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9/11: A Short Story

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All I wanted was moments with my mom when I was nine; I did not get it. What about age ten, eleven, and twelve? My whole childhood was snatched out from under me, and I had to grow up way to fast. Don’t worry, I did not blame you. I blamed myself until I was fifteen. It was my fault my mother tried to drown my sisters and me. I saw signs and clues. I could tell she was not acting herself, but I said nothing. I didn’t go and ask another grownup for help. I put my sisters’ lives in danger, because I didn’t protect them. I remember the day our grandmother got legal guardian ship over us; she came home and said, “I can beat the hell out of you now if I want.” She was nice until that day. After that, she would get mad and throw things at us from …show more content…

The fight was my fault though. I don’t know how to keep my mouth shut. Our grandmother made me go to the store with Kristi to get a refill on her five-gallon water jug. When we got in the car she lit a cigarette. I told her, she was not supposed to smoke in the car. I have asthma. She took a big puff and blew it in the car before responding, “You can stick your head out of the window.” She was so drunk that on the way home from the store she turned so fast it knocked the water over. I was furious. When we got back to the house I said to our grandmother, “I am never riding anywhere with her again.” I knew it was not ok to break the rules and talk back, but I couldn’t take it anymore. Kristi responded by saying, if I wanted to act like a grown-up then she would fight me like a …show more content…

I have not been in a really long time. I have been to hell and back, and went through it all without you. I do not say this to hurt you, but for you to see where I am coming from. I am not angry with you. I do not hate you. You did give birth to me, but you did not raise me. You spent half of my life in the military and the other half in prison. We are complete strangers. I am writing this for you to see just how hard it is to give you moments of my time. It would be easier for me to give you my kidney. I am not a cold heartless person. If someone needed a kidney and knew I was a match, I would it in a heartbeat. What I cannot do is call you mom. Am I saying I never want to talk to you as long as I shall live? No! But I am not going to be in an unhealthy relationship. I’m sorry if you feel that the way I feel is wrong, but I cannot change that. I do not want to be in contact with you if you are still doing drugs, or are going to pull me away from my studies. Positive influences are the only thing I need in my life right now. If you are ready for that, you have to understand that relationship is going to take time to build. We are complete strangers. There are going to need to be healthy

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