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| THE SUN, when he hath spread his rays, | |
| And shewed his face ten thousand ways; | |
| Ten thousand things do then begin, | |
| To shew the life that they are in. | |
| The heaven shews lively art and hue, | 5 |
| Of sundry shapes and colours new, | |
| And laughs upon the earth; anon, | |
| The earth, as cold as any stone, | |
| Wet in the tears of her own kind, | |
| Gins then to take a joyful mind. | 10 |
| For well she feels that out and out | |
| The sun doth warm her round about, | |
| And dries her children tenderly; | |
| And shews them forth full orderly. | |
| The mountains high, and how they stand! | 15 |
| The valleys, and the great main land! | |
| The trees, the herbs, the towers strong, | |
| The castles, and the rivers long! | |
| And even for joy thus of this heat | |
| She sheweth forth her pleasures great, | 20 |
| And sleeps no more; but sendeth forth | |
| Her clergions, 1 her own dear worth, | |
| To mount and fly up to the air; | |
| Where then they sing in order fair, | |
| And tell in song full merrily, | 25 |
| How they have slept full quietly | |
| That night, about their mothers sides. | |
| And when they have sung more besides, | |
| Then fall they to their mothers breast, | |
| Whereas they feed, or take their rest. | 30 |
| The hunter then sounds out his horn, | |
| And rangeth straight through wood and corn. | |
| On hills then shew the ewe and lamb, | |
| And every young one with his dam. | |
| Then lovers walk and tell their tale, | 35 |
| Both of their bliss, and of their bale; | |
| And how they serve, and how they do, | |
| And how their lady loves them too. | |
| Then tune the birds their harmony; | |
| Then flock the fowl in company; | 40 |
| Then every thing doth pleasure find | |
| In that, that comforts all their kind. | |
| No dreams do drench them of the night | |
| Of foes, that would them slay, or bite, | |
| As hounds, to hunt them at the tail; | 45 |
| Or men force them through hill and dale. | |
| The sheep then dreams not of the wolf: | |
| The shipman forces not the gulf; | |
| The lamb thinks not the butchers knife | |
| Should then bereave him of his life. | 50 |
| For when the sun doth once run in, | |
| Then all their gladness doth begin; | |
| And then their skips, and then their play: | |
| So falls their sadness then away. | |
| And thus all things have comforting | 55 |
| In that, that doth them comfort bring; | |
| Save I, alas! whom neither sun, | |
| Nor aught that God hath wrought and done | |
| May comfort aught; as though I were | |
| A thing not made for comfort here. | 60 |
| For being absent from your sight, | |
| Which are my joy and whole delight, | |
| My comfort, and my pleasure too, | |
| How can I joy! how should I do? | |
| May sick men laugh, that roar for pain? | 65 |
| Joy they in song, that do complain? | |
| Are martyrs in their torments glad? | |
| Do pleasures please them that are mad? | |
| Then how may I in comfort be, | |
| That lack the thing should comfort me? | 70 |
| The blind man oft, that lacks his sight, | |
| Complains not most the lack of light; | |
| But those that knew their perfectness, | |
| And then do miss their blissfulness, | |
| In martyrs tunes they sing, and wail | 75 |
| The want of that, which doth them fail. | |
| And hereof comes that in my brains | |
| So many fancies work my pains. | |
| For when I weigh your worthiness, | |
| Your wisdom, and your gentleness, | 80 |
| Your virtues and your sundry grace, | |
| And mind the countenance of your face; | |
| And how that you are she alone, | |
| To whom I must both plain and moan; | |
| Whom I do love, and must do still; | 85 |
| Whom I embrace, and aye so will, | |
| To serve and please eke as I can, | |
| As may a woful faithful man; | |
| And find myself so far you fro, | |
| God knows, what torment and what woe, | 90 |
| My rueful heart doth then embrace; | |
| The blood then changeth in my face; | |
| My sinews dull, in dumps 2 I stand, | |
| No life I feel in foot nor hand, | |
