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A Long Way Gone: Ishmael's Transformation

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A Long Way Gone: Ishmael’s Transformation

Ishmael Beah is someone who has lived through a lot. As a child, he grew up in Mattru Jong, Sierra Leone. His life was changed when war came into his country. Here, we will be exploring the transition from being an innocent child to becoming a soldier, to being a scarred adult.

Ishmael was first just a child who lived with his family. He had a mother, father, and brother. They operated just like a normal family as seen here, “One afternoon, Father came home while Junior, Mohamed, Talloi, and I were learning the verse of ‘I Know You Got Soul’ by Eric B. & Rakim” (Beah 6). Ishmael hung out with friends and his family just like any normal kid would do. He liked music so much that “Junior, Talloi, and …show more content…

After his home was attacked, he fled away to the only escape route out of town. In fact, “Everyone headed for it” (24). He was no longer living like a normal boy, instead, he now is a wanderer without a home. Instead of gaining friends now, he began losing them. His friend once ate an animal and then “Saidu’s body was washed and prepared for burial the next day” (85). Ishmael lost his closest friends to him because of the war. Never in his life had he lost someone close to him like that, and especially not because of war. Not only that, Ishmael joined the army. He was forced to do so in order to live. He used to be innocent and not have to join any war but now, “With trembling hands I took the gun, saluted him, and ran to the back of the line, still holding the gun but afraid to look at it" (111). Ishmael is now carrying a gun and has joined the military to kill the enemy. An army is a place where you are trained to kill, and now Ishmael, only a boy, is joining that group. Not only that, Ishmael also took various drugs. Some days the only things he ate was “...sardines and corned beef with gar, sniff cocaine, brown brown, and take some white capsules” (122). He could not get off of them and would do anything to get more. He had never taken drugs before, but now he was addicted to them and would not get off of them. But, by far, the largest transformation is that Ishmael began to kill people. He once played a “game” where …show more content…

Even then,“When one of the soldiers came to search me, I pushed him and told him that if he touched me I would kill him”(129). He wanted to stay in the army and keep fighting, showing just how much the army caused him to be scarred. However, UNICEF made Ishmael go with them too, Freetown, the capital of Sierra Leone. He had never seen a city as big as this one before. He was placed in a rehabilitation center and did not like it at all. He did things like “...refused to do anything that we were asked to do, except eat” (138) and “...fight for hours in between meals, for no reason at all" (139). He wanted to fight, so he found another group of boys to fight there instead. Ishmael was so angry once he “...punched the glass with my fist" (140). He did not trust many people there but slowly began to make new friends. One of the nurses he was being taken care by eventually became his friend, but still “...didn’t completely trust Esther” (166). When Ismael found love and a girlfriend, his relationships would not last long because “They wanted to know about me, and I wasn’t ready to tell them.” (184). He was so scarred that he would end a relationship because he did not want to talk about what happened to him when he fought in the war. Ishmael was so scarred and had been through so much, that the United Nations wanted him to speak at a conference about children fighting in wars. He created

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