | |
| Then so bad end, for hereticks ordayned: | |
| Yet heresy nor treason didst conspire, | 665 |
| But plead thy maisters cause, unjustly payned: | |
| Whom she, all carelesse of his griefe, constrayned | |
| To utter forth the anguish of his hart: | |
| And would not heare, when he to her complayned | |
| The piteous passion of his dying smart. | 670 |
| Yet live for ever, though against her will, | |
| And speake her good, though she requite it ill. | |
| |
XLIX Fayre cruell, why are ye so fierce and cruell? | |
| Is it because your eyes have powre to kill? | |
| Then know, that mercy is the Mighties jewell, | 675 |
| And greater glory thinke to save then spill. | |
| But if it be your pleasure and proud will | |
| To shew the powre of your imperious eyes, | |
| Then not on him that never thought you ill, | |
| But bend your force against your enemyes. | 680 |
| Let them feele th utmost of your crueltyes, | |
| And kill with looks, as cockatrices doo: | |
| But him that at your footstoole humbled lies, | |
| With mercifull regard, give mercy too. | |
| Such mercy shal you make admyred to be; | 685 |
| So shall you live by giving life to me. | |
| |
L Long languishing in double malady, | |
| Of my harts wound and of my bodies greife, | |
| There came to me a leach, that would apply | |
| Fit medicines for my bodies best reliefe. | 690 |
| Vayne man! (quod I) that hast but little priefe | |
| In deep discovery of the mynds disease, | |
| Is not the hart of all the body chiefe, | |
| And rules the members as it selfe doth please? | |
| Then with some cordialls seeke first to appease | 695 |
| The inward languour of my wounded hart, | |
| And then my body shall have shortly ease: | |
| But such sweet cordialls passe physitions art. | |
| Then, my lyfes leach, doe you your skill reveale, | |
| And with one salve both hart and body heale. | 700 |
| |
LI Doe I not see that fayrest ymages | |
| Of hardest marble are of purpose made, | |
| For that they should endure through many ages, | |
| Ne let theyr famous moniments to fade? | |
| Why then doe I, untrainde in lovers trade, | 705 |
| Her hardnes blame, which I should more commend? | |
| Sith never ought was excellent assayde, | |
| Which was not hard t atchive and bring to end: | |
| Ne ought so hard, but he that would attend | |
| Mote soften it and to his will allure: | 710 |
| So doe I hope her stubborne hart to bend, | |
| And that it then more stedfast will endure. | |
| Onely my paines wil be the more to get her: | |
| But having her, my joy wil be the greater. | |
| |
LII So oft as homeward I from her depart, | 715 |
| I go lyke one that, having lost the field, | |
| Is prisoner led away with heavy hart, | |
| Despoyld of warlike armes and knowen shield. | |
| So doe I now my selfe a prisoner yeeld | |
| To sorrow and to solitary paine: | 720 |
| From presence of my dearest deare exylde, | |
| Longwhile alone in languor to remaine. | |
| There let no thought of joy, or pleasure vaine, | |
| Dare to approch, that may my solace breed; | |
| But sudden dumps, and drery sad disdayne | 725 |
| Of all worlds gladnesse, more my torment feed. | |
| So I her absens will my penaunce make, | |
| That of her presens I my meed may take. | |
| |
LIII The panther, knowing that his spotted hyde | |
| Doth please all beasts, but that his looks them fray, | 730 |
| Within a bush his dreadfull head doth hide, | |
| To let them gaze, whylest he on them may pray. | |
| Right so my cruell fayre with me doth play: | |
| For with the goodly semblant of her hew | |
| She doth allure me to mine owne decay, | 735 |
| And then no mercy will unto me shew. | |
| Great shame it is, thing so divine in view, | |
| Made for to be the worlds most ornament, | |
| To make the bayte her gazers to embrew: | |
| Good shames to be to ill an instrument: | 740 |
| But mercy doth with beautie best agree, | |
| As in theyr Maker ye them best may see. | |
| |
LIV Of this worlds theatre in which we stay, | |
| My love, lyke the spectator, ydly sits, | |
| Beholding me, that all the pageants play, | 745 |
