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I OUT of the cradle endlessly rocking, | |
| Out of the mocking-birds throat, the musical shuttle, | |
| Out of the Ninth-month midnight, | |
| Over the sterile sands, and the fields beyond, where the child, leaving his bed, wanderd alone, bare-headed, barefoot, | |
| Down from the showerd halo, | 5 |
| Up from the mystic play of shadows, twining and twisting as if they were alive, | |
| Out from the patches of briers and blackberries, | |
| From the memories of the bird that chanted to me, | |
| From your memories, sad brotherfrom the fitful risings and fallings I heard, | |
| From under that yellow half-moon, late-risen, and swollen as if with tears, | 10 |
| From those beginning notes of sickness and love, there in the transparent mist, | |
| From the thousand responses of my heart, never to cease, | |
| From the myriad thence-arousèd words, | |
| From the word stronger and more delicious than any, | |
| From such, as now they start, the scene revisiting | 15 |
| As a flock, twittering, rising, or overhead passing, | |
| Borne hitherere all eludes me, hurriedly, | |
| A manyet by these tears a little boy again, | |
| Throwing myself on the sand, confronting the waves, | |
| I, chanter of pains and joys, uniter of here and hereafter, | 20 |
| Taking all hints to use thembut swiftly leaping beyond them, | |
| A reminiscence sing. | |
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II Once, Paumanok, | |
| When the snows had meltedwhen the lilac-scent was in the air, and the Fifth-month grass was growing, | |
| Up this sea-shore, in some briers, | 25 |
| Two guests from Alabamatwo together, | |
| And their nest, and four light-green eggs, spotted with brown, | |
| And every day the he-bird, to and fro, near at hand, | |
| And every day the she-bird, crouchd on her nest, silent, with bright eyes, | |
| And every day I, a curious boy, never too close, never disturbing them, | 30 |
| Cautiously peering, absorbing, translating! | |
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III Shine! shine! shine! | |
| Pour down your warmth, great Sun! | |
| While we baskwe two together. | |
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| Two together! | 35 |
| Winds blow South, or winds blow North, | |
| Day come white, or night come black, | |
| Home, or rivers and mountains from home, | |
| Singing all time, minding no time, | |
| While we two keep together. | 40 |
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IV Till of a sudden, | |
| May-be killd, unknown to her mate, | |
| One forenoon the she-bird crouchd not on the nest, | |
| Nor returnd that afternoon, nor the next, | |
| Nor ever appeard again. | 45 |
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| And thenceforward, all summer, in the sound of the sea, | |
| And at night, under the full of the moon, in calmer weather, | |
| Over the hoarse surging of the sea, | |
| Or flitting from brier to brier by day, | |
| I saw, I heard at intervals, the remaining one, the he-bird, | 50 |
| The solitary guest from Alabama. | |
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V Blow! blow! blow! | |
| Blow up, sea-winds, along Paumanoks shore! | |
| I wait and I wait, till you blow my mate to me. | |
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VI Yes, when the stars glistend, | 55 |
| All night long, on the prong of a moss-scallopd stake, | |
| Down, almost amid the slapping waves, | |
| Sat the lone singer, wonderful, causing tears. | |
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| He calld on his mate; | |
| He pourd forth the meanings which I, of all men, know. | 60 |
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| Yes, my brother, I know; | |
| The rest might notbut I have treasured every note; | |
| For once, and more than once, dimly, down to the beach gliding, | |
| Silent, avoiding the moonbeams, blending myself with the shadows, | |
| Recalling now the obscure shapes, the echoes, the sounds and sights after their sorts, | 65 |
| The white arms out in the breakers tirelessly tossing, | |
| I, with bare feet, a child, the wind wafting my hair, | |
| Listend long and long. | |
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| Listend, to keep, to singnow translating the notes, | |
| Following you, my brother. | 70 |
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VII Soothe! soothe! soothe! | |
| Close on its wave soothes the wave behind, | |
| And again another behind, embracing and lapping, every one close, | |
| But my love soothes not me, not me. | |
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| Low hangs the moonit rose late; | 75 |
| O it is laggingO I think it is heavy with love, with love. | |
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| O madly the sea pushes, pushes upon the land, | |
| With lovewith love. | |
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| O night! do I not see my love fluttering out there among the breakers? | |
| What is that little black thing I see there in the white? | 80 |
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| Loud! loud! loud! | |
| Loud I call to you, my love! | |
| High and clear I shoot my voice over the waves; | |
| Surely you must know who is here, is here; | |
| You must know who I am, my love. | 85 |
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| Low-hanging moon! | |
| What is that dusky spot in your brown yellow? | |
| O it is the shape, the shape of my mate! | |
| O moon, do not keep her from me any longer. | |
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| Land! land! land! | 90 |
| Whichever way I turn, O I think you could give me my mate back again, if you only would; | |
| For I am almost sure I see her dimly whichever way I look. | |
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| O rising stars! | |
| Perhaps the one I want so much will rise, will rise with some of you. | |
| O throat! O trembling throat! | 95 |
| Sound clearer through the atmosphere! | |
