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ARE. I marvel my boy comes not back again: | |
| But that I know my love will question him | |
| Over and over,how I slept, wakd, talkd, | |
| How I remembred him when his dear name | 4 |
| Was last spoke, and how when I sighd, wept, sung, | |
| And ten thousand such,I should be angry at his stay. | |
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Enter KING KING. What, at your meditations! Who attends you? | |
| ARE. None but my single self. I need no guard; | 8 |
| I do no wrong, nor fear none. | |
| KING. Tell me, have you not a boy? | |
| ARE. Yes, sir. | |
| KING. What kind of boy? | 12 |
| ARE. A page, a waiting-boy. | |
| KING. A handsome boy? | |
| ARE. I think he be not ugly: | |
| Well qualified and dutiful I know him; | 16 |
| I took him not for beauty. | |
| KING. He speaks and sings and plays? | |
| ARE. Yes, sir. | |
| KING. About eighteen? | 20 |
| ARE. I never askd his age. | |
| KING. Is he full of service? | |
| ARE. By your pardon, why do you ask? | |
| KING. Put him away. | 24 |
| ARE. Sir! | |
| KING. Put him away, I say. | |
| Has done you that good service shames me to speak of. | |
| ARE. Good sir, let me understand you. | 28 |
| KING. If you fear me, | |
| Show it in duty; put away that boy. | |
| ARE. Let me have reason for it, sir, and then | |
| Your will is my command. | 32 |
| KING. Do not you blush to ask it? Cast him off, | |
| Or I shall do the same to you. Youre one | |
| Shame with me, and so near unto myself, | |
| That, by my life, I dare not tell myself | 36 |
| What you, myself, have done. | |
| ARE. What have I done, my lord? | |
| KING. Tis a new language, that all love to learn: | |
| The common people speak it well already; | 40 |
| They need no grammar. Understand me well; | |
| There be foul whispers stirring. Cast him off, | |
| And suddenly. Do it! Farewell. Exit. | |
| ARE. Where may a maiden live securely free, | 44 |
| Keeping her honour fair? Not with the living. | |
| They feed upon opinions, errors, dreams, | |
| And make em truths; they draw a nourishment | |
| Out of defamings, grow upon disgraces, | 48 |
| And, when they see a virtue fortified | |
| Strongly above the battery of their tongues, | |
| Oh, how they cast to sink it! and, defeated, | |
| (Soul-sick with poison) strike the monuments | 52 |
| Where noble names lie sleeping, till they sweat, | |
| And the cold marble melt. | |
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Enter PHILASTER PHI. Peace to your fairest thoughts, dearest mistress! | |
| ARE. Oh, my dearest servant, 2 I have a war within me! | 56 |
| PHI. He must be more than man that makes these crystals | |
| Run into rivers. Sweetest fair, the cause? | |
| And, as I am you slave, tied to your goodness, | |
| Your creature, made again from what I was | 60 |
| And newly-spirited, Ill right your honour. | |
| ARE. Oh, my best love, that boy! | |
| PHI. What boy? | |
| ARE. The pretty boy you gave me | 64 |
| PHI. What of him? | |
| ARE. Must be no more mine. | |
| PHI. Why? | |
| ARE. They are jealous of him. | 68 |
| PHI. Jealous! Who? | |
| ARE. The King. | |
| PHI. [Aside.] Oh, my misfortune! | |
| Then tis no idle jealousy.Let him go. | 72 |
| ARE. Oh, cruel! | |
| Are you hard-hearted too? Who shall now tell you | |
| How much I lovd you? Who shall swear it to you, | |
| And weep the tears I send? Who shall now bring you | 76 |
| Letters, rings, bracelets? Lose his health in service? | |
| Wake tedious nights in stories of your praise? | |
| Who shall now sing your crying elegies, | |
| And strike a sad soul into senseless pictures, | 80 |
| And make them mourn? Who shall take up his lute, | |
| And touch it till he crown a silent sleep | |
| Upon my eye-lids, making me dream, and cry, | |
| Oh, my dear, dear Philaster! | 84 |
| PHI. [Aside.] Oh, my heart! | |
| Would he had broken thee, that made me know | |
| This lady was not loyal!Mistress, | |
| Forget the boy; Ill get thee a far better. | 88 |
| ARE. Oh, never, never such a boy again | |
| As my Bellario! | |
| PHI. Tis but your fond affection. | |
| ARE. With thee, my boy, farewell for ever | 92 |
| All secrecy in servants! Farewell faith, | |
| And all desire to do well for itself! | |
| Let all that shall succeed thee for thy wrongs | |
| Sell and betray chaste love! | 96 |
| PHI. And all this passion for a boy? | |
| ARE. He was your boy, and you put him to me, | |
| And the loss of such must have a mourning for. | |
| PHI. Oh, thou forgetful woman! | 100 |
| ARE. How, my lord? | |
| PHI. False Arethusa! | |
