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| THE BUZZER boomed, and instantly the clang | |
| Of hammers dropped, just as the fendered bow | |
| Bumped with soft splash against the wharf; though now | |
| Again within the Yard a hammer rang | |
| A solitary hammer striking steel | 5 |
| Somewhere aloftand strangely, stridently | |
| Echoed as though it struck the steely sky | |
The low, cold, steely sky. She seemed to feel | |
| That hammer in her heartblow after blow | |
| In a strange clanging hollow seemed to strike | 10 |
| Monotonous, unrelenting, cruel-like, | |
| Her heart that such a little while ago | |
| Had been so full, so happy with its news | |
Scarce uttered even to itself.
It stopped, | |
| That dreadful hammer. And the silence dropped | 15 |
| Again a moment. Then a clatter of shoes | |
| And murmur of voices as the men trooped out: | |
| And as each wife with basket and hot can | |
| Hurried towards the gate to meet her man, | |
| She too ran forward, and then stood in doubt | 20 |
| Because among them all she could not see | |
| The face that usually was first of all | |
To meet her eyes.
Against the grimy wall | |
| That towered black above her to the sky, | |
| With trembling knuckles to the cold stone pressed | 25 |
| Till the grit seemed to eat into the bone, | |
| And her stretched arm to shake the solid stone, | |
| She stood, and strove to calm her troubled breast | |
| Her breast, whose trouble of strange happiness, | |
| So sweet and so miraculous as she | 30 |
| Had stood among the chattering company | |
| Upon the ferry-boat, to strange distress | |
| Was changed. An unknown terror seemed to lie | |
| For her behind that wall, so cold and hard | |
| And black above her, in the unseen Yard, | 35 |
Dreadfully quiet now.
Then with a sigh | |
| Of glad relief she ran towards the gate | |
| As he came slowly out, the last of all. | |
| The terror of the hammer and the wall | |
| Fell from her as, a woman to her mate, | 40 |
| She moved with happy heart and smile of greeting | |
| A young and happy wife whose only thought | |
| Was whether he would like the food shed brought, | |
| Whose one desire, to watch her husband eating. | |
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| With a grave smile he took his bait from her, | 45 |
| And then without a word they moved away, | |
| To where some grimy baulks of timber lay | |
| Beside the river, and twas quieter | |
| Than in the crowd of munching, squatting men | |
| And chattering wives and children. As he eat, | 50 |
| With absent eyes upon the river set, | |
| She chattered too a little now and then | |
| Of household happenings; and then silently | |
| They sat and watched the grimy-flowing stream, | |
| Dazed by the stunning din of hissing steam | 55 |
| Escaping from an anchored boat hard by; | |
| Each busy with their own thoughts, who till now | |
| Had shared each thought, each feeling, speaking out | |
| Easily, eagerly, without a doubt, | |
| As innocent, happy children, anyhow, | 60 |
| The innermost secrets of their wedded life. | |
| So, as the dinner hour went swiftly by, | |
| They sat there for the first time, troubled, shy | |
| A silent husband a silent wife. | |
| But she was only troubled by excess | 65 |
| Of happiness; and as she watched the stream, | |
| She looked upon her life as in a dream, | |
| Recalling all its tale of happiness | |
| Unbroken and unshadowed, since shed met | |
| Her man the first time, eighteen months ago
. | 70 |
| |
| A keen blue day with sudden flaws of snow | |
| And sudden sunshine, when she first had set | |
| Her wondering eyes upon himgaily clad | |
| For football in a jersey green and red; | |
| Knees bare beneath white shorts, his curly head | 75 |
| Wind-blown and wetand knew him for her lad. | |
| He strode towards her down the windy street | |
| The wet gray pavements flashing sudden gold | |
| And gold the unending coils of smoke that rolled | |
| Unceasingly overhead, fired by a fleet | 80 |
| Wild glint of glancing sunlight. On he came | |
| Beside her brotherstill a raw uncouth | |
| Young hobbledehoya strapping mettled youth | |
| In the first pride of manhood, that wild flame | |
| Touching his hair to fire, his cheeks aglow | 85 |
| With the sharp stinging wind, his arms aswing: | |
| And as she watched, she felt the tingling sting | |
| Of flying flakes, and in a whirl of snow | |
| A moment he was hidden from her sight. | |
| It passed, and then before she was aware, | 90 |
| With white flakes powdering his ruddy hair | |
| He stood before her, laughing in the light, | |
| In all his bravery of red and green | |
| Snow-sprinkled. And she laughed, too; in the sun | |
| They laughed: and in that laughter they were one. | 95 |
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| Now, as with kindled eyes on the unseen | |
| Gray river she sat gazing, she again | |
| Lived through that moment in a golden dream
. | |
| And then quite suddenly she saw the stream | |
| Distinct in its cold grimy flowing. Then | 100 |
| The present with its deeper happiness | |
| Thrilled her afresh: this wonder strange and new; | |
| This dream in her young body coming true | |
| Incredible, yet certain none the less; | |
| This news, scarce broken to herself, that she | 105 |
| Must break to him. She longed to see his eyes | |
| Kindle to hear it, happy with surprise | |
| When she should break it to him presently. | |
| |
| But she must wait a while yet. Still too strange, | |
| Too wonderful for words, she could not share | 110 |
| Even with him her secret. He sat there | |
| So quietly, little dreaming of the change | |
| That had come over her. But when he knew! | |
| For he was always one for bairns, was John, | |
| And this would be his own, their own. There shone | 115 |
| A strange new light on all since this was true. | |
| All, all seemed strange: the river and the shore, | |
| The barges and the wharves with timber piled, | |
| And all her world familiar from a child, | |
| Was as a world shed never seen before. | 120 |
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| And he too sat with eyes upon the stream, | |
| Remembering that day when first the light | |
| Of her young eyes, with laughter sparkling bright, | |
| Kindled to his; and as he caught the gleam | |
| The life within him quickened suddenly | 125 |
| To fire, and in a world of golden laughter | |
| They stood alone together; and then after, | |
| When he was playing with his mates and he | |
| Hurtled headlong towards the goal, he knew | |
| Her eyes were on him; and for her alone, | 130 |
| Who had the merriest eyes hed ever known | |
| He played that afternoon. Though until then | |
| Hed only played to please himself, somehow | |
| She seemed to have a hold upon him. Now, | |
| No longer a boy, a man among grown men, | 135 |
| Hed never have a thought apart from her, | |
From her, his mate
.
