WHEN loose Epistles violate Chast Eyes, | |
| She half Consents, who silently denies: | |
| How dares a Stranger with Designs so vain, | |
| Marriage and Hospitable Rights Prophane? | |
| Was it for this, your Fleet did shelter find | 5 |
| From swelling Seas, and evry faithless Wind? | |
| (For tho a distant Country brought you forth, | |
| Your usage here was equal to your Worth.) | |
| Does this deserve to be rewarded so? | |
| Did you come here a Stranger or a Foe? | 10 |
| Your partial Judgment may perhaps complain, | |
| And think me barbarous for my just disdain; | |
| Ill-bred then let me be, but not unchast, | |
| Nor my clear Fame with any Spot defacd. | |
| Tho in my face theres no affected Frown, | 15 |
| Nor in my Carriage a feignd Niceness shown, | |
| I keep my Honor still without a Stain, | |
| Nor has my Love made any Coxcomb vain. | |
| Your Boldness I with admiration see; | |
| What Hope had you to gain a Queen like me? | 20 |
| Because a Hero forcd me once away | |
| Am I thought fit to be a second Prey? | |
| Had I been won, I had deservd your Blame, | |
| But sure my part was nothing but the Shame. | |
| Yet the base Theft to him no Fruit did bear, | 25 |
| I scapd unhurt by any thing but Fear. | |
| Rude force might some unwilling Kisses gain, | |
| But that was all he ever could obtain. | |
| You on such terms would nere have let me go; | |
| Were he like you, we had not parted so. | 30 |
| Untouchd the Youth restord me to my Friends, | |
| And modest Usage made me some amends. | |
| Tis vertue to repent a vicious Deed, | |
| Did he repent, that Paris might succeed? | |
| Sure tis some Fate that sets me above Wrongs, | 35 |
| Yet still exposes me to busie Tongues. | |
| Ile not complain; for whos displeasd with Love, | |
| If it sincere, discreet, and constant prove? | |
| But that I fear; not that I think you base, | |
| Or doubt the blooming Beauties of my Face; | 40 |
| But all your Sex is subject to deceive, | |
| And ours alas, too willing to believe. | |
| Yet others yield; and Love orecomes the best: | |
| But why should I not shine above the rest? | |
| Fair Ledas Story seems at first to be | 45 |
| A fit example ready found for me. | |
| But she was Cousend by a borrowd shape, | |
| And under harmless Feathers felt a Rape: | |
| If I should yield, what reason could I use? | |
| By what mistake the Loving Crime excuse? | 50 |
| Her fault was in her powrfull Lover lost; | |
| But of what Jupiter have I to boast? | |
| Tho you to Heroes and to Kings succeed, | |
| Our Famous Race does no addition need; | |
| And great Alliances but useless prove | 55 |
| To one that comes her self from mighty Jove. | |
| Go then, and boast in some less haughty place | |
| Your Phrygian blood, and Priams ancient Race; | |
| Which I woud shew I valud, if I durst; | |
| You are the fifth from Jove, but I the first. | 60 |
| The Crown of Troy is powrful I confess; | |
| But I have reason to think ours no less. | |
| Your Letter filld with promises of all, | |
| That Men can good, and Women pleasant call, | |
| Gives expectation such an ample field, | 65 |
| As woud move Goddesses themselves to yield. | |
| But if I ere offend great Junos Laws, | |
| Your self shall be the dear, the only cause: | |
| Either my Honour Ill to death maintain, | |
| Or follow you, without mean thoughts of gain. | 70 |
| Not that so fair a Present I despise; | |
| We like the Gift, when we the giver prize. | |
| But tis your Love moves me, which made you take | |
| Such pains, and run such hazards for my sake; | |
| I have perceivd (though I dissembled too) | 75 |
| A thousand things that Love has made you do. | |
| Your eager Eyes would almost dazle mine, | |
| In which (wild man) your wanton thoughts woud shine. | |
| Sometimes youd sigh, sometimes disorderd stand, | |
| And with unusual Ardor, press my hand; | 80 |
| Contrive just after me to take the Glass, | |
| Nor woud you let the least Occasion pass: | |
| Which oft I feard, I did not mind alone, | |
| And blushing sate for things which you have done: | |
| Then murmurd to my self, hell for my sake | 85 |
| Do any thing; I hope twas no mistake. | |
| Oft have I read within this pleasing Grove, | |
| Under my Name, those Charming words, I Love. | |