| Disguysing diversly my troubled wits. | |
| Sometimes I joy, when glad occasion fits, | |
| And mask in myrth lyke to a comedy: | |
| Soone after, when my joy to sorrow flits, | |
| I waile, and make my woes a tragedy. | 750 |
| Yet she, beholding me with constant eye, | |
| Delights not in my merth, nor rues my smart: | |
| But when I laugh, she mocks, and when I cry, | |
| She laughes, and hardens evermore her hart. | |
| What then can move her? If nor merth nor mone, | 755 |
| She is no woman, but a sencelesse stone. | |
| |
LV So oft as I her beauty doe behold, | |
| And therewith doe her cruelty compare, | |
| I marvaile of what substance was the mould | |
| The which her made attonce so cruell faire. | 760 |
| Not earth; for her high thoghts more heavenly are: | |
| Not water; for her love doth burne like fyre: | |
| Not ayre; for she is not so light or rare: | |
| Not fyre; for she doth friese with faint desire. | |
| Then needs another element inquire, | 765 |
| Whereof she mote be made; that is the skye. | |
| For to the heaven her haughty looks aspire, | |
| And eke her mind is pure immortall hye. | |
| Then sith to heaven ye lykened are the best, | |
| Be lyke in mercy as in all the rest. | 770 |
| |
LVI Fayre ye be sure, but cruell and unkind, | |
| As is a tygre, that with greedinesse | |
| Hunts after bloud, when he by chance doth find | |
| A feeble beast, doth felly him oppresse. | |
| Fayre be ye sure, but proud and pittilesse, | 775 |
| As is a storme, that all things doth prostrate, | |
| Finding a tree alone all comfortlesse, | |
| Beats on it strongly, it to ruinate. | |
| Fayre be ye sure, but hard and obstinate, | |
| As is a rocke amidst the raging floods, | 780 |
| Gaynst which a ship, of succour desolate, | |
| Doth suffer wreck both of her selfe and goods. | |
| That ship, that tree, and that same beast am I, | |
| Whom ye doe wreck, doe ruine, and destroy. | |
| |
LVII Sweet warriour, when shall I have peace with you? | 785 |
| High time it is this warre now ended were: | |
| Which I no lenger can endure to sue, | |
| Ne your incessant battry more to beare. | |
| So weake my powres, so sore my wounds appeare, | |
| That wonder is how I should live a jot, | 790 |
| Seeing my hart through launched every where | |
| With thousand arrowes which your eies have shot: | |
| Yet shoot ye sharpely still, and spare me not, | |
| But glory thinke to make these cruel stoures. | |
| Ye cruell one! what glory can be got, | 795 |
| In slaying him that would live gladly yours? | |
| Make peace therefore, and graunt me timely grace, | |
| That al my wounds wil heale in little space. | |
| |
LVIII By her that is most assured to her selfe | |
| Weake is th assurance that weake flesh reposeth | 800 |
| In her owne powre, and scorneth others ayde; | |
| That soonest fals, when as she most supposeth | |
| Her selfe assurd, and is of nought affrayd. | |
| All flesh is frayle, and all her strength unstayd, | |
| Like a vaine bubble blowen up with ayre: | 805 |
| Devouring tyme and changeful chance have prayd | |
| Her glories pride, that none may it repayre. | |
| Ne none so rich or wise, so strong or fayre, | |
| But fayleth, trusting on his owne assurance: | |
| And he that standeth on the hyghest stayre | 810 |
| Fals lowest: for on earth nought hath enduraunce. | |
| Why then doe ye, proud fayre, misdeeme so farre, | |
| That to your selfe ye most assured arre? | |
| |
LIX Thrise happie she that is so well assured | |
| Unto her selfe, and setled so in hart, | 815 |
| That nether will for better be allured, | |
| Ne feard with worse to any chaunce to start: | |
| But, like a steddy ship, doth strongly part | |
| The raging waves, and keepes her course aright, | |
| Ne ought for tempest doth from it depart, | 820 |
| Ne ought for fayrer weathers false delight. | |
| Such selfe assurance need not feare the spight | |
| Of grudging foes, ne favour seek of friends: | |
| But in the stay of her owne stedfast might, | |
| Nether to one her selfe nor other bends. | 825 |
