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Augustine's Growth In The Confessions

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Throughout The Confessions, Augustine experiences growth in all facets of life, especially in his ability to focus on his spirituality, to prioritize his relationships, and to satisfy his intellectual hunger. This development allows him to improve the way that he grieves the loss of significant family members. In his autobiography, Augustine shows clear signs of growth in the way that he handles death and grief. This is evident by the way Augustine explains his struggle with the death of his father, special friend, mother, and son. Augustine’s grief remains selfish, immature, and excessive during his adolescence, however, develops to become healthy and controlled as a result of his relationship with God. It is not Augustine’s age which leads …show more content…

His blurred vision of what is important in life caused his grieving to be excessive and selfish. Augustine expresses the burden of his mourning by saying