|Herman Melville (18191891). Moby-Dick. 1922.|
(The cabin; by the stern windows; Ahab sitting alone, and gazing out.)
I LEAVE a white and turbid wake; pale waters, paler cheeks, whereer I sail. The envious billows sidelong swell to whelm my track; let them; but first I pass.
| Yonder, by ever-brimming goblets rim, the warm waves blush like wine. The gold brow plumbs the blue. The diver sunslow dived from noongoes down; my soul mounts up! she wearies with her endless hill. Is, then, the crown too heavy that I wear? this Iron Crown of Lombardy. Yet is it bright with many a gem; I, the wearer, see not its far flashings; but darkly feel that I wear that, that dazzlingly confounds. Tis ironthat I knownot gold. Tis split, toothat I feel; the jagged edge galls me so, my brain seems to beat against the solid metal; ay, steel skull, mine; the sort that needs no helmet in the most brain-battering fight!|| 2|
| Dry heat upon my brow? Oh! time was, when as the sunrise nobly spurred me, so the sunset soothed. No more. This lovely light, it lights not me; all loveliness is anguish to me, since I can neer enjoy. Gifted with the high perception, I lack the low, enjoying power; damned, most subtly and most malignantly! damned in the midst of Paradise! Good nightgood night! (Waving his hand, he moves from the window.)|| 3|
| Twas not so hard a task. I thought to find one stubborn, at the least; but my one cogged circle fits into all their various wheels, and they revolve. Or, if you will, like so many ant-hills of powder, they all stand before me; and I their match. Oh, hard! that to fire others, the match itself must needs be wasting! What I ve dared, I ve willed; and what I ve willed, I ll do! They think me madStarbuck does; but I m demoniac, I am madness maddened! That wild madness that s only calm to comprehend itself! The prophecy was that I should be dismembered; andAy! I lost this leg. I now prophesy that I will dismember my dismemberer. Now, then, be the prophet and the fulfiller one. That s more than ye, ye great gods, ever were. I laugh and hoot at ye, ye cricket-players, ye pugilists, ye deaf Burkes and blinded Bendigoes! I will not say as schoolboys do to bullies,Take some one of your own size; dont pommel me! No, ye ve knocked me down, and I am up again; but ye have run and hidden. Come forth from behind your cotton bags! I have no long gun to reach ye. Come, Ahabs compliments to ye; come and see if ye can swerve me. Swerve me? ye cannot swerve me, else ye swerve yourselves! man has ye there. Swerve me? The path to my fixed purpose is laid with iron rails, whereon my soul is grooved to run. Over unsounded gorges, through the rifled hearts of mountains, under torrents beds, unerringly I rush! Naught s an obstacle, naught s an angle to the iron way!|| 4|