| Most happy she that most assured doth rest; | |
| But he most happy who such one loves best. | |
| |
LX They that in course of heavenly spheares are skild | |
| To every planet point his sundry yeare, | |
| In which her circles voyage is fulfild: | 830 |
| As Mars in three score yeares doth run his spheare. | |
| So since the winged god his planet cleare | |
| Began in me to move, one yeare is spent: | |
| The which doth longer unto me appeare, | |
| Then al those fourty which my life outwent. | 835 |
| Then, by that count which lovers books invent, | |
| The spheare of Cupid fourty yeares containes: | |
| Which I have wasted in long languishment, | |
| That seemd the longer for my greater paines. | |
| But let my loves fayre planet short her wayes | 840 |
| This yeare ensuing, or else short my dayes. | |
| |
LXI The glorious image of the Makers beautie, | |
| My soverayne saynt, the idoll of my thought, | |
| Dare not henceforth, above the bounds of dewtie, | |
| T accuse of pride, or rashly blame for ought. | 845 |
| For being, as she is, divinely wrought, | |
| And of the brood of angels hevenly borne, | |
| And with the crew of blessed saynts upbrought, | |
| Each of which did her with theyr guifts adorne, | |
| The bud of joy, the blossome of the morne, | 850 |
| The beame of light, whom mortal eyes admyre, | |
| What reason is it then but she should scorne | |
| Base things, that to her love too bold aspire? | |
| Such heavenly formes ought rather worshipt be, | |
| Then dare be lovd by men of meane degree. | 855 |
| |
LXII The weary yeare his race now having run, | |
| The new begins his compast course anew: | |
| With shew of morning mylde he hath begun, | |
| Betokening peace and plenty to ensew. | |
| So let us, which this chaunge of weather vew, | 860 |
| Chaunge eeke our mynds, and former lives amend; | |
| The old yeares sinnes forepast let us eschew, | |
| And fly the faults with which we did offend. | |
| Then shall the new yeares joy forth freshly send | |
| Into the glooming world his gladsome ray; | 865 |
| And all these stormes, which now his beauty blend, | |
| Shall turne to caulmes, and tymely cleare away. | |
| So likewise, love, cheare you your heavy spright, | |
| And chaunge old yeares annoy to new delight. | |
| |
LXIII After long stormes and tempests sad assay, | 870 |
| Which hardly I endured heretofore, | |
| In dread of death, and daungerous dismay, | |
| With which my silly barke was tossed sore, | |
| I doe at length descry the happy shore, | |
| In which I hope ere long for to arryve: | 875 |
| Fayre soyle it seemes from far, and fraught with store | |
| Of all that deare and daynty is alyve. | |
| Most happy he that can at last atchyve | |
| The joyous safety of so sweet a rest; | |
| Whose least delight sufficeth to deprive | 880 |
| Remembrance of all paines which him opprest. | |
| All paines are nothing in respect of this, | |
| All sorrowes short that gaine eternall blisse. | |
| |
LXIV Comming to kisse her lyps, (such grace I found) | |
| Me seemd I smelt a gardin of sweet flowres, | 885 |
| That dainty odours from them threw around, | |
| For damzels fit to decke their lovers bowres. | |
| Her lips did smell lyke unto gillyflowers; | |
| Her ruddy cheekes lyke unto roses red; | |
| Her snowy browes lyke budded bellamoures; | 890 |
| Her lovely eyes lyke pincks but newly spred; | |
| Her goodly bosome lyke a strawberry bed; | |
| Her neck lyke to a bounch of cullambynes; | |
| Her brest lyke lillyes, ere theyr leaves be shed; | |
| Her nipples lyke yong blossomd jessemynes. | 895 |
| Such fragrant flowres doe give most odorous smell, | |
| But her sweet odour did them all excell. | |
| |
LXV The doubt which ye misdeeme, fayre love, is vaine, | |
| That fondly feare to loose your liberty, | |
| When loosing one, two liberties ye gayne, | 900 |
| And make him bond that bondage earst dyd fly. | |
| Sweet be the bands the which true love doth tye, | |
| Without constraynt or dread of any ill: | |
| The gentle birde feeles no captivity | |