| I frowning seemd not to believe your Flame, | |
| But now, alas, am come to write the same. | 90 |
| If I were capable to do amiss, | |
| I could not but be sensible of this. | |
| For oh! your Face has such peculiar Charms, | |
| That who can hold from flying to your Arms! | |
| But what I nere can have without Offence, | 95 |
| May some blest Maid possess with innocence. | |
| Pleasure may tempt, but Vertue more should move; | |
| O Learn of me to want the thing you Love. | |
| What you Desire is sought by all Mankind: | |
| As you have Eyes, so others are not blind. | 100 |
| Like you they see, like you my Charms adore: | |
| They wish not less, but you dare venture more. | |
| Oh! had you then upon our Coasts been brought, | |
| My Virgin Love when thousand Rivals sought, | |
| You had I seen, you should have had my Voice; | 105 |
| Nor could my Husband justly blame my Choice. | |
| For both our hopes, alas you come too late! | |
| Another now is Master of my Fate. | |
| More to my wish I coud have livd with you, | |
| And yet my present Lot can undergo. | 110 |
| Cease to solicit a weak Womans Will, | |
| And urge not her you Love, to so much ill. | |
| But let me live contented as I may, | |
| And make not my unspotted Fame your prey. | |
| Some Right you claim, since naked to your Eyes | 115 |
| Three Goddesses disputed Beauties prize: | |
| One offerd Valour, tother Crowns; but she | |
| Obtaind her Cause, who smiling promisd me. | |
| But first I am not of Belief so light, | |
| To think such Nymphs woud shew you such a sight: | 120 |
| Yet granting this, the other part is feignd; | |
| A Bribe so mean your Sentence had not gaind. | |
| With partial eyes I shoud my self regard, | |
| To think that Venus made me her reward: | |
| I humbly am content with human Praise; | 125 |
| A Goddesss Applause would Envy raise: | |
| But be it as you say; for, tis confest, | |
| The Men, who flatter highest, please us best. | |
| That I suspect it, ought not to displease; | |
| For Miracles are not believd with Ease. | 130 |
| One joy I have, that I had Venus voice; | |
| A greater yet, that you confirmd her Choice; | |
| That profferd Laurels, promisd Sovraignty, | |
| Juno and Pallas, you contemnd for me. | |
| Am I your Empire then, and your renown? | 135 |
| What heart of Rock, but must by this be won? | |
| And yet bear witness, O you Powrs above, | |
| How rude I am in all the Arts of Love! | |
| My hand is yet untaught to write to Men: | |
| This is th Essay of my unpractisd Pen: | 140 |
| Happy those Nymphs whom use has perfect made; | |
| I think all Crime, and tremble at a Shade. | |
| Evn while I write, my fearful conscious Eyes | |
| Look often back, misdoubting a surprize. | |
| For now the Rumour spreads among the Croud, | 145 |
| At Court in whispers, but in Town aloud. | |
| Dissemble you, what ere you hear em say: | |
| To leave off Loving were your better way; | |
| Yet if you will dissemble it, you may. | |
| Love secretly: the absence of my Lord | 150 |
| More Freedom gives, but does not all afford: | |
| Long is his Journey, long will be his stay; | |
| Calld by affairs of Consequence away. | |
| To go or not when unresolvd he stood, | |
| I bid him make what swift return he coud: | 155 |
| Then Kissing me, he said I recommend | |
| All to thy Care, but most my Trojan Friend. | |
| I smild at what he innocently said, | |
| And only answerd, you shall be obeyd. | |
| Propitious Winds have borne him far from hence, | 160 |
| But let not this secure your Confidence. | |
| Absent he is, yet absent he Commands: | |
| You know the Proverb, Princes have long hands. | |
| My Fames my Burden: for the more Im praisd, | |
| A juster Ground of jealousie is raisd. | 165 |
| Were I less fair, I might have been more blest: | |
| Great Beauty through great Danger is possest, | |
| To leave me here his Venture was not hard, | |
| Because he thought my vertue was my Guard. | |
| He feard my Face, but trusted to my Life, | 170 |
| The Beauty doubted, but believd the Wife. | |
| You bid me use th Occasion while I can, | |
| Put in our Hands by the good easie Man. | |
| I woud, and yet I doubt, twixt Love and Fear; | |
| One draws me from you, and one brings me near. | 175 |
