Amanda Calkins is someone that very few people would consider a role model. A twenty one year old girl in culinary school who doesn’t have much to her name other than a beat up yellow volkswagen beetle, a cat named Dinah, and her weekly pack of marlboro red cigarettes that she carries around in her black leather purse. She is always running late, constantly swearing, and has the most unpredictable temper. Her skin is white as the snow, and her edgy black shaggy hair frames her face giving off a very mysterious look. Tattoos and piercings cover her rawboned and angular body, and her baggy clothes make her look all skin and bones. She is a very independent woman who doesn’t let the thoughts of anyone else interfere with her life and has …show more content…
“Well you better start working on it then because you’re going to do it on stage at the recital whether you can or can’t, hopefully it will look good,” she replied back sternly.
I let out a big sigh and tried not to think about how stupid I would look on stage when I fell out of the turn and continued with class trying to distract myself from the worries. Another 45 minutes went by and class was over. She dismissed us and I walked to the front corner of the rectangular room to grab my sweatshirt that I had placed on the floor earlier that class. I then headed to the door and was about to exit the class when I heard a soft voice. “Halle, can I talk to you for a minute.” That was Amandas voice.
I stopped mid-step and millions of thoughts rushed through my head. What was she going to say to me? Was she going to yell at me for not being able to do the turn? Was she going to take me out of the dance? I had never been so nervous at dance before and I felt a sense of uneasiness come over my whole body as I walked towards her. “You know why I am making you do that in the dance right?” she questioned me. “No.” Why would she choose me to do that I thought to myself. There were many other people in my class who were equally capable to do that. I didn’t want to embarrass myself in front of everyone doing something that I wasn’t confident doing. “I chose you because I know you can do it,” her voice lightened up, “because I believe in you.”
It was at that point where
She took of her glasses and stared at me. “I’ll tell you why,” she said.
Amanda is a desperate mother who is “clinging frantically to another time and place.”() Caught between the past and the present, she has a hard time coming to terms with the fact her life had passed her by. She hopelessly uses escape
Once reaching class I breathed a sigh of relief that I wasn't late this time. I gave each of the members their bags before taking a seat in the back and took out my sketch pad. I unconsciously began
Amanda is a 16-year-old sophomore at DeWalt Alternative School who lives in La Porte, Texas with her mother, step-father, and older sister. Amanda and her mother, Mrs.
My heart is in my throat as I walk onstage. The curtain opens, and the dance number starts. I see my friend Maggie come out with the rest of the graceful dancers. She looks at ease, and I start to sweat. I remember the dance moves that Sophie taught us. Up, step, back, tease and turn. As I move my way up to the front of the circle, I try to remember the lines that I have to
Critical Casebook of interpreting Amanda wheels you from seeing the struggling mother to the terrible excuse for a mother that most would call social services to leave her an empty-nester. Rasco brings images of the “death-house” she created for her children. I do have to say, this image did make me laugh, of course you must laugh, or you would cry. Rasco’s distain for Amanda is evident with statements of “destroying every vestige of hope and beauty and joy.” The accounts of Amanda bring a perspective that many have come to including Jones, that further the views of her selfishness, valuing money or gentleman caller’s over her daughter’s own happiness.
"No, look I promise I can do it!" Pete huffed. He strummed and produced a horrible sound.
“Well….” I replied, unsure what to say. I gave her the look that said ‘I know what you're doing.’
“I’m sorry. I will practice harder.” Lance’s voice came out stuttered and fast. His cheeks still red and breathing off.
“I’m not making any promises that she will say yes, though. I will do my best to show her your more,” I look him up and down, “ understanding and less overwhelming side...” Orsino scoffs at me.
My hands were shaking, my body was shaking, I was feeling very uneasy about the dance. I still felt I had not gotten enough practice. I performed the dance with a smaller group of people than the full group so that we could all be examined by the judges more carefully. Being examined more carefully was extremely stressful. The judges were able to see my every step. My heart started racing as the music started. There was no turning back now. Everything I worked for reflected on this moment. All my worries washed away as I took the first step. I was halfway done with the dance. The hardest part was coming up. Leap, turn, place my leg carefully so that I could land in the perfect way. Heart thumping, anxiety coming back. As I was in the air I moved my leg so that I could land perfectly and all of a sudden I fell. I messed up but had to continue. I felt so embarrassed but I was very proud of all the work I had put into memorizing it. The dance was over. I messed up one time but I kept reminding myself that everybody messes up sometimes. I was afraid of the results that I would receive on Sunday. I woke up to an email that I had gotten onto the JV dance team along with my friends. I was ecstatic and so were my friends. Ever since dance started I have gotten so much closer with the girls that I dance with and I would definetly recomend dance team to anyone who is interested in
She looked back up, her expression changing from guilt to her eyes shining. “You’re also the strongest in your age group. That’s why I
"Well, sure, go right ahead," he said, his voice unnaturally deep. "You do it every day anyway during training," he added. The woman beside him snorted in laughter.
It was Monday chilling morning and I get prepared for my class. I had to go to school early that day in order to get time to walk around the whole building looking for my class since it was my first day of class. I arrived twenty minutes early and luckily enough my class was not far from where I park my car. I entered the building and climb upstairs since the rooms from 200-250 were upstairs. I felt so excited when I meet with other students waiting outside my class 212. Within a short time, Mr. Beltran arrived and we enter in for the session
"Tres bien. So, my girls have Francois spoken to you, thus far," she questioned them.