| Within her cage, but singes and feeds her fill. | 905 |
| There Pride dare not approch, nor Discord spill | |
| The league twixt them that loyal love hath bound: | |
| But simple Truth and mutuall Good Will | |
| Seekes with sweet peace to salve each others wound: | |
| There Fayth doth fearlesse dwell in brasen towre, | 910 |
| And spotlesse Pleasure builds her sacred bowre. | |
| |
LXVI To all those happy blessings which ye have, | |
| With plenteous hand by heaven upon you thrown, | |
| This one disparagement they to you gave, | |
| That ye your love lent to so meane a one. | 915 |
| Yee, whose high worths surpassing paragon | |
| Could not on earth have found one fit for mate, | |
| Ne but in heaven matchable to none, | |
| Why did ye stoup unto so lowly state? | |
| But ye thereby much greater glory gate, | 920 |
| Then had ye sorted with a princes pere: | |
| For now your light doth more it selfe dilate, | |
| And in my darknesse greater doth appeare. | |
| Yet since your light hath once enlumind me, | |
| With my reflex yours shall encreased be. | 925 |
| |
LXVII Lyke as a huntsman, after weary chace, | |
| Seeing the game from him escapt away, | |
| Sits downe to rest him in some shady place, | |
| With panting hounds beguiled of their pray: | |
| So, after long pursuit and vaine assay, | 930 |
| When I all weary had the chace forsooke, | |
| The gentle deare returnd the selfe-same way, | |
| Thinking to quench her thirst at the next brooke. | |
| There she, beholding me with mylder looke, | |
| Sought not to fly, but fearlesse still did bide: | 935 |
| Till I in hand her yet halfe trembling tooke, | |
| And with her owne goodwill hir fyrmely tyde. | |
| Strange thing, me seemd, to see a beast so wyld, | |
| So goodly wonne, with her owne will beguyld. | |
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LXVIII Most glorious Lord of lyfe, that on this day | 940 |
| Didst make thy triumph over death and sin, | |
| And having harrowd hell, didst bring away | |
| Captivity thence captive, us to win: | |
| This joyous day, deare Lord, with joy begin, | |
| And grant that we, for whom thou diddest dye, | 945 |
| Being with thy deare blood clene washt from sin, | |
| May live for ever in felicity: | |
| And that thy love we weighing worthily, | |
| May likewise love thee for the same againe; | |
| And for thy sake, that all lyke deare didst buy, | 950 |
| With love may one another entertayne. | |
| So let us love, deare love, lyke as we ought: | |
| Love is the lesson which the Lord us taught. | |
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LXIX The famous warriors of the anticke world | |
| Used trophees to erect in stately wize, | 955 |
| In which they would the records have enrold | |
| Of theyr great deeds and valarous emprize. | |
| What trophee then shall I most fit devize, | |
| In which I may record the memory | |
| Of my loves conquest, peerelesse beauties prise. | 960 |
| Adornd with honour, love, and chastity? | |
| Even this verse, vowd to eternity, | |
| Shall be thereof immortall moniment, | |
| And tell her prayse to all posterity, | |
| That may admire such worlds rare wonderment; | 965 |
| The happy purchase of my glorious spoile, | |
| Gotten at last with labour and long toyle. | |
| |
LXX Fresh Spring, the herald of loves mighty king, | |
| In whose cote-armour richly are displayd | |
| All sorts of flowers the which on earth do spring, | 970 |
| In goodly colours gloriously arrayd, | |
| Goe to my love, where she is carelesse layd, | |
| Yet in her winters bowre, not well awake; | |
| Tell her the joyous time will not be staid, | |
| Unlesse she doe him by the forelock take: | 975 |
| Bid her therefore her selfe soone ready make, | |
| To wayt on Love amongst his lovely crew, | |
| Where every one that misseth then her make | |
| Shall be by him amearst with penance dew. | |
| Make hast therefore, sweet love, whilest it is prime; | 980 |
| For none can call againe the passed time. | |
| |
LXXI I joy to see how, in your drawen work, | |
| Your selfe unto the bee ye doe compare, | |
