I IT was April, blossoming Spring, | |
| They buried me when the birds did sing; | |
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| Earth in clammy wedging earth, | |
| They banked my bed with a black, damp girth. | |
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| Under the damp and under the mould, | 5 |
| I kenned my breasts were clammy and cold. | |
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| Out from the red beams, slanting and bright, | |
| I kenned my cheeks were sunken and white. | |
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| I was a dream, and the world was a dream, | |
| And yet I kenned all things that seem. | 10 |
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| I was a dream, and the world was a dream, | |
| But you cannot bury a red sunbeam. | |
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| For though in the under-graves doom-night | |
| I lay all silent and stark and white, | |
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| Yet over my head I seemed to know | 15 |
| The murmurous moods of wind and snow, | |
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| The snows that wasted, the winds that blew, | |
| The rays that slanted, the clouds that drew | |
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| The water-ghosts up from lakes below, | |
| And the little flower-souls in earth that grow. | 20 |
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| Under earth, in the graves stark night, | |
| I felt the stars and the moons pale light. | |
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| I felt the winds of ocean and land | |
| That whispered the blossoms soft and bland. | |
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| Though they had buried me dark and low, | 25 |
| My soul with the seasons seemed to grow. | |
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II From throes of pain they buried me low, | |
| For death had finished a mothers woe. | |
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| But under the sod, in the graves dread doom, | |
| I dreamed of my baby in glimmer and gloom. | 30 |
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| I dreamed of my babe, and I kenned that his rest | |
| Was broken in wailings on my dead breast. | |
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| I dreamed that a rose-leaf hand did cling: | |
| Oh, you cannot bury a mother in spring! | |
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| When the winds are soft and the blossoms are red | 35 |
| She could not sleep in her cold earth-bed. | |
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| I dreamed of my babe for a day and a night, | |
| And then I rose in my graveclothes white. | |
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| I rose like a flower from my damp earth-bed | |
| To the world of sorrowing overhead. | 40 |
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| Men would have called me a thing of harm, | |
| But dreams of my babe made me rosy and warm. | |
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| I felt my breasts swell under my shroud; | |
| No stars shone white, no winds were loud; | |
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| But I stole me past the graveyard wall, | 45 |
| For the voice of my baby seemed to call; | |
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| And I kenned me a voice, though my lips were dumb: | |
| Hush, baby, hush! for mother is come. | |
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| I passed the streets to my husbands home; | |
| The chamber stairs in a dream I clomb; | 50 |
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| I heard the sound of each sleepers breath, | |
| Light waves that break on the shores of death. | |
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| I listened a space at my chamber door, | |
| Then stole like a moon-ray over its floor. | |
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| My babe was asleep on a stranger arm, | 55 |
| O baby, my baby, the grave is so warm, | |
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| Though dark and so deep, for mother is there! | |
| O come with me from the pain and care! | |
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| O come with me from the anguish of earth, | |
| Where the bed is banked with a blossoming girth, | 60 |
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| Where the pillow is soft and the rest is long, | |
| And mother will croon you a slumber-song | |
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| A slumber-song that will charm your eyes | |
| To a sleep that never in earth-song lies! | |
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| The loves of earth your being can spare, | 65 |
| But never the grave, for mother is there. | |
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| I nestled him soft to my throbbing breast, | |
| And stole me back to my long, long rest. | |
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| And here I lie with him under the stars, | |
| Dead to earth, its peace and its wars; | 70 |
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| Dead to its hates, its hopes, and its harms, | |
| So long as he cradles up soft in my arms. | |
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| And heaven may open its shimmering doors, | |
| And saints make music on pearly floors, | |
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| And hell may yawn to its infinite sea, | 75 |
| But they never can take my baby from me. | |
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| For so much a part of my soul he hath grown | |
| That God doth know of it high on His throne. | |
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| And here I lie with him under the flowers | |
| That sun-winds rock through the billowy hours, | 80 |
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| With the night-airs that steal from the murmuring sea, | |
| Bringing sweet peace to my baby and me. | |
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