And then that golden night | |
| When, in a whirl of melody and light, | |
| Her merry brown eyes flashing merrier, | |
| They rode together in a gilded car | 140 |
| That seemed to roll forever round and round, | |
| In a blind blaze of light and blare of sound, | |
| For ever and for ever, till afar | |
| It seemed to bear them from the surging throng | |
| Of lads and lasses happy in release | 145 |
| From the weeks work in yards and factories | |
| For ever through a land of light and song | |
| While they sat, rapt in silence, hand in hand, | |
| And looked into each others merry eyes: | |
| They two, together, whirled through Paradise, | 150 |
| A golden glittering, unearthly land; | |
| A land where light and melody were one; | |
| And melody and light, a golden fire | |
| That ran through their young bodies; and desire, | |
| A golden music streaming from the sun, | 155 |
| Filling their veins with golden melody | |
And singing fire
And then when quiet fell | |
| And they together, with so much to tell, | |
| So much to tell each other instantly, | |
| Left the hot throng and roar and glare behind, | 160 |
| Seeking the darker streets, and stood at last | |
| In a dark lane where footsteps seldom passed | |
| Lit by a far lamp and one glowing blind | |
| That seemed to make the darkness yet more dark | |
| Between the cliffs of houses, black and high, | 165 |
| That soared above them to the starry sky, | |
| A deep blue sky where spark on fiery spark | |
| The stars for them were kindled, as they raised | |
| Their eyes in new-born wonder to the night; | |
| And in a solitude of cold starlight | 170 |
| They stood alone together, hushed, and gazed | |
| Into each others eyes until speech came: | |
| And underneath the stars they talked and talked
. | |
| |
| Then he remembered how they two had walked | |
| Along a beach that was one golden flame | 175 |
| Of yellow sand beside a flame-blue sea | |
| The day they wedded, that strange day of dream, | |
One flame of blue and gold
. The murky stream | |
| Flowed once again before his eyes, and he | |
| Dropped back into the present; and he knew | 180 |
| That he must break the news that suddenly | |
| Had come to him last night, as drowsily | |
| He lay beside herstartling, stern and true | |
| Out of the darkness flashing. He must tell | |
| How, as he lay beside her in the night, | 185 |
| His heart had told him he must go and fight, | |
| Must throw up everything he loved so well | |
| To go and fight in lands across the sea | |
| Beside the other ladsmust throw up all, | |
His work, his home
. The shadow of the wall | 190 |
| Fell on her once again, and stridently | |
| That hammer struck her heart, as from the stream | |
| She raised her eyes to his, and saw their flame. | |
| Then back into her heart her glad news came | |
| As John smiled on her; and her golden dream | 195 |
| Once more was all about her as she thought | |
| Of home, the new home that the future held | |
| For themthey three together. Fear was quelled | |
| By this new happiness that all unsought | |
Had sprung from the old happiness
. And he, | 200 |
| Watching her, thought of home too. When he stepped | |
| With her across the threshold first, and slept | |
| That first night in her arms so quietly, | |
| For the first time in all his life hed known | |
| All that home meantor nearly all, for yet | 205 |
| Each night brought him new knowledge as she met | |
| Him, smiling on the clean white threshold stone | |
| When he returned from labor in the Yard
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| And shed be waiting for him soon, while he | |
| Was fighting with his fellow oversea | 210 |
She would be waiting for him
. It was hard | |
| For him that he must go, as go he must, | |
| But harder far for her: things always fell | |
| Harder upon the women. It was well | |
| She didnt dream yet
He could only trust | 215 |
| She too would feel that he had got to go, | |
| Then twould not be so hard to go, and yet
| |
| Dreaming, he saw the lamplit table, set | |
| With silver pot and cups and plates aglow | |
| For tea in their own kitchen bright and snug, | 220 |
| With her behind the tea-potsaw it all, | |
| The colored calendars upon the wall, | |
| The bright fire-irons, and the gay hearth-rug | |
| Shed made herself from bright-hued rags; his place | |
| Awaiting him, with something hot-and-hot | 225 |
| His favorite sausages as like as not, | |
| Between two plates for himas, with clean face | |
| Glowing from washing in the scullery, | |
| And such a hunger on him, he would sink | |
Content into his chair
. Twas strange to think | 230 |
| All this was over, and so suddenly | |
Twas strange, and hard
. Still gazing on the stream, | |
| Her thoughts too were at home. She heard the patter | |
| Of tiny feet beside her, and the chatter | |
Of little tongues
. Then loudly through their dream | 235 |
| The buzzer boomed; and all about them rose | |
| The men and women: soon the wives were on | |
| The ferry-boat, now puffing to be gone; | |
| The husbands hurrying, ere the gates should close, | |
Back to the Yard
. She, in her dream of gold, | 240 |
| And he, in his new desolation, stood. | |
| Then soberly, as wife and husband should, | |
| They parted with their news as yet untold. | |
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