| And me unto the spyder, that doth lurke | |
| In close awayt to catch her unaware. | 985 |
| Right so your selfe were caught in cunning snare | |
| Of a deare foe, and thralled to his love: | |
| In whose streight bands ye now captived are | |
| So firmely, that ye never may remove. | |
| But as your worke is woven all about | 990 |
| With woodbynd flowers and fragrant eglantine, | |
| So sweet your prison you in time shall prove, | |
| With many deare delights bedecked fyne: | |
| And all thensforth eternall peace shall see | |
| Betweene the spyder and the gentle bee. | 995 |
| |
LXXII Oft when my spirit doth spred her bolder winges, | |
| In mind to mount up to the purest sky, | |
| It down is weighd with thoght of earthly things, | |
| And clogd with burden of mortality: | |
| Where, when that soverayne beauty it doth spy, | 1000 |
| Resembling heavens glory in her light, | |
| Drawne with sweet pleasures bayt, it back doth fly, | |
| And unto heaven forgets her former flight. | |
| There my fraile fancy, fed with full delight, | |
| Doth bath in blisse, and mantleth most at ease; | 1005 |
| Ne thinks of other heaven, but how it might | |
| Her harts desire with most contentment please. | |
| Hart need not wish none other happinesse, | |
| But here on earth to have such hevens blisse. | |
| |
LXXIII Being my selfe captyved here in care, | 1010 |
| My hart, whom none with servile bands can tye, | |
| But the fayre tresses of your golden hayre, | |
| Breaking his prison, forth to you doth fly. | |
| Like as a byrd, that in ones hand doth spy | |
| Desired food, to it doth make his flight, | 1015 |
| Even so my hart, that wont on your fayre eye | |
| To feed his fill, flyes backe unto your sight. | |
| Doe you him take, and in your bosome bright | |
| Gently encage, that he may be your thrall: | |
| Perhaps he there may learne, with rare delight, | 1020 |
| To sing your name and prayses over all, | |
| That it hereafter may you not repent, | |
| Him lodging in your bosome to have lent. | |
| |
LXXIV Most happy letters! framd by skilfull trade, | |
| With which that happy name was first desynd, | 1025 |
| The which three times thrise happy hath me made, | |
| With guifts of body, fortune, and of mind. | |
| The first my being to me gave by kind, | |
| From mothers womb derivd by dew descent: | |
| The second is my sovereigne Queene most kind, | 1030 |
| That honour and large richesse to me lent: | |
| The third, my love, my lives last ornament, | |
| By whom my spirit out of dust was raysed, | |
| To speake her prayse and glory excellent, | |
| Of all alive most worthy to be praysed. | 1035 |
| Ye three Elizabeths, for ever live, | |
| That three such graces did unto me give. | |
| |
LXXV One day I wrote her name upon the strand, | |
| But came the waves and washed it away: | |
| Agayne I wrote it with a second hand, | 1040 |
| But came the tyde, and made my paynes his pray. | |
| Vayne man, sayd she, that doest in vaine assay | |
| A mortall thing so to immortalize! | |
| For I my selve shall lyke to this decay, | |
| And eek my name bee wyped out lykewize. | 1045 |
| Not so (quod I) let baser things devize | |
| To dy in dust, but you shall live by fame: | |
| My verse your vertues rare shall eternize, | |
| And in the hevens wryte your glorious name; | |
| Where, whenas death shall all the world subdew, | 1050 |
| Our love shall live, and later life renew. | |
| |
LXXVI Fayre bosome, fraught with vertues richest tresure, | |
| The neast of love, the lodging of delight, | |
| The bowre of blisse, the paradice of pleasure, | |
| The sacred harbour of that hevenly spright; | 1055 |
| How was I ravisht with your lovely sight, | |
| And my frayle thoughts too rashly led astray! | |
| Whiles diving deepe through amorous insight, | |
| On the sweet spoyle of beautie they did pray, | |
| And twixt her paps, like early fruit in May, | 1060 |
| Whose harvest seemd to hasten now apace, | |
| They loosely did theyr wanton winges display, | |
| And there to rest themselves did boldly place. | |