| As pale as any clout, and dead. | 95 |
| Lo! suddenly the blood oerspread, | |
| And gone again, it nill so bide; | |
| And thus from life to death I slide, | |
| As cold sometimes as any stone; | |
| And then again as hot anon. | 100 |
| Thus come and go my sundry fits, | |
| To give me sundry sorts of wits; | |
| Till that a sigh becomes my friend, | |
| And then too all this woe doth end. | |
| And sure I think, that sigh doth run | 105 |
| From me to you, whereas you won. | |
| For well I find it easeth me; | |
| And certès much it pleaseth me, | |
| To think that it doth come to you, | |
| As, would to God, it could so do. | 110 |
| For then I know you would soon find, | |
| By scent and savour of the wind, | |
| That even a martyrs sigh it is, | |
| Whose joy you are, and all his bliss; | |
| His comfort and his pleasure eke, | 115 |
| And even the same that he doth seek; | |
| The same that he doth wish and crave; | |
| The same that he doth trust to have; | |
| To tender you in all he may, | |
| And all your likings to obey, | 120 |
| As far as in his power shall lie; | |
| Till death shall dart him, for to die. | |
| But well-away! mine own most best, | |
| My joy, my comfort, and my rest; | |
| The causer of my woe and smart, | 125 |
| And yet the pleaser of my heart; | |
| And she that on the earth above | |
| Is even the worthiest for to love, | |
| Hear now my plaint! hear now my woe! | |
| Hear now his pain that loves you so! | 130 |
| And if your heart do pity bear, | |
| Pity the cause that you shall hear. | |
| A doleful foe in all this doubt, | |
| Who leaves me not, but seeks me out, | |
| Of wretched form and loathsome face, | 135 |
| While I stand in this woful case, | |
| Comes forth, and takes me by the hand, | |
| And says, Friend, hark! and understand; | |
| I see well by thy port and chere, | |
| And by thy looks and thy manere, | 140 |
| And by thy sadness as thou goest, | |
| And by the sighs that thou out throwest, | |
| That thou art stuffed full of woe. | |
| The cause, I think, I do well know. | |
| A fantaser thou art of some, | 145 |
| By whom thy wits are overcome. | |
| But hast thou read old pamphlets aught? | |
| Or hast thou known how books have taught | |
| That love doth use to such as thou? | |
| When they do think them safe enow, | 150 |
| And certain of their ladies grace, | |
| Hast thou not seen ofttimes the case, | |
| That suddenly their hap hath turnd? | |
| As things in flame consumd and burnd. | |
| Some by deceit forsaken right; | 155 |
| Some likewise changed of fancy light; | |
| And some by absence soon forgot. | |
| The lots in love, why knowest thou not? | |
| And though that she be now thine own, | |
| And knows thee well, as may be known; | 160 |
| And thinks thee to be such a one | |
| As she likes best to be her own; | |
| Thinkst thou that others have not grace, | |
| To shew and plain their woful case? | |
| And choose her for their lady now; | 165 |
| And swear her truth as well as thou? | |
| And what if she do alter mind, | |
| Where is the love that thou wouldst find? | |
| Absence, my friend, works wonders oft; | |
| Now brings full low that lay full loft; | 170 |
| Now turns the mind, now to, now fro 3 | |
| And where art thou, if it were so? | |
| If absence, quoth I, be marvellous, | |
| I find her not so dangerous; | |
| For she may not remove me fro. | 175 |
| The poor good will that I do owe | |
| To her, whom erst 4 I love, and shall; | |
| And chosen have above them all, | |
| To serve and be her own as far | |
| As any man may offer her; | 180 |
| And will her serve and will her love, | |
| And lowly, as it shall behove; | |
| And die her own, if fate be so: | |
| Thus shall my heart nay part her fro. | |
| And witness shall my good will be, | 185 |
| That absence takes her not from me; | |
| But that my love doth still increase | |
| To mind her still, and never cease: | |
| And what I feel to be in me, | |
| The same good will, I think, hath she | 190 |
| As firm and fast to bidden aye, | |
| Till death depart us both away. | |
| And as I have my tale thus told, | |
| Steps unto me, with countenance bold, | |
| A steadfast friend, a counsellor, | 195 |
| And namd is, Hope, my comforter; | |
| And stoutly then he speaks and says, | |
| Thou hast said truth withouten nays; | |
| For I assure thee, even by oath, | |
| And thereon take my hand and troth, | 200 |
| That she is one the worthiest, | |
| The truest, and the faithfullest; | |
| The gentlest and the meekest of mind, | |
| That here on earth a man may find: | |
| And if that love and truth were gone, | 205 |
| In her it might be found alone. | |
| For in her mind no thought there is, | |
| But how she may be true, I wis; | |
| And tenders thee, and all thy heal, | |
| And wisheth both thy health and weal; | 210 |
| And loves thee even as far-forth than | |
| As any woman may a man; | |
| And is thine own, and so she says; | |
| And cares for thee ten thousand ways. | |
| On thee she speaks, on thee she thinks; | 215 |
| With thee she eats, with thee she drinks; | |
| With thee she talks, with thee she moans; | |
| With thee she sighs, with thee she groans; | |
| With thee she says, Farewell, mine own! | |
| When thou, God knows, full far art gone. | 220 |
| And even, to tell thee all aright, | |
| To thee she says full oft, Good night! | |
| And names thee oft her own most dear, | |
| Her comfort, weal, and all her cheer; | |
| And tells her pillow all the tale | 225 |
| How thou hast done her woe and bale; | |
| And how she longs, and plains for thee, | |
| And says, Why art thou so from me? | |
| Am I not she that loves thee best? | |
| Do I not wish thine ease and rest? | 230 |
| Seek I not how I may thee please? | |
| Why art thou then so from thine ease? | |
| If I be she for whom thou carest, | |
| For whom in torments so thou farest, | |
| Alas! thou knowest to find me here, | 235 |
| Where I remain thine own most dear; | |
| Thine own most true, thine own most just; | |
| Thine own that loves thee still, and must; | |
| Thine own that cares alone for thee, | |
| As thou, I think, dost care [for] me; | 240 |
| And even the woman, she alone | |
| That is full bent to be thine own. | |
| What wilt thou more? what canst thou crave? | |
| Since she is as thou wouldst her have. | |
| Then set this drivel out of door, | 245 |
| That in thy brains such tales doth pour, | |
| Of absence, and of changes strange; | |
| Send him to those that use to change: | |
| For she is none I thee avow, | |
| And well thou mayst believe me now. | 250 |
| When Hope hath thus his reason said, | |
| Lord! how I feel me well a-paid! | |
| A new blood then oerspreads my bones, | |
| That all in joy I stand at ones. | |
| My hands I throw to heavn above, | 255 |
| And humbly thank the god of love; | |
| That of his grace I should bestow | |
| My love so well as I it owe. | |
| And all the planets as they stand, | |
| I thank them too with heart and hand; | 260 |
| That their aspects so friendly were, | |
| That I should so my good will bear; | |
| To you, that are the worthiest, | |
| The fairest, and the gentleëst; | |
| And best can say, and best can do | 265 |
| That longs, methinks, a woman to; | |
| And therefore are most worthy far, | |
| To be beloved as you are. | |
| And so says Hope in all his tale, | |
| Whereby he easeth all my bale. | 270 |
| For I believe, and think it true | |
| That he doth speak or say of you. | |
| And thus contented, lo! I stand | |
| With that, that hope bears me in hand, | |
| That you are mine, and shall so be. | 275 |
| Which hope I keep full sure in me, | |
| As he, that all my comfort is. | |
| On you alone, which are my bliss, | |
| My pleasure chief, which most I find, | |
| And een the whole joy of my mind. | 280 |
| And shall so be, until the death | |
| Shall make me yield up life and breath. | |
| Thus, good mine own, lo! here my trust | |
| Lo! here my truth, and service just; | |
| Lo! in what case for you I stand! | 285 |
| Lo! how you have me in your hand; | |
| And if you can requite a man, | |
| Requite me, as you find me than. | |