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An Analysis Of The Poem In 'Derealization' By David Mills

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"Derealization" Analysis "You have to get in where you fit in" is an old saying that my grandmother used to always tell me. Nowadays, many people are searching for a place where they belong in the world. People either want to be accepted for who they are, or people want to be accepted in the world based on something that they are not. Either way, everyone in this world wants to find a place that they feel like they can be comfortable being who they are. Shaymus is the name of a boy in "Derealization" a short story written by David Mills, and throughout the story, Shaymus is trying to figure out who he is and where exactly he belongs in the world. In "Derealization" there are many repetitive occurrences of Shaymus trying to find out exactly …show more content…

Shaymus said, "I'm sure as hell not a normie, though-or cutter or emo or motorhead or nerd. I'm not in the band or one of the theater kids, and I'm no athlete" (Mills 12). Shaymus went through a list of a variety of groups that are in high school, and he felt that he wasn't able to fit in not even one of those groups! He didn't even feel as if he'd fit in with the stoners! In a world filled with so many people and diversity of groups, people like to think or feel as if they can belong to at least one group, but Shaymus couldn't even find one in his school. Since Shaymus didn't feel as if he fit in any of the groups in his school, he had decided that he would hang out with some kids who were similar like him in a teacher's class. The teacher can even be considered an outcast, Shaymus said, "The other teachers don't like her for whatever reason.."(Mills 12). The teacher and the students each share a common problem; they don't fit-it or belong anywhere, nor do they have a group that they can say they belong to. "Shaymus also says that he doesn't really belong in the classroom with the losers either, but he feels that he has to be somewhere" (Mills 12). Even though each of the "losers" in the teachers room share a common problem, Shaymus says that they hardly ever speak to each other. One would think that people with common problems could come together and form a group to be …show more content…

Shaymus had adventures going around creating fake names to see what really fits him. He was punched for being himself by a guy who was older and bigger than he was, and he also realized that in school there was no place for him to fit in, not even with the "losers" of the school. There were even items in the story that were misplaced and in places that they shouldn't have been, so these items and Shaymus shared something in common. All in all, Shaymus was able to have an epiphany and realized that he was searching for something that was right at home which is a place where he felt like he belonged. At the end of the day, there surely isn't no place like

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