| Sweet thoughts, I envy your so happy rest, | |
| Which oft I wisht, yet never was so blest. | 1065 |
| |
LXXVII Was it a dreame, or did I see it playne? | |
| A goodly table of pure yvory, | |
| All spred with juncats fit to entertayne | |
| The greatest prince with pompous roialty: | |
| Mongst which, there in a silver dish did ly | 1070 |
| Twoo golden apples of unvalewd price, | |
| Far passing those which Hercules came by, | |
| Or those which Atalanta did entice; | |
| Exceeding sweet, yet voyd of sinfull vice; | |
| That many sought, yet none could ever taste; | 1075 |
| Sweet fruit of pleasure, brought from Paradice | |
| By Love himselfe, and in his garden plaste. | |
| Her brest that table was, so richly spredd; | |
| My thoughts the guests, which would thereon have fedd. | |
| |
LXXVIII Lackyng my love, I go from place to place, | 1080 |
| Lyke a young fawne that late hath lost the hynd, | |
| And seeke each where, where last I sawe her face, | |
| Whose ymage yet I carry fresh in mynd. | |
| I seeke the fields with her late footing synd, | |
| I seeke her bowre with her late presence deckt, | 1085 |
| Yet nor in field nor bowre I her can fynd; | |
| Yet field and bowre are full of her aspect. | |
| But when myne eyes I therunto direct, | |
| They ydly back returne to me agayne, | |
| And when I hope to see theyr trew object, | 1090 |
| I fynd my selfe but fed with fancies vayne. | |
| Ceasse then, myne eyes, to seeke her selfe to see, | |
| And let my thoughts behold her selfe in mee. | |
| |
LXXIX Men call you fayre, and you doe credit it, | |
| For that your selfe ye dayly such doe see: | 1095 |
| But the trew fayre, that is the gentle wit | |
| And vertuous mind, is much more praysd of me. | |
| For all the rest, how ever fayre it be, | |
| Shall turne to nought and loose that glorious hew: | |
| But onely that is permanent, and free | 1100 |
| From frayle corruption, that doth flesh ensew. | |
| That is true beautie: that doth argue you | |
| To be divine, and borne of heavenly seed, | |
| Derivd from that fayre Spirit from whom al true | |
| And perfect beauty did at first proceed. | 1105 |
| He onely fayre, and what he fayre hath made; | |
| All other fayre, lyke flowres, untymely fade. | |
| |
LXXX After so long a race as I have run | |
| Through Faery Land, which those six books compile, | |
| Give leave to rest me, being halfe fordonne, | 1110 |
| And gather to my selfe new breath awhile. | |
| Then, as a steed refreshed after toyle, | |
| Out of my prison I will breake anew: | |
| And stoutly will that second worke assoyle, | |
| With strong endevour and attention dew. | 1115 |
| Till then give leave to me, in pleasant mew | |
| To sport my muse, and sing my loves sweet praise: | |
| The contemplation of whose heavenly hew | |
| My spirit to an higher pitch will rayse. | |
| But let her prayses yet be low and meane, | 1120 |
| Fit for the handmayd of the Faery Queene. | |
| |
LXXXI Fayre is my love, when her fayre golden heares | |
| With the loose wynd ye waving chance to marke: | |
| Fayre, when the rose in her red cheekes appeares, | |
| Or in her eyes the fyre of love does sparke: | 1125 |
| Fayre, when her brest, lyke a rich laden barke | |
| With pretious merchandize, she forth doth lay: | |
| Fayre, when that cloud of pryde, which oft doth dark | |
| Her goodly light, with smiles she drives away. | |
| But fayrest she, when so she doth display | 1130 |
| The gate with pearles and rubyes richly dight, | |
| Through which her words so wise do make their way, | |
| To beare the message of her gentle spright. | |
| The rest be works of Natures wonderment, | |
| But this the worke of harts astonishment. | 1135 |
| |
LXXXII Joy of my life, full oft for loving you | |
| I blesse my lot, that was so lucky placed: | |
| But then the more your owne mishap I rew, | |
| That are so much by so meane love embased. | |
| For had the equall hevens so much you graced | 1140 |
| In this as in the rest, ye mote invent | |
| Som hevenly wit, whose verse could have enchased | |
