LAURIE lay luxuriously swinging to and fro in his hammock, one warm September afternoon, wondering what his neighbors were about, but too lazy to go and find out. He was in one of his moods; for the day had been both unprofitable and unsatisfactory, and he was wishing he could live it over again. The hot weather made him indolent, and he had shirked his studies, tried Mr. Brookes patience to the utmost, displeased his grandfather by practising half the afternoon, frightened the maid-servants half out of their wits, by mischievously hinting that one of his dogs was going mad, and, after high words with the stable-man about some fancied neglect of his horse, he had flung himself into his hammock, to fume over the stupidity of the world in general, till the peace of the lovely day quieted him in spite of himself. Staring up into the green gloom of the horse-chestnut trees above him, he dreamed dreams of all sorts, and was just imagining himself tossing on the ocean, in a voyage round the world, when the sound of voices brought him ashore in a flash. Peeping through the meshes of the hammock, he saw the Marches coming out, as if bound on some expedition.
What in the world are those girls about now? thought Laurie, opening his sleepy eyes to take a good look, for there was something rather peculiar in the appearance of his neighbors. Each wore a large, flapping hat, a brown linen pouch slung over one shoulder, and carried a long staff. Meg had a cushion, Jo a book, Beth a basket, and Amy a portfolio. All walked quietly through the garden, out at the little back gate, and began to climb the hill that lay between the house and river.
Well, that s cool! said Laurie to himself, to have a picnic and never ask me. They cant be going in the boat, for they have nt got the key. Perhaps they forgot it; I ll take it to them, and see what s going on.
Though possessed of half a dozen hats, it took him some time to find one; then there was a hunt for the key, which was at last discovered in his pocket; so that the girls were quite out of sight when he leaped the fence and ran after them. Taking the shortest way to the boat-house, he waited for them to appear: but no one came, and he went up the hill to take an observation. A grove of pines covered one part of it, and from the heart of this green spot came a clearer sound than the soft sigh of the pines or the drowsy chirp of the crickets.
It was rather a pretty little picture, for the sisters sat together in the shady nook, with sun and shadow flickering over them, the aromatic wind lifting their hair and cooling their hot cheeks, and all the little wood-people going on with their affairs as if these were no strangers, but old friends. Meg sat upon her cushion, sewing daintily with her white hands, and looking as fresh and sweet as a rose, in her pink dress, among the green. Beth was sorting the cones that lay thick under the hemlock near by, for she made pretty things of them. Amy was sketching a group of ferns, and Jo was knitting as she read aloud. A shadow passed over the boys face as he watched them, feeling that he ought to go away, because uninvited; yet lingering, because home seemed very lonely, and this quiet party in the woods most attractive to his restless spirit. He stood so still that a squirrel, busy with its harvesting, ran down a pine close beside him, saw him suddenly and skipped back, scolding so shrilly that Beth looked up, espied the wistful face behind the birches, and beckoned with a reassuring smile.
Much obliged; I ll do anything if you ll let me stop a bit, for it s as dull as the Desert of Sahara down there. Shall I sew, read, cone, draw, or do all at once? Bring on your bears; I m ready, and Laurie sat down, with a submissive expression delightful to behold.
Oh, did nt she tell you about this new plan of ours? Well, we have tried not to waste our holiday, but each has had a task, and worked at it with a will. The vacation is nearly over, the stints are all done, and we are ever so glad that we did nt dawdle.
Mother likes to have us out of doors as much as possible; so we bring our work here, and have nice times. For the fun of it we bring our things in these bags, wear the old hats, use poles to climb the hill, and play pilgrims, as we used to do years ago. We call this hill the Delectable Mountain, for we can look far away and see the country where we hope to live some time.
Jo pointed, and Laurie sat up to examine; for through an opening in the wood one could look across the wide, blue river, the meadows on the other side, far over the outskirts of the great city, to the green hills that rose to meet the sky. The sun was low, and the heavens glowed with the splendor of an autumn sunset. Gold and purple clouds lay on the hill-tops; and rising high into the ruddy light were silvery white peaks, that shone like the airy spires of some Celestial City.
Jo talks about the country where we hope to live some time,the real country, she means, with pigs and chickens and haymaking. It would be nice, but I wish the beautiful country up there was real, and we could ever go to it, said Beth musingly.
You ll have me for company, if that s any comfort. I shall have to do a deal of travelling before I come in sight of your Celestial City. If I arrive late, you ll say a good word for me, wont you, Beth?
Something in the boys face troubled his little friend; but she said cheerfully, with her quiet eyes on the changing clouds, If people really want to go, and really try all their lives, I think they will get in; for I dont believe there are any locks on that door, or any guards at the gate. I always imagine it is as it is in the picture, where the shining ones stretch out their hands to welcome poor Christian as he comes up from the river.
After I d seen as much of the world as I want to, I d like to settle in Germany, and have just as much music as I choose. I m to be a famous musician myself, and all creation is to rush to hear me; and I m never to be bothered about money or business, but just enjoy myself, and live for what I like. That s my favorite castle. What s yours, Meg?
