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| HIS father had a large family | |
| Of girls and boys, and he was born and bred | |
| In a barn or kind of cattle shed. | |
| But he was a hardy youngster, and grew to be | |
| A boy with eyes that sparkled like a rod | 5 |
| Of white-hot iron in the blacksmith shop. | |
| His face was ruddy like a rising moon, | |
| And his hair was black as sheeps wool that is black, | |
| And he had rugged arms and legs and a strong back, | |
| And he had a voice half flute and half bassoon, | 10 |
| And from his toes up to his heads top | |
| He was a man, simple but intricate; | |
| And most men differ who try to delineate | |
| His life and fate. | |
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| He never seemed ashamed | 15 |
| Of poverty or of his origin. He was a wayward child | |
| Nevertheless, though wise and mild | |
| And thoughtful; but when angered then he flamed | |
| As fire does in a forge. | |
| When he was ten years old he ran away | 20 |
| To be alone and watch the sea and the stars | |
| At midnight from a mountain gorge. | |
| When he returned his parents scolded him | |
| And threatened him with bolts and bars. | |
| Then they grew soft for his return, and gay, | 25 |
| And with their love would have enfolded him; | |
| But even at ten years old he had a way | |
| Of gazing at you with a look austere | |
| Which gave his kin-folk fear. | |
| He had no child-like love for father or mother, | 30 |
| Sister or brother; | |
| They were the same to him as any other. | |
| He was a little cold, a little queer. | |
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| His father was a laborer and now | |
| They made the boy work for his daily bread. | 35 |
| They say he read | |
| A book or two during these years of work. | |
| But if there was a secret | |
| Between the pages under the light of his brow | |
| It came forth. And if he had a woman | 40 |
| In love or out of love, or a companion or a chum, | |
| History is dumb. | |
| So far as we know he dreamed and worked with hands, | |
| And learned to know his geniuss commands | |
| Or what is called ones daemon. | 45 |
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| And this became at last the citys call. | |
| He had now reached the age of thirty years, | |
| And found a Dream of Life and a solution | |
| For slavery of soul and even all | |
| Miseries that flow from things material. | 50 |
| To free the world was his souls resolution. | |
| But his family had great fears | |
| For him, knowing the evil | |
| Which might befall him, seeing that the light | |
| Of his own dream had blinded his minds eyes. | 55 |
| They could not tell but what he had a devil. | |
| But still, in their tears despite | |
| And warnings, he departed with replies | |
| That when a mans genius calls him | |
| He must obey no matter what befalls him. | 60 |
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| What he had in his mind was growth | |
| Of soul by watching, | |
| And the creation of eyes | |
| Over your minds eyes to supervise | |
| A clear activity and to ward off sloth. | 65 |
| What he had in his mind was scotching | |
| And killing the snake of Hatred, and stripping the glove | |
| From the hand of Hypocrisy, and quenching the fire | |
| Of Falsehood and Unbrotherly Desire. | |
| What he had in his mind was simply Love | 70 |
| And it was strange he preached the sword and force | |
| To establish Love, but it was not strange, | |
| Since he did this, his life took on a change. | |
| And what he taught seems muddled at its source | |
| With moralizing and with moral strife; | 75 |
| For morals are merely the Truth diluted, | |
| And sweetened up and suited | |
| To the business and bread of Life. | |
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| And now this City was just what youd find | |
| A city anywhere | 80 |
| A turmoil and a Vanity Fair, | |
| A sort of heaven and a sort of Tophet. | |
| There were so many leaders of his kind | |
| The city didnt care | |
| For one additional prophet. | 85 |
| He said some extravagant things | |
| And planted a few stings | |
| Under the rich mans hide. | |
| And one of the sensational newspapers | |
| Gave him a line or two for cutting capers | 90 |
| In front of the Palace of Justice and the Church. | |
| But all the first-grade people took the other side | |
| Of the street when they saw him coming, | |
| With a rag-tag crowd singing and humming, | |
| And curious boys and men up in a perch | 95 |
| Of a tree or window taking the spectacle in, | |
| And the Corybantic din | |
| Of a Salvation Army, as it were. | |
| And whatever he dreamed when he lived in a little town | |
| The intelligent people ignored him, and this is the stir, | 100 |
| And the only stir, he made in the city. | |
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| But there was a certain sinister | |
| Fellow who came to him hearing of his renown | |
| And said, You can be mayor of this city | |
| We need a man like you for mayor. | 105 |
| And others said, Youd make a lawyer or a politician | |
| Look how the people follow you! | |
| Why dont you hire out as a special writer? | |
| You could become a business man, a rhetorician | |