| Your glorious name in golden moniment. | |
| But since ye deignd so goodly to relent | |
| To me your thrall, in whom is little worth, | 1145 |
| That little that I am shall all be spent | |
| In setting your immortall prayses forth: | |
| Whose lofty argument, uplifting me, | |
| Shall lift you up unto an high degree. | |
| |
LXXXIII Let not one sparke of filthy lustfull fyre | 1150 |
| Breake out, that may her sacred peace molest; | |
| Ne one light glance of sensuall desyre | |
| Attempt to work her gentle mindes unrest: | |
| But pure affections bred in spotlesse brest, | |
| And modest thoughts breathd from wel tempred sprites, | 1155 |
| Goe visit her in her chast bowre of rest, | |
| Accompanyde with angelick delightes. | |
| There fill your selfe with those most joyous sights, | |
| The which my selfe could never yet attayne: | |
| But speake no word to her of these sad plights, | 1160 |
| Which her too constant stiffenesse doth constrayn. | |
| Onely behold her rare perfection, | |
| And blesse your fortunes fayre election. | |
| |
LXXXIV The world, that cannot deeme of worthy things, | |
| When I doe praise her, say I doe but flatter: | 1165 |
| So does the cuckow, when the mavis sings, | |
| Begin his witlesse note apace to clatter. | |
| But they that skill not of so heavenly matter, | |
| All that they know not, envy or admyre: | |
| Rather then envy, let them wonder at her, | 1170 |
| But not to deeme of her desert aspyre. | |
| Deepe in the closet of my parts entyre, | |
| Her worth is written with a golden quill: | |
| That me with heavenly fury doth inspire, | |
| And my glad mouth with her sweet prayses fill: | 1175 |
| Which when as Fame in her shrill trump shal thunder, | |
| Let the world chose to envy or to wonder. | |
| |
LXXXV Venemous toung, tipt with vile adders sting, | |
| Of that selfe kynd with which the Furies fell | |
| Theyr snaky heads doe combe, from which a spring | 1180 |
| Of poysoned words and spitefull speeches well, | |
| Let all the plagues and horrid paines of hell | |
| Upon thee fall for thine accursed hyre, | |
| That with false forged lyes, which thou didst tel, | |
| In my true love did stirre up coles of yre; | 1185 |
| The sparkes whereof let kindle thine own fyre, | |
| And catching hold on thine own wicked hed, | |
| Consume thee quite, that didst with guile conspire | |
| In my sweet peace such breaches to have bred. | |
| Shame be thy meed, and mischiefe thy reward, | 1190 |
| Due to thy selfe, that it for me prepard. | |
| |
LXXXVI Since I did leave the presence of my love, | |
| Many long weary dayes I have outworne, | |
| And many nights, that slowly seemd to move | |
| Theyr sad protract from evening untill morne. | 1195 |
| For when as day the heaven doth adorne, | |
| I wish that night the noyous day would end: | |
| And when as night hath us of light forlorne, | |
| I wish that day would shortly reascend. | |
| Thus I the time with expectation spend, | 1200 |
| And faine my griefe with chaunges to beguile, | |
| That further seemes his terme still to extend, | |
| And maketh every minute seem a myle. | |
| So sorrow still doth seeme too long to last; | |
| But joyous houres doo fly away too fast. | 1205 |
| |
LXXXVII Since I have lackt the comfort of that light, | |
| The which was wont to lead my thoughts astray, | |
| I wander as in darknesse of the night, | |
| Affrayd of every dangers least dismay. | |
| Ne ought I see, though in the clearest day, | 1210 |
| When others gaze upon theyr shadowes vayne, | |
| But th onely image of that heavenly ray, | |
| Whereof some glance doth in mine eie remayne. | |
| Of which beholding the idæa playne, | |
| Through contemplation of my purest part, | 1215 |
| With light thereof I doe my selfe sustayne, | |
| And thereon feed my love-affamisht hart. | |
| But with such brightnesse whylest I fill my mind, | |
| I starve my body, and mine eyes doe blynd. | |
| |
LXXXVIII Lyke as the culver on the bared bough | 1220 |
| Sits mourning for the absence of her mate, | |
| And in her songs sends many a wishfull vow | |
