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| | (The Jackal is the only animal that ventures into the Desert. The ancient Egyptians believed that every person had a soul in the form of some animal, a creature within the creature. At death the soul was released, and was escorted across the Desert by the Jackal to a mysterious Heaven called the Garden of the West.) |
A Butterfly. We leave the yellow palms behind, | |
| The yellow-green date-palms that stand | |
| At the borders of the land. | |
| There are no talking leaves out here. | |
| The desert way is blind to me | 5 |
| Will the white sand be kind to me? | |
| What is it that I fear | |
| As I leave the palms behind? | |
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| The Jackal. The sand is neither cruel nor kind. | |
| I count the toll, I count the toll | 10 |
| Here a soul and there a soul. | |
| Day and night, night and day, | |
| Over the white, silent way, | |
| To and fro | |
| I go, | 15 |
| Without rest, | |
| From the Fountain of the Nile, | |
| To the Garden of the West. | |
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| The Butterfly. I played with flowers yesterday | |
| Are there no flowers by the way? | 20 |
| Is the Desert never stained | |
| With pomegranate petals, rained | |
| To the sand by some light wind | |
| Sweet with peach or tamerind? | |
| We leave the singing boys behind | 25 |
| Their songs were kind. | |
| Jackal, Jackal, what shall I find? | |
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| The Jackal. There was singing yesterday, | |
| And tomorrow boys will sing; | |
| But today you and I | 30 |
| Will not hear anything. | |
| There is lotus by the Nile, | |
| Stranger flowers in the West, | |
| But the way between is not | |
| Adorned for any guest. | 35 |
| You will find no songs nor flowers nor rest. | |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, Jackal, when we reach | |
| The Gardens lovely gate, | |
| Will there be one to welcome us | |
| With honey delicate? | 40 |
| With flower wine and pollen dew, | |
| Who will wait for me and you? | |
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| The Jackal. First there is the scent of it, | |
| Faintsweetfar. | |
| Theres a little wind that tells | 45 |
| Where the lemons are. | |
| Birds that crossed the sand with me | |
| Sing in a high silver tree. | |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, Jackal, yesterday | |
| I was a girl. | 50 |
| Last night I felt my wings | |
| Suddenly unfurl. | |
| Last night a butterfly | |
| Saw a little girl die. | |
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| The Jackal. Over this white, silent way, | 55 |
| Day and night, night and day, | |
| Souls are led by such as I, | |
| All surprised that bodies die; | |
| Every soul stirred to surprise, | |
| When its body dies. | 60 |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, I was round and sweet. | |
| I had small swift hands and feet, | |
| And a high, silver voice, | |
| Fit for little tinkling words, | |
| Sweet as honey on fresh curds. | 65 |
| I was made to rejoice; | |
| I was made for love, men said | |
| Brown of skin and eyes, with red | |
| Parted lips; and I was fed | |
| With love words that singing boys | 70 |
| Thought about me in their hearts. | |
| I was skilled in those girl arts | |
| That are piercing sweet. I had | |
| All that makes boy glad. | |
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| The Jackal. Day and night, night and day, | 75 |
| Over this white, silent way, | |
| Such as you and such as I | |
| Still go by, still go by. | |
| Milk child and beard of white, | |
| Power and glory, faith and might, | 80 |
| Little love-girl such as you, | |
| Trailing wings of gold and blue: | |
| All go the way I know | |
| Sad, glad, eager, distressed, | |
| From the Fountain of the Nile | 85 |
| To the Garden of the West. | |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, Jackal, he sang to me, | |
| He touched me tenderly. | |
| He brought me lilies wet with rain, | |
| White lilies without any stain | 90 |
| Of color on their loveliness, | |
| Their perfume a caress. | |
| The singing boys seemed far away | |
| That day. | |
| I did not hear the birds, nor see | 95 |
| The people go by me. | |
| I only knew | |
| A mist of tears, with his face | |
| Shining through. | |
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| The Jackal. Day by day and year by year | 100 |
| Tales like this I hear. | |
| To every soul its bitterness | |
| Seems like loneliness. | |
| To every soul love is shown | |
| Standing alone. | 105 |
| Every love seems to be | |
