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1984 Diary Entry Essay

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G. Orwell’s ‘1984’ - written assignment. The following text is a diary entry, written by Winston. It’s what he would’ve written when he had just been arrested and brought to Miniluv, if he had been able to. This is the last entry in the diary of Winston Smith. It finally happened. I was dead long before, but soon I’ll be shot in the head for real. I hope it’s quick, at least in the end, after the torture. I hope and I don’t believe myself, for I know it’s a futile hope, simply the bit of humanity left in me fighting to survive. What will it take to break me? I’m not strong. I need to be. I’m scared. It’s foolish to think that the way I die can affect the future in any way, but it’s important. I need to die with my own thoughts in my skull, so that when they shoot me, those thoughts will get out with the stream of my blood and brain matter. And maybe, in the second before darkness descends, I’ll …show more content…

This will also be an interesting read for those who enjoy analyzing people based on how they react in stressful situations. But all readers should feel pity and pride for this man, who has locked his emotional turmoil under a numbed soul, brain frantically leaping through visions of a golden future and nightmares filled with pain and torture, all the while still staying as brave as possible in these circumstances, saying: “You can’t break all of me!” And that is the point. Even though Winston loves BB in the end, even though he has been tortured past the point of breaking, he fought until the end, and then made the most human choice. He stayed human as he gave in, as he was brainwashed and destroyed from within, because he was human enough to admit we can’t always win. The text has fulfilled its’ purpose of showing how humanity can stand against death and accept it as inevitable in the same

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