Six months. I can’t believe it’s been six months, and my stomach still turns when I see his car in the parking deck. Six months since I’m the one who chose to break it off, and yet I’m still this fucked up over it somehow. How can that be? He’s the one with the broken heart. He’s the one who fought so hard to keep me when I was determined to go, because I’m the kind of girl who makes up her mind and doesn’t change it. I’m the kind of girl who craves change, who leaves and never comes back, no matter how strong the temptation. Then again, I’m also the kind of girl who lets people get way too deep into her heart. I’ve been playing the beginning of this passage over and over in my head as I drove to this cafe, like an internal monologue. I even acted it out, like I was in one of the Netflix shows I’ve been binge-watching and losing sleep over. It’s probably getting unhealthy at this point. Funny; the first time I’ve written about the break up at all, and yet here I sit, in the same exact place, at the same exact table I ran to right after it happened. I came here to vent and cry about it to a friend who had been through the exact same thing, and was one of the biggest reasons I had the courage to leave in the first place. So it’s even funnier that I’m sitting opposite the seat I sat in that day. She at the bench, being strong and supportive, me in the rickety wooden chair, trying my best (and failing miserably) to keep the tears out of my eyes. Fairly recently, I assumed that
It wasn’t always easy. As a matter of fact, it was never easy for us. I’m sure you’d have agreed. Surely it was tough for you to let us go, but I want you to know that I’m thankful you did.
You were my everything, you were there for me. And now you left me empty, nothing in my caged heart. The emptiness inside me is the only way to safety. You broke me and left me empty, but know I’m stronger than you will ever be.
Almost everyone will go through a breakup. Those who have been through a rough breakup may agree that heartache hurts. Individuals handle breakups in many different ways; some might become depressed, stop eating, or even overeat. In Aaliyah’s “I Don’t Wanna” and FeFe Dobson’s “Can’t Breath”, each artist expresses their emotional response to handling a breakup. Each are fighting to hold on to the relationship and not wanting to believe that the relationship is actually over.
Breakups are hard, to say the least. It’s a similar idea to being addicted to some sort of drug and going through withdraw. Well, that would be in the most extreme of cases, anyways. Many people deal with breakups in different ways. What is generally expected would be a lot of crying and maybe some anger mixed in. Some people are calm about it, to the point of it showing no effect to them. Usually, I would see myself being the calm person, yet I find myself in my ex’s closet, looking out on an empty room in an attempt to see whatever he could be doing.
I’m so hurt that our relationship and ended. I wish you had the gut to call and not text me.
It’s Friday night and your cuddled up in the blanket on the couch watching a sappy romance movie alone. You see your phone light up with notifications from friends trying to get you to come out. You have already taken of your bra and threw on those baggy sweatpants. Right now you would rather be alone than in a social setting.
That’s where you made what some people would call a mistake you told him too much. That day it had been worse then others you cried in his arms spilling all of your troubles telling him about her and how often she talked badly about you. You didn't notice the signs his eyes narrowing lips pulled into a frown as his fingers ran through your hair resting his chin onto of your head you wouldn't be able to see the manic grin that twisted onto his face as he cooed softly into your ear as he imagined ripping the girl limb from
It hurts so much but eventually someone will come around and heal what’s broken. Although she left a scar that will forever be indented in my heart I know eventually the right one will come. What I can get over is the fact that she kept lying to my face even after I already told her I knew everything. She never loved but if she did she would of never said or do any of the things she did. I’ll never forgive her for what she did. I might never be the same again but it’s a change for the better. I’m more aware of everything that goes around. My eyes have been open thanks to her so I say thanks and
And is it over now? Do you know how? Pick up the pieces and go home Well, did she make you cry, Make you break down, Shatter
“Believe me I know what you’re going through, but I just need a week or so to get away from him and get a new
Okay, from my previous threads you may be aware I have already talked about my breakup but I genuinely need advice here.
Do you remember my last time broke up with my boyfriend? I can’t stop thinking about it until you phoned
It was about a month ago that Andrew and I broke up. Andrew was my first love so the breakup was hard. I didn’t get out of bed, eat, or take a shower for a week. It probably sound pathetic for a 29 year-old, but when he broke up with me he told me that he never loved me and he never meant anything he said.
People will say whatever they can to let others know that everything is smooth after the breakup, but deep down inside, they know that it is a humongous load of bull crap.
If you’re still in love and in a committed relationship, you should consider yourself even more lucky. Break ups are something that take place and all day, every day. We all know how painful and upsetting getting broken up with hurts, but why?