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I SUPPOSE, he thought, there are invisible beings, fairies, elves; | |
| Suppose rheumatism is nothing but Robin-pinches; | |
| Suppose a wind is only the beating of fairy wings | |
| And fairy fingers doffing your hat to invisible majesties. | |
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| He sat on the bench motionless. | 5 |
| The dust sifted upon him, | |
| Leaves caught upon his clothing, | |
| Vagrant sheets of paper wrapped about his feet. | |
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| Chance is decent and does not leave the silent things exposed. | |
| She covers the stone with moss, and spreads | 10 |
| A coverlet of mold upon the unmoving things. | |
| Suppose I stayed here a year? | |
| Would the elves come and cover me with leaf drift, and dust | |
| Carefully shaken over me? | |
| Would they sow seeds under my feet? | 15 |
| Would the moss grow from the clay on the soles of my shoe? | |
| Would I be wound in spider-webs? | |
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II Another one sat down beside him | |
| And cut his world in two. | |
| He moved back as if to drag back the severed half, | 20 |
| But the other one held it tenaciously. | |
| His very shadow was a seal of possession, ineffaceable. | |
| For a moment they sat still, taut, | |
| Like two who tug at a rope. | |
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| Pleasant day? | 25 |
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| Pleasant day! | |
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| And so they fused their world with sticky speech. | |
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| I was wondering how it would be | |
| To be a year in one place | |
| For the rain to soften you, and the wind to mold you, | 30 |
| And the dust to fill in your cracks. | |
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| You would be a tree then: | |
| Your toes would drip into roots; | |
| Your arms would be long brown branches | |
| Holding leaves like cups to fill with sunlight and dew. | 35 |
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| If I were silent | |
| The invisible realms would open about me; | |
| The unseen people would build a road between my feet | |
| They would build a city in the shadow of my knees, | |
| Like cities built below mountains. | 40 |
| I might be their sphinx, satiate with questions. | |
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| There is no invisible world | |
| Except the worlds you do not see. | |
| These can be reached by travel. | |
| Your stillness will not be inviolate | 45 |
| All things using life will apportion you | |
| With shrewd husbandry: | |
| The birds will inherit your head and your shoulders; | |
| Hungry things will not spare you; | |
| Insects and beasts will dispute your flesh, | 50 |
| And bound your body for dwelling-places. | |
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| There is no need of travel | |
| Stillness will invite these other worlds | |
| That are delayed by distance. | |
| The wind will plant about my feet | 55 |
| Their final flowers; | |
| The rivers will wash their soil under my roots; | |
| The travel-urge will throw | |
| Their curious sampled people out to me. | |
| The other worlds I mean are mixed with this | 60 |
| They course within our life | |
| Like floods within the ocean. | |
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| I do not think these things | |
| They walk like strangers out beyond my mind; | |
| Only of this world, which I see suddenly | 65 |
| Like clouds disclosed by lightnings. | |
| Love came to me suddenly; | |
| Hatred armed my hands once, | |
| And I knew remorse. | |
| Hunger and a red wound | 70 |
| Taught me the thin texture of life. | |
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| They say the sky is distance only, | |
| And the color of distance is blue. | |
| And that is why violets, who have the distance of fragility, | |
| Are blue. | 75 |
| Since there are larger worlds around us | |
| There must be smaller other-worlds within us, | |
| If one could find them. | |
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| We who are within the waiting-rooms of existence | |
| Should not peer into the deeper halls, | 80 |
| Nor tempt the attendants with our lauding curiosity. | |
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| Can you not watch how the ceilings and the walls | |
| Mark the backs of other rooms? | |
| Can you not let your mind tentatively therein? | |
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| NoI would still suspect it. | 85 |
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| Well? | |
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| WellIll be going; good-day? | |
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| Good day! | |
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| And one man walked away, brushing from him crawling words; | |
| While the other sat still, | 90 |
| Wiping from his world | |
| The stains of conversation. | |
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