| Hast thou a medicine to restore my wits, | |
| When I have lost em? If not, leave to talk, | 104 |
| And do thus. | |
| ARE. Do what, sir? Would you sleep? | |
| PHI. For ever, Arethusa. Oh, you gods, | |
| Give me a worthy patience! Have I stood | 108 |
| Naked, alone, the shock of many fortunes? | |
| Have I seen mischiefs numberless and mighty | |
| Grow like a sea upon me? Have I taken | |
| Danger as stern as death into my bosom, | 112 |
| And laughd upon it, made it but a mirth, | |
| And flung it by? Do I live now like him, | |
| Under this tyrant King, that languishing | |
| Hears his sad bell and sees his mourners? Do I | 116 |
| Bear all this bravely, and must sink at length | |
| Under a womans falsehood? Oh, that boy, | |
| That cursed boy! None but a villain boy | |
| To ease your lust? | 120 |
| ARE. Nay, then, I am betrayed: | |
| I feel the plot cast for my overthrow. | |
| Oh, I am wretched! | |
| PHI. Now you may take that little right I have | 124 |
| To this poor kingdom. Give it to your joy; | |
| For I have no joy in it. Some far place, | |
| Where never womankind durst set her foot | |
| For 3 bursting with her poisons, must I seek, | 128 |
| And live to curse you; | |
| There dig a cave, and preach to birds and beasts | |
| What woman is, and help to save them from you; | |
| How heaven is in your eyes, but in your hearts | 132 |
| More hell than hell has; how your tongues, like scorpions, | |
| Both heal and poison; 4 how your thoughts are woven | |
| With thousand changes in one subtle web, | |
| And worn so by you; how that foolish man, | 136 |
| That reads the story of a womans face | |
| And dies believing it, is lost for ever; | |
| How all the good you have is but a shadow, | |
| I the morning with you, and at night behind you, | 140 |
| Past and forgotten; how your vows are frosts, | |
| Fast for a night, and with the next sun gone; | |
| How you are, being taken all together, | |
| A mere confusion, and so dead a chaos, | 144 |
| That love cannot distinguish. These sad texts, | |
| Till my last hour, I am bound to utter of you. | |
| So, farewell all my woe, all my delight! Exit. | |
| ARE. Be merciful, ye gods, and strike me dead! | 148 |
| What way have I deservd this? Make my breast | |
| Transparent as pure crystal, that the world, | |
| Jealous of me, may see the foulest thought | |
| My heart holds. Where shall a woman turn her eyes, | 152 |
| To find out constancy? | |
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Enter BELLARIO Save me, how black | |
| And guiltily, methinks, that boy looks now! | |
| Oh, thou dissembler, that, before thou spakst, | 156 |
| Wert in thy cradle false, sent to make lies | |
| And betray innocents! Thy lord and thou | |
| May glory in the ashes of a maid | |
| Foold by her passion; but the conquest is | 160 |
| Nothing so great as wicked. Fly away! | |
| Let my command force thee to that which shame | |
| Would do without it. If thou understoodst | |
| The loathed office thou hast undergone, | 164 |
| Why, thou wouldst hide thee under heaps of hills, | |
| Lest men should dig and find thee. | |
| BEL. Oh, what god, | |
| Angry with men, hath sent this strange disease | 168 |
| Into the noblest minds! Madam, this grief | |
| You add unto me is no more than drops | |
| To seas, for which they are not seen to swell. | |
| My lord hath struck his anger through my heart, | 172 |
| And let out all the hope of future joys. | |
| You need not bid me fly; I came to part, | |
| To take my latest leave. Farewell for ever! | |
| I durst not run away in honesty | 176 |
| From such a lady, like a boy that stole | |
| Or made some grievous fault. The power of gods | |
| Assist you in your sufferings! Hasty time | |
| Reveal the truth to your abused lord | 180 |
| And mine, that he may know your worth; whilst I | |
| Go seek out some forgotten place to die! Exit. | |
| ARE. Peace guide thee! Thou hast overthrown me once; | |
| Yet, if I had another Troy to lose, | 184 |
| Thou, or another villain with thy looks, | |
| Might talk me out of it, and send me naked, | |
| My hair dishevelld, through the fiery streets. | |
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Enter a Lady LADY. Madam, the King would hunt, and calls for you | 188 |
| With earnestness. | |
| ARE. I am in tune to hunt! | |
| Diana, if thou canst rage with a maid | |
| As with a man, 5 let me discover thee | 192 |
| Bathing, and turn me to a fearful hind, | |
| That I may die pursued by cruel hounds, | |
| And have my story written in my wounds! Exeunt. | |