| Pierce the woods, the earth; | |
| Somewhere listening to catch you, must be the one I want. | |
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| Shake out, carols! | |
| Solitary herethe nights carols! | 100 |
| Carols of lonesome love! Deaths carols! | |
| Carols under that lagging, yellow, waning moon! | |
| O, under that moon, where she droops almost down into the sea! | |
| O reckless, despairing carols! | |
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| But soft! sink low; | 105 |
| Soft! let me just murmur; | |
| And do you wait a moment, you husky-noised sea; | |
| For somewhere I believe I heard my mate responding to me, | |
| So faintI must be still, be still to listen; | |
| But not altogether still, for then she might not come immediately to me. | 110 |
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| Hither, my love! | |
| Here I am! Here! | |
| With this just-sustaind note I announce myself to you; | |
| This gentle call is for you, my love, for you. | |
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| Do not be decoyd elsewhere! | 115 |
| That is the whistle of the windit is not my voice; | |
| That is the fluttering, the fluttering of the spray; | |
| Those are the shadows of leaves. | |
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| O darkness! O in vain! | |
| O I am very sick and sorrowful! | 120 |
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| O brown halo in the sky, near the moon, drooping upon the sea! | |
| O troubled reflection in the sea! | |
| O throat! O throbbing heart! | |
| O alland I singing uselessly, uselessly all the night! | |
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| Yet I murmur, murmur on. | 125 |
| O murmursyou yourselves make me continue to sing, I know not why! | |
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| O past! O life! O songs of joy! | |
| In the airin the woodsover fields; | |
| Loved! loved! loved! loved! loved! | |
| But my love no more, no more with me! | 130 |
| We two together no more! | |
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VIII The aria sinking; | |
| All else continuingthe stars shining, | |
| The winds blowingthe notes of the bird continuous echoing, | |
| With angry moans the fierce old mother incessantly moaning, | 135 |
| On the sands of Paumanoks shore, grey and rustling; | |
| The yellow half-moon enlarged, sagging down, drooping, the face of the sea almost touching; | |
| The boy ecstaticwith his bare feet the waves, with his hair the atmosphere dallying, | |
| The love in the heart long pent, now loose, now at last tumultuously bursting, | |
| The arias meaning, the ears, the Soul, swiftly depositing, | 140 |
| The strange tears down the cheeks coursing, | |
| The colloquy therethe trioeach uttering, | |
| The undertonethe savage old mother, incessantly crying, | |
| To the boys Souls questions sullenly timingsome drownd secret hissing, | |
| To the outsetting bard of love. | 145 |
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IX Demon or bird! (said the boys soul,) | |
| Is it indeed toward your mate you sing? or is it mostly to me? | |
| For I, that was a child, my tongues use sleeping, | |
| Now I have heard you, | |
| Now in a moment I know what I am forI awake, | 150 |
| And already a thousand singersa thousand songs, clearer, louder and more sorrowful than yours, | |
| A thousand warbling echoes have started to life within me, | |
| Never to die. | |
| O you singer, solitary, singing by yourselfprojecting me; | |
| O solitary me, listeningnevermore shall I cease perpetuating you; | 155 |
| Never more shall I escape, never more the reverberations, | |
| Never more the cries of unsatisfied love be absent from me, | |
| Never again leave me to be the peaceful child I was before what there, in the night, | |
| By the sea, under the yellow and sagging moon, | |
| The messenger there arousedthe fire, the sweet hell within, | 160 |
| The unknown want, the destiny of me! | |
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| O give me the clue! (it lurks in the night here somewhere;) | |
| O if I am to have so much, let me have more! | |
| O a word! O what is my destination? (I fear it is henceforth chaos;) | |
| O how joys, dreads, convolutions, human shapes, and all shapes, spring as from graves around me! | 165 |
| O phantoms! you cover all the land and all the sea! | |
| O I cannot see in the dimness whether you smile or frown upon me; | |
| O vapour, a look, a word! O well-beloved! | |
| O you dear womens and mens phantoms! | |
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| A word then, (for I will conquer it,) | 170 |
| The word final, superior to all, | |
| Subtle, sent upwhat is it?I listen; | |
| Are you whispering it, and have been all the time, you sea-waves? | |
| Is that it from your liquid rims and wet sands? | |
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X Whereto answering, the sea, | 175 |
| Delaying not, hurrying not, | |
| Whisperd me through the night, and very plainly before daybreak, | |
| Lispd to me the low and delicious word DEATH; | |
| And again Deathever Death, Death, Death, | |
| Hissing melodious, neither like the bird, nor like my aroused childs heart, | 180 |
| But edging near, as privately for me, rustling at my feet, | |
| Creeping thence steadily up to my ears, and laving me softly all over, | |
| Death, Death, Death, Death, Death. | |
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| Which I do not forget, | |
| But fuse the song of my dusky demon and brother, | 185 |
| That he sang to me in the moonlight on Paumanoks grey beach, | |
| With the thousand responsive songs, at random, | |
| My own songs, awaked from that hour; | |
| And with them the key, the word up from the waves, | |
| The word of the sweetest song, and all songs, | 190 |
| That strong and delicious word which, creeping to my feet, | |
| The sea whisperd me. | |
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