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Alexie 's Essay : Indian Education

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In Alexie’s essay “Indian Education”, he talks about “hearing voices from the girls’ bathroom, nervous whispers of anorexia and bulimia” which rings so clear to me. I know he sees it at self-pity due to his upbringing and starvation not being a choice, but I also see it as a way to gain some sort of control in the midst of complete chaos. I understand his thoughts about it and why he says, “there is more than one way to starve.” So many families starve by unfair circumstances which saddens my heart, but some of us starve ourselves for other unfortunate reasons. In my experience, I could not control what was going on around me and this was a way to gain some type of grasp on something in my life. Another reason for choosing to starve myself was being made fun of for not being a stick figure like everyone else. Regardless of what the reasons may be, it can be devastating to the mind until we fight our way back to some type of normalcy. I became anorexic at the age of 13. I lived in an abusive home with my father whose life was consumed with alcohol and drugs, and a mom who struggled to fight her way out. I have two sisters. I was the middle child and constantly begged and searched for the approval of my dad. I never really accomplished it, but I didn’t stop trying. I had meat on my bones, but was not overweight by any means. I was 13 and weighed about 110 pounds. My sisters were naturally skinny and could eat without concern of weight gain. I loved to eat a lot, and my

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