Margaret seemed to find it a little hard to tell hers, and waved a brake before her face, as if to disperse imaginary gnats, while she said slowly, I should like a lovely house, full of all sorts of luxurious things,nice food, pretty clothes, handsome furniture, pleasant people, and heaps of money. I am to be mistress of it, and manage it as I like, with plenty of servants, so I never need work a bit. How I should enjoy it! for I would nt be idle, but do good, and make every one love me dearly.
Why dont you say you d have a splendid, wise, good husband, and some angelic little children? You know your castle would nt be perfect without, said blunt Jo, who had no tender fancies yet, and rather scorned romance, except in books.
Would nt I though? I d have a stable full of Arabian steeds, rooms piled with books, and I d write out of a magic inkstand, so that my works should be as famous as Lauries music. I want to do something splendid before I go into my castle,something heroic or wonderful, that wont be forgotten after I m dead. I dont know what, but I m on the watch for it, and mean to astonish you all, some day. I think I shall write books, and get rich and famous: that would suit me, so that is my favorite dream.
We re an ambitious set, are nt we? Every one of us, but Beth, wants to be rich and famous, and gorgeous in every respect. I do wonder if any of us will ever get our wishes, said Laurie, chewing grass like a meditative calf.
Is she? By Jupiter I will, if I only get the chance! cried Laurie, sitting up with sudden energy. I ought to be satisfied to please grandfather, and I do try, but it s working against the grain, you see, and comes hard. He wants me to be an India merchant, as he was, and I d rather be shot. I hate tea and silk and spices, and every sort of rubbish his old ships bring, and I dont care how soon they go to the bottom when I own them. Going to college ought to satisfy him, for if I give him four years he ought to let me off from the business; but he s set, and I ve got to do just as he did, unless I break away and please myself, as my father did. If there was any one left to stay with the old gentleman, I d do it to-morrow.
Laurie spoke excitedly, and looked ready to carry his threat into execution on the slightest provocation; for he was growing up very fast, and, in spite of his indolent ways, had a young mans hatred of subjection, a young mans restless longing to try the world for himself.
I advise you to sail away in one of your ships, and never come home again till you have tried your own way, said Jo, whose imagination was fired by the thought of such a daring exploit, and whose sympathy was excited by what she called Teddys wrongs.
That s not right, Jo; you must nt talk in that way, and Laurie must nt take your bad advice. You should do just what your grandfather wishes, my dear boy, said Meg, in her most maternal tone. Do your best at college, and, when he sees that you try to please him, I m sure he wont be hard or unjust to you. As you say, there is no one else to stay with and love him, and you d never forgive yourself if you left him without his permission. Dont be dismal or fret, but do your duty; and you ll get your reward, as good Mr. Brooke has, by being respected and loved.
Only what your grandpa told us about him,how he took good care of his own mother till she died, and would nt go abroad as tutor to some nice person, because he would nt leave her; and how he provides now for an old woman who nursed his mother; and never tells any one, but is just as generous and patient and good as he can be.
So he is, dear old fellow! said Laurie heartily, as Meg paused, looking flushed and earnest with her story. It s like grandpa to find out all about him, without letting him know, and to tell all his goodness to others, so that they might like him. Brooke could nt understand why your mother was so kind to him, asking him over with me, and treating him in her beautiful friendly way. He thought she was just perfect, and talked about it for days and days, and went on about you all in flaming style. If ever I do get my wish, you see what I ll do for Brooke.
I can always tell by his face, when he goes away. If you have been good, he looks satisfied and walks briskly; if you have plagued him, he s sober and walks slowly, as if he wanted to go back and do his work better.
We have nt; dont be angry, and oh, dont tell him I said anything! It was only to show that I cared how you get on, and what is said here is said in confidence, you know, cried Meg, much alarmed at the thought of what might follow from her careless speech.
I dont tell tales, replied Laurie, with his high and mighty air, as Jo called a certain expression which he occasionally wore. Only if Brooke is going to be a thermometer, I must mind and have fair weather for him to report.
Please dont be offended. I did nt mean to preach or tell tales or be silly; I only thought Jo was encouraging you in a feeling which you d be sorry for, by and by. You are so kind to us, we feel as if you were our brother, and say just what we think. Forgive me, I meant it kindly. And Meg offered her hand with a gesture both affectionate and timid.
Ashamed of his momentary pique, Laurie squeezed the kind little hand, and said frankly, I m the one to be forgiven; I m cross, and have been out of sorts all day. I like to have you tell me my faults and be sisterly, so dont mind if I am grumpy sometimes; I thank you all the same.
Bent on showing that he was not offended, he made himself as agreeable as possible,wound cotton for Meg, recited poetry to please Jo, shook down cones for Beth, and helped Amy with her ferns, proving himself a fit person to belong to the Busy Bee Society. In the midst of an animated discussion on the domestic habits of turtles (one of those amiable creatures having strolled up from the river), the faint sound of a bell warned them that Hannah had put the tea to draw, and they would just have time to get home to supper.
That night, when Beth played to Mr. Laurence in the twilight, Laurie, standing in the shadow of the curtain, listened to the little David, whose simple music always quieted his moody spirit, and watched the old man, who sat with his gray head on his hand, thinking tender thoughts of the dead child he had loved so much. Remembering the conversation of the afternoon, the boy said to himself, with the resolve to make the sacrifice cheerfully, I ll let my castle go, and stay with the dear old gentleman while he needs me, for I am all he has.