| You could become a player | 110 |
| You can grow rich. Theres nothing for a fighter | |
| Fighting as you are but to end in ruin. | |
| But he turned from them on his way, pursuing | |
| The dream he had in view. | |
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| He had a rich man or two | 115 |
| Who took up with him against the powerful frown | |
| That looked him down. | |
| For youll always find a rich man or two | |
| To take up with anything | |
| There are those who want to get into society, or bring | 120 |
| Their riches to a social recognition; | |
| Or ill-formed souls who lack the real patrician | |
| Spirit for life. | |
| But as for him he didnt care, he passed | |
| Where the richness of living was rife; | 125 |
| And like wise Goethe talking to the last | |
| With cab-men rather than with lords, | |
| He sat about the markets and the fountains, | |
| He walked about the country and the mountains, | |
| Took trips upon the lakes and waded fords, | 130 |
| Barefooted; laughing as a young animal | |
| Disports itself amid the festival | |
| Of warm winds, sunshine, summers carnival | |
| With laborers, carpenters, seamen | |
| And some loose women. | 135 |
| And certain notable sinners | |
| Gave him dinners. | |
| And he went to weddings, and to places where youth slakes | |
| Its thirst for happiness, and they served him cakes | |
| And wine wherever he went. | 140 |
| And he ate and drank, and spent | |
| His time in feasting and in telling stories, | |
| And singing poems of lilies and of trees | |
| With crowds of people crowded around his knees | |
| That searched with lightning secrets hidden | 145 |
| Of life and of lifes glories, | |
| Of death and of the souls way after death. | |
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| Time makes amends usually for scandals breath, | |
| Which touched him to his earthly ruination. | |
| But this city had a Civic Federation, | 150 |
| And a certain social order which intrigues | |
| Through churches, courts, with an endless ramification | |
| Of money and morals to save itself. | |
| And this city had a Bar Association, | |
| Also its Public Efficiency Leagues | 155 |
| For laying honest men upon the shelf | |
| While making private pelf | |
| Secure and free to increase. | |
| And this city had illustrious Pharisees, | |
| And this city had a legion | 160 |
| Of men who make a business of religion | |
| With eyes one inch apart, | |
| Dark and narrow of heart | |
| Who give themselves and give the city no peace, | |
| And who are everywhere the best police | 165 |
| For Life as business. | |
| And when they saw this youth | |
| Was telling the truth, | |
| And that his followers were multiplying, | |
| And were going about rejoicing and defying | 170 |
| The social order, and were stirring up | |
| The dregs of discontent in the cup | |
| With the hand of their own happiness, | |
| They saw dynamic mysteries | |
| In the poems of lilies and trees: | 175 |
| Therefore they held him for a felony. | |
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| If you will take a kernel of wheat | |
| And first make free | |
| The outer flake, and then pare off the meat | |
| Of edible starch, youll find at the kernels core | 180 |
| The life germ. And this young mans words were dim | |
| With blasphemy, sedition at the rim, | |
| Which fired the heads of dreamers like new wine. | |
| But this was just the outward force of him; | |
| For this young mans philosophy was more | 185 |
| Than such external ferment, being divine | |
| With secrets so profound no plummet line | |
| Can altogether sound it. It means growth | |
| Of soul by watching, | |
| And the creation of eyes | 190 |
| Over your minds eyes to supervise | |
| A clear activity and to ward off sloth. | |
| What he had in mind was scotching | |
| And killing the snake of Hatred, and stripping the glove | |
| From the hand of Hypocrisy, and quenching the fire | 195 |
| Of falsehood and unbrotherly Desire. | |
| What he had in mind was simply Love. | |
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| But he was prosecuted | |
| As a rebel, and as a rebel executed | |
| Right in a public place where all could see. | 200 |
| And his mother watched him hang for the felony. | |
| He hated to die, being but thirty-three, | |
| And fearing that his poems might be lost. | |
| And certain members of the Bar Association, | |
| And of the Civic Federation, | 205 |
| And of the League of Public Efficiency, | |
| And a legion | |
| Of men devoted to religion, | |
| With policemen, soldiers, roughs, | |
| Loose women, thieves and toughs, | 210 |
| Came out to see him die; | |
| And hooted at him, giving up the ghost | |
| In great despair and with a fearful cry! | |
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| And after him there was a man named Paul | |
| Who almost spoiled it all. | 215 |
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| And protozoan things like hypocrites, | |
| And parasitic things who make a food | |
| Of the mysteries of God for earthly power, | |
| Must wonder how before this young mans hour | |
| They lived without his blood | 220 |
| Shed on that day, and which | |
| In red cells is so rich. | |
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