| Unlike loves great company. | |
| Never was love like mine! they say, | |
| Day and night, night and day. | |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, I was slim and straight, | 110 |
| With little round breasts delicate, | |
| Throat curved like a crescent moon, | |
| Bud that would be flower soon. | |
| Warm and quick pulses were mine | |
| I was like a draught of wine | 115 |
| Lifted to his thirsty mouth! | |
| Like a soft wind from the South | |
| Touching him caressingly, | |
| Wrapping him about, when he | |
| Saw a singing boy go by | 120 |
| Silently, | |
| With his lute unstrung, at rest, | |
| And a lily on his breast. | |
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| The Jackal. The days go by, the days go by, | |
| The same sun crosses the same blue sky, | 125 |
| The same stars shine in the depth above, | |
| And men still dream of undying love. | |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, it was a little thing! | |
| The boy said he could no longer sing. | |
| He showed me his lute, unstrung, at rest, | 130 |
| And I gave him a lily to wear at his breast. | |
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| The Jackal. The days go by, the days go by, | |
| And still there are gardens, sweet with bloom, | |
| Lovers vow and lovers die, | |
| Tomorrows lovers stir in the womb. | 135 |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, Jackal, I saw his face | |
| It was strange to me. | |
| Then I saw a shining knife | |
| Flash suddenly. | |
| I felt my wings of blue and gold | 140 |
| Unfoldunfold. | |
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| The Jackal. First there is the scent of it | |
| Camphor and myrrh, | |
| Cinnamon and cedar | |
| And heavy juniper. | 145 |
| Then there is the sound of it, | |
| Flute and canzonet. | |
| They who reach the Garden | |
| Soon forget. | |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, Jackal, how do you know | 150 |
| That souls forget? | |
| You come and go at the Gardens gate, | |
| But have you entered yet? | |
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| The Jackal. A soul-less thing am I, | |
| That cannot die. | 155 |
| The gate is shut to me | |
| Eternally. | |
| But there is a bird that sings | |
| In the silver tree | |
| A red bird like a jewel set | 160 |
| In a filagree | |
| Of little, shining leaves | |
| And he sings to me: | |
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| Come with your souls, for here await | |
| All garden joys primordinate. | 165 |
| The wind comes over a deep blue pool, | |
| It is never too warm, it is never too cool, | |
| The roses are never open wide, | |
| And no one knows that he has died. | |
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| He who comes through the gardens gate, | 170 |
| Is never afraid or desolate. | |
| On little paths and wind and wind | |
| He shall unwearied pleasures find. | |
| He shall know beautys last secret, | |
| And he shall forget, he shall forget! | 175 |
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| Come with your souls, there is no fate | |
| That death shall not alleviate. | |
| I am the Voice that calls to men | |
| Deep in their hearts they hear me when | |
| I sit and sing in the silver tree, | 180 |
| You were not and you shall not be! | |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, Jackal, I would not go! | |
| I would remember, I would know | |
| When he comes over the still white way | |
| That you and I have come today. | 185 |
| Jackal, Jackal, let me wait | |
| And watch for him at the Gardens gate. | |
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| The Jackal. Day by day and year by year | |
| Prayers like this I hear. | |
| Every soul would wait to say | 190 |
| Some last word about yesterday. | |
| Every soul, if it could, | |
| Would be better understood. | |
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| The Butterfly. Jackal, what is the scent that comes | |
| Breath of flowers and fragrant gums? | 195 |
| Jackal, what is the song I hear, | |
| So piercing high and clear? | |
| Jackal, Jackal, I see | |
| A shining, silver tree! | |
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| The Jackal. Your wings are trembling, | 200 |
| Gold and blue thing. | |
| They flutter and unfold, | |
| Blue and gold. | |
| You saw a girl die, | |
| Butterfly. | 205 |
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| I may not rest | |
| In the Garden of the West. | |
| The way across the Desert | |
| I have shown | |
| Now I go back alone! | 210 |
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