| For his returne, that seemes to linger late: | |
| So I alone, now left disconsolate, | |
| Mourne to my selfe the absence of my love, | 1225 |
| And wandring here and there all desolate, | |
| Seek with my playnts to match that mournful dove: | |
| Ne joy of ought that under heaven doth hove | |
| Can comfort me, but her owne joyous sight, | |
| Whose sweet aspect both god and man can move, | 1230 |
| In her unspotted pleasauns to delight. | |
| Dark is my day, whyles her fayre light I mis, | |
| And dead my life that wants such lively blis. | |
| |
I IN youth, before I waxed old, | |
| The blynd boy, Venus baby, | 1235 |
| For want of cunning made me bold, | |
| In bitter hyve to grope for honny: | |
| But when he saw me stung and cry, | |
| He tooke his wings and away did fly. | |
| |
II AS Diane hunted on a day, | 1240 |
| She chaunst to come where Cupid lay, | |
| His quiver by his head: | |
| One of his shafts she stole away, | |
| And one of hers did close convay | |
| Into the others stead: | 1245 |
| With that Love wounded my loves hart, | |
| But Diane beasts with Cupids dart. | |
| |
III I SAW, in secret to my dame | |
| How little Cupid humbly came, | |
| And sayd to her All hayle, my mother! | 1250 |
| But when he saw me laugh, for shame | |
| His face with bashfull blood did flame, | |
| Not knowing Venus from the other. | |
| Then, never blush, Cupid, quoth I, | |
| For many have errd in this beauty. | 1255 |
| |
IV UPON a day, as Love lay sweetly slumbring, | |
| All in his mothers lap, | |
| A gentle bee, with his loud trumpet murmring, | |
| About him flew by hap. | |
| Whereof when he was wakened with the noyse, | 1260 |
| And saw the beast so small: | |
| Whats this, quoth he, that gives so great a voyce, | |
| That wakens men withall? | |
| In angry wize he flyes about, | |
| And threatens all with corage stout. | 1265 |
| |
| To whom his mother closely smiling sayd, | |
| Twixt earnest and twixt game: | |
| See, thou thy selfe likewise art lyttle made, | |
| If thou regard the same. | |
| And yet thou suffrest neyther gods in sky, | 1270 |
| Nor men in earth to rest; | |
| But when thou art disposed cruelly, | |
| Theyr sleepe thou doost molest. | |
| Then eyther change thy cruelty, | |
| Or give lyke leave unto the fly. | 1275 |
| |
| Nathlesse, the cruell boy, not so content, | |
| Would needs the fly pursue, | |
| And in his hand, with heedlesse hardiment, | |
| Him caught for to subdue. | |
| But when on it he hasty hand did lay, | 1280 |
| The bee him stung therefore: | |
| Now out, alasse, he cryde, and welaway! | |
| I wounded am full sore: | |
| The fly, that I so much did scorne, | |
| Hath hurt me with his little horne. | 1285 |
| |
| Unto his mother straight he weeping came, | |
| And of his griefe complayned: | |
| Who could not chose but laugh at his fond game, | |
| Though sad to see him pained. | |
| Think now, quod she, my sonne, how great the smart | 1290 |
| Of those whom thou dost wound: | |
| Full many thou hast pricked to the hart, | |
| That pitty never found: | |
| Therefore, henceforth some pitty take, | |
| When thou doest spoyle of lovers make. | 1295 |
| |
| She tooke him streight full pitiously lamenting, | |
| And wrapt him in her smock: | |
| She wrapt him softly, all the while repenting | |
| That he the fly did mock. | |
| She drest his wound, and it embaulmed wel | 1300 |
| With salve of soveraigne might: | |
| And then she bathd him in a dainty well, | |
| The well of deare delight. | |
| Who would not oft be stung as this, | |
| To be so bathd in Venus blis? | 1305 |
| |
| The wanton boy was shortly wel recured | |
| Of that his malady: | |
| But he, soone after, fresh againe enured | |
| His former cruelty. | |
| And since that time he wounded hath my selfe | 1310 |
| With his sharpe dart of love: | |
| And now forgets the cruell carelesse elfe | |
| His mothers heast to prove. | |
| So now I languish, till he please | |
| My pining anguish to appease. | 1315 |
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