| Our Flames are mutual; and my Husbands gone: | |
| The Nights are long; I fear to lie alone. | |
| One House contains us, and weak Walls divide, | |
| And youre too pressing to be long denied: | |
| Let me not live, but every thing conspires | 180 |
| To joyn our Loves, and yet my Fear retires. | |
| You court with Words, when you should force imploy: | |
| A Rape is requisite to shamefacd Joy. | |
| Indulgent to the Wrongs which we receive, | |
| Our Sex can suffer what we dare not give. | 185 |
| What have I said! for both of us twere best, | |
| Our kindling fires if each of us supprest. | |
| The Faith of Strangers is too prone to change, | |
| And, like themselves, their wandring Passions range. | |
| Hipsypyle, and the fond Minoian Maid, | 190 |
| Were both by trusting of their Ghests betrayd. | |
| How can I doubt that other men deceive, | |
| When you yourself did fair Oenone leave? | |
| But lest I shoud upbraid your Treachery, | |
| You make a Merit of that Crime to me. | 195 |
| Yet grant you were to faithful Love inclind, | |
| Your weary Trojans wait but for a Wind. | |
| Should you prevail; while I assign the Night, | |
| Your Sails are hoysted, and you take your Flight: | |
| Some bawling Mariner our Love destroys, | 200 |
| And breaks asunder our unfinishd Joys. | |
| But I with you may leave the Spartan Port, | |
| To view the Trojan Wealth, and Priams Court: | |
| Shown while I see, I shall expose my Fame, | |
| And fill a foreign Country with my Shame. | 205 |
| In Asia what reception shall I find? | |
| And what Dishonour leave in Greece behind? | |
| What will your Brothers, Priam, Hecuba, | |
| And what will all your modest Matrons say? | |
| Evn you, when on this Action you reflect, | 210 |
| My future Conduct justly may suspect; | |
| And what ere Stranger lands upon your Coast, | |
| Conclude me, by your own Example, lost. | |
| I from your rage a Strumpets Name shall hear, | |
| While you forget what part in it you bear. | 215 |
| You, my Crimes Author, will my Crime upbraid: | |
| Deep under ground, Oh let me first be laid! | |
| You boast the Pomp and Plenty of your Land, | |
| And promise all shall be at my Command: | |
| Your Trojan Wealth, believe me, I despise; | 220 |
| My own poor Native Land has dearer ties. | |
| Shoud I be injurd on your Phrygian Shore, | |
| What help of Kindred coud I there implore? | |
| Medea was by Jasons flattry won: | |
| I may, like her, believe, and be undon. | 225 |
| Plain honest Hearts, like mine, suspect no Cheat, | |
| And Love contributes to its own Deceit. | |
| The Ships, about whose sides loud Tempests roar, | |
| With gentle Winds were wafted from the Shore. | |
| Your teeming Mother dreamt a flaming Brand, | 230 |
| Sprung from her Womb, consumd the Trojan Land. | |
| To second this, old Prophecies conspire. | |
| That Ilium shall be burnt with Grecian fire. | |
| Both give me fear; nor is it much allaid, | |
| That Venus is obligd our Loves to aid. | 235 |
| For they who lost their Cause, Revenge will take; | |
| And for one friend two Enemies you make. | |
| Nor can I doubt, but shoud I follow you, | |
| The Sword woud soon our fatal Crime pursue: | |
| A wrong so great my Husbands Rage woud rouze, | 240 |
| And my Relations woud his Cause espouse. | |
| You boast your Strength and Courage; but alas! | |
| Your Words receive small credit from your Face. | |
| Let Heroes in the Dusty Field delight, | |
| Those Limbs were fashiond for another Fight. | 245 |
| Bid Hector sally from the Walls of Troy; | |
| A sweeter Quarrel shoud your Arms employ. | |
| Yet Fears like these, shoud not my Mind perplex, | |
| Were I as wise as many of my Sex. | |
| But time and you may bolder Thoughts inspire; | 250 |
| And I perhaps may yield to your Desire. | |
| You last demand a private Conference, | |
| These are your Words, but I can ghess your Sense. | |
| Your unripe Hopes their Harvest must attend: | |
| Be Ruld by me, and Time may be your Friend. | 255 |
| This is enough to let you understand; | |
| For now my Pen has tird my tender Hand: | |
| My Woman Knows the Secret of my Heart, | |
And may hereafter better News impart.
[Helen to Paris is by Dryden and the Earl of Mulgrave.] | |
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