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From the French of Charles Vildrac WHEN in a plunge of water the great ship | |
| Had sunk to the seas depth, | |
| Its blind body dragging after it | |
| Halyards and dripping masts, | |
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| When toward the four quarters of the night | 5 |
| Its boats had all perished, | |
| Each beyond sight of the others, | |
| Each with a high wave | |
| Covering its final cries, | |
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| When the furious water had wiped | 10 |
| From its surface all signs, | |
| There was still in the sea | |
| A man alive and swimming. . . . . . . . . | |
| He knew that the land was far off | |
| And that before he could feel, with a cry of joy, | 15 |
| Becoming real to the reach of his feet | |
| The shore of the tide of wreckage, | |
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| There would have to be day after day, | |
| Turn after turn, exhaustion and sleeping and eating. | |
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| He acknowledged his appointed end, | 20 |
| But he thought himself strong and he wished | |
| To use calmly the moments of this strength, | |
| To use for slow and holy profit | |
| The last warmth of his body, | |
| The last illumination of his mind. | 25 |
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| He let himself be borne by the fury of the water, | |
| Which heaved him high on the edge of its surge, | |
| Then plunged him dizzily | |
| To the foot of its deep and moving walls. | |
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| Huge waves came, | 30 |
| Charging him like rams, | |
| Tossing his body | |
| On their lowered horns. | |
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| Dykes burst before him, | |
| Mountains shattered over him, | 35 |
| Hail beat across him, | |
| Tigers played with his head. | |
| The water enwound him, | |
| Trying to dissolve him, | |
| And for an eternity | 40 |
| The vast liquid tumult | |
| Was at his very core. | |
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| Then for an instant about him | |
| Calm came, | |
| And the sea took respite, | 45 |
| And there was the seething of broken foam, | |
| And his senses found the air again like another world. | |
| So it went until dawn. | |
| And to live longer he ceased swimming, | |
| Rather with his limbs forcing | 50 |
| The water to uphold him. | |
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| So it was until dawn, | |
| And then the cold sheathed him; | |
| And only then fell | |
| The blind hope from his body | 55 |
| That proud thing which gives to men | |
| The custom of their victories | |
| And the subjection of the earth; | |
| Only then closed in on him | |
| The awful certainty. | 60 |
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| There was at the heart of this man | |
| A life unknown to himself, | |
| A life simple and still full | |
| Of child-like faith, | |
| Which never would have believed | 65 |
| That for its most favored guest, | |
| Its most loving son, | |
| Nature can be at times | |
| An iron stranger, deaf | |
| And absolute and pitiless. | 70 |
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| And suddenly into the heart of this man | |
| Came the shock and the wound of exile. | |
| The sea, its sound, its motion, | |
| Its power, its volume, | |
| Overwhelmed him with horror. | 75 |
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| He hunted out of his head the noise of the water | |
| And he closed his eyes to escape it far away
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| He saw a town | |
| Touched softly by the sun. | |
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| Fine new shoes | 80 |
| Went brightly creaking | |
| Over the clean pavements. | |
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| Along the row of shops, | |
| Behind the shutters, | |
| All the clocks | 85 |
| Could be heard | |
| Striking noon. . . . . . . . . | |
| And then by the glimmer of a night-lamp, | |
| He saw a closed room | |
| Where a family lay asleep. | 90 |
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| He heard the sound of their breathing, | |
| The crossing and confusing of rhythms. | |
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| He leaned over the beds, | |
| Heavy and humid with sleep. | |
| In one lay two children together; | 95 |
| Their bodies were uncovered, | |
| And huddled in a hollow | |
| Like kittens. . . . . . . . . | |
| He saw again a young girl | |
| Watering flowers in a garden. | 100 |
| One of her hands caught up her dress, | |
| The other was balancing as far as she could reach | |
| The heavy watering-can, | |
| To distribute a curving shower | |
| Without wetting the tips of her shoes held tight together. | 105 |
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| The little clustering leaves | |
| Whispered content; | |
| And even their wet fragrance came to him, | |
| And the very sound on the path | |
| Of footsteps crunching the pebbles. | 110 |
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| He saw also streets cluttered with chairs, | |
| Where one sits to drink and to watch the crowd. | |
| And he saw soldiers gambling and wrestling | |
| In the barracks-yard at dusk. | |
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| He saw deep lanes, he saw wheat-fields, | 115 |
| He saw also the straight roads | |
| Where you say good-day to the people you pass. | |
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| And last he saw again the great realm | |
| Where thoughts touch and exchange, | |
| Where all is intimately blent from all the earth. | 120 |
| He saw again the land of lands | |
| Where all prolongs itself in one embrace. | |
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| It was then he wished to utter words, | |
| To give thanks for his whole heritage. | |
| And he wished to speak them aloud, | 125 |
| In order that he might hear with his ears | |
| Once more the genius of words, | |
| The sound of a voice. | |
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| And so he spoke as if he were praying | |
| He pronounced, in the middle of the sea, | 130 |
| The words that serve for love | |
| And for praise. | |
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| He sought them all out and repeated them, | |
| As one dying of thirst sucks at the juice of a fruit. | |
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| And when there were no more of them in his head | 135 |
| He must sing | |
| To satiate his farewell, | |
| Sing without words
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| He must sing: | |
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| It was the loveliest song | 140 |
| Of the pang of love and sadness; | |
| It was the most poignant song of man | |
| That a man ever had sung. | |
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| And though it routed in his head | |
| The tenacious voices of the sea, | 145 |
| Though it was more august in his head | |
| Than great organs, | |
| No one here heard it. | |
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| And no one here can be surprised | |
| By suddenly recalling it, | 150 |
| By humming it to himself, | |
| Believing it sprung from his memory; | |
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| It was dissolved in the wind | |
| Like snow in a stream
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| His teeth were chattering as he sang it | 155 |
| And water burned his eyes; | |
| But it was not the water of the sea. | |
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