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| WHY did my parents send me to the schooles, | |
| That I with knowledge might enrich my mind, | |
| Since the desire to know first made men fooles, | |
| And did corrupt the roote of all mankind? | |
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| For when Gods hand had written in the harts | 5 |
| Of the first parents all the rules of good, | |
| So that their skill enfusd did passe all arts | |
| That euer were, before or since the flood; | |
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| And when their reasons eye was sharpe and cleere, | |
| And, as an eagle can behold the sunne, | 10 |
| Could haue approcht th eternall light as neere | |
| As the intellectual angels could haue done; | |
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| Euen then to them the spirit of lies suggests, | |
| That they were blind, because they saw not ill, | |
| And breathes into their incorrupted breasts | 15 |
| A curious wish, which did corrupt their will. | |
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| For that same ill they straight desird to know; | |
| Which ill, being nought but a defect of good, | |
| In all Gods works the diuell could not shew, | |
| While man, their lord, in his perfection stood: | 20 |
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| So that themselues were first to do the ill, | |
| Ere they thereof the knowledge could attaine; | |
| Like him that knew not poisons power to kill, | |
| Vntill, by tasting it, himselfe was slaine. | |
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| Euen so, by tasting of that fruite forbid, | 25 |
| Where they sought knowledge, they did error find; | |
| Ill they desird to know, and ill they did; | |
| And, to giue Passion eyes, made Reason blind: | |
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| For then their minds did first in Passion see | |
| Those wretched shapes of miserie and woe, | 30 |
| Of nakednesse, of shame, of pouertie, | |
| Which then their owne experience made them know. | |
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| But then grew Reason darke, that she no more | |
| Could the faire formes of Good and Truth discerne: | |
| Battes they became, who eagles were before; | 35 |
| And this they got by their desire to learne. | |
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| But we, their wretched offspring, what do we? | |
| Doe not wee still tast of the fruite forbid, | |
| Whiles, with fond fruitlesse curiositie, | |
| In bookes prophane we seeke for knowledge hid? | 40 |
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| What is this knowledge but the skie-stolne fire, | |
| For which the thiefe 1 still chaind in ice doth sit, | |
| And which the poore rude satyre 2 did admire, | |
| And needs would kisse, but burnt his lips with it? | |
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| What is it but the cloud of emptie raine, | 45 |
| Which when Ioues guest 3 imbract, he monsters got? | |
| Or the false pailes, 4 which, oft being fild with paine, | |
| Receiud the water, but retaind it not? | |
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| Shortly, what is it but the fierie coach, | |
| Which the youth 5 sought, and sought his death withall? | 50 |
| Or the boyes 6 wings, which, when he did approch | |
| The sunnes hote beames, did melt and let him fall? | |
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| And yet, alas! when all our lampes are burnd, | |
| Our bodies wasted, and our spirits spent; | |
| When we haue all the learned volumes turnd, | 55 |
| Which yeeld mens wits both helpe and ornament; | |
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| What can we know, or what can we discerne, | |
| When error chokes the windowes of the minde? | |
| The diuers formes of things how can we learne, | |
| That haue bene euer from our birth-day blind? | 60 |
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| When Reasons lampe, which, like the sunne in skie, | |
| Throughout mans litle world her beames did spread, | |
| Is now become a sparkle, which doth lie | |
| Vnder the ashes, halfe extinct and dead; | |
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| How can we hope that through the eye and eare | 65 |
| This dying sparkle, in this cloudie place, | |
| Can recollect these beames of knowledge cleare, | |
| Which were enfusd in the first minds by grace? | |
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| So might the heire, whose father hath in play | |
| Wasted a thousand pound of auncient rent, | 70 |
| By painefull earning of one grote a day, | |
| Hope to restore the patrimonie spent. | |
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| The wits that divd most deepe and soard most hie, | |
| Seeking mans powrs, haue found his weaknes such: | |
| Skill comes so slow, and life so fast doth flie; | 75 |
| We learne so litle, and forget so much: | |
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| For this the wisest of all morall men | |
| Said, he knew nought, but that he nought did know; | |
| And the great mocking maister mockt not then, | |
| When he said, Truth was buried deepe below. | 80 |
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| For how may we to other things attaine, | |
| When none of vs his own soule vnderstands? | |
| For which the diuell mockes our curious braine, | |
| When, Know thyselfe, his oracle commands. | |
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| For why should we the busie soule beleeue, | 85 |
| When boldly she concludes of that and this, | |
| When of herselfe she can no iudgment geue, | |
| Nor how, nor whence, nor where, nor what she is? | |
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| All things without, which round about we see, | |
| We seeke to know, and how therewith to do: | 90 |
| But that whereby we reason, liue, and be, | |
| Within ourselves, we strangers are thereto. | |
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| We seeke to know the mouing of each spheare, | |
| And the straunge cause of th ebbs and flouds of Nile; | |
| But of that clocke within our breasts we beare, | 95 |
| The subtill motions we forget the while. | |
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| We that acquaint ourselues with euery zoane, | |
| And pass both tropikes, and behold both poles, | |
| When we come home, are to ourselues vnknowne, | |
| And vnacquainted still with our own soules. | 100 |
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| We studie speech, but others we perswade; | |
| We leech-craft learne, but others cure with it; | |
| We interpret lawes which other men haue made, | |
| But reade not those which in our harts are writ. | |
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| It is because the minde is like the eye, | 105 |
| Through which it gathers knowledge by degrees; | |
| Whose rayes reflect not, but spread outwardly; | |
| Not seeing itselfe, when other things it sees. | |
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| No, doubtlesse: for the minde can backward cast | |
| Vpon herself her vnderstanding light; | 110 |
| But she is so corrupt, and so defact, | |
| And her owne image doth herselfe affright: | |
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| As is the fable of the ladie faire, | |
| Which for her lust was turnd into a cow; | |
| When thirstie to a streame she did repaire, | 115 |
| And saw herselfe transformd, she wist not how, | |
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| At first she startles, then she stands amazd; | |
| At last with terror she from thence doth flie, | |
| And loathes the watrie glasse wherein she gazd, | |
| And shunnes it still, though she for thirst do die. | 120 |
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| Euen so mans soule, which did Gods image beare, | |
| And was at first faire, good, and spotlesse pure, | |
| Since with her sinnes her beauties blotted were, | |
| Doth of all sights her owne sight least endure: | |
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| For euen at first reflection she espies | 125 |
| Such strange chymeras, and such monsters there, | |
| Such toyes, such antikes, and such vanities, | |
| As she retires and shrinkes for shame and feare. | |
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| And as the man loues least at home to bee, | |
| That hath a sluttish house, haunted with sprites; | 130 |
| So she, impatient her owne faults to see, | |
| Turnes from herselfe, and in strange things delites. | |
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| For this, few know themselues: for merchants broke | |
| View their estate with discontent and paine; | |
| And seas are troubled, when they doe reuoke | 135 |
| Their flowing waues into themselues againe. | |
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| And while the face of outward things we find | |
| Pleasing and faire, agreeable and sweete, | |
| These things transport, and carrie out the mind, | |
| That with herselfe herselfe can neuer meete. | 140 |
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| Yet if Affliction once her warres begin, | |
| And threat the feeble Sense with sword and fire, | |
| The minde contracts herselfe, and shrinketh in, | |
| And to herselfe she gladly doth retire; | |
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| As spiders toucht seeke their webs inmost part; | 145 |
| As bees in stormes vnto their hiues returne; | |
| As bloud in danger gathers to the hart; | |
| As men seek towns, when foes the country burne. | |
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| If ought can teach vs ought, Afflictions lookes, | |
| Making vs looke vnto ourselues so neare, | 150 |
| Teach vs to know ourselues beyond all bookes, | |
| Or all the learned schooles that euer were. | |
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| This mistresse lately pluckt me by the eare, | |
| And many a golden lesson hath me taught; | |
| Hath made my senses quicke, and reason cleare, | 155 |
| Reformd my will, and rectifide my thought. | |
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| So do the winds and thunder cleanse the ayre; | |
| So working leas settle and purge the wine; | |
| So lopt and pruned trees doe florish faire; | |
| So doth the fire the drossie gold refine. | 160 |
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| Neither Minerua, nor the learned Muse, | |
| Nor rules of art, nor precepts of the wise, | |
| Could in my braine those beames of skill enfuse, | |
| As but the glaunce of this dames angrie eyes. | |
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| Shee within listes my raunging mind hath brought, | 165 |
| That now beyond myselfe I will not go: | |
| Myselfe am center of my circling thought, | |
| Onely myselfe I studie, learne, and know. | |
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| I know my bodys of so fraile a kinde, | |
| As force without, feauers within can kill: | 170 |
| I know the heauenly nature of my minde, | |
| But tis corrupted both in wit and will. | |
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| I know my soule hath power to know all things, | |
| Yet is she blinde and ignorant in all: | |
| I know I am one of Natures litle kings, | 175 |
| Yet to the least and vilest things am thrall. | |
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| I know my lifes a paine, and but a span; | |
| I know my sense is mockt with euery thing; | |
| And, to conclude, I know myselfe a man, | |
| Which is a proud, and yet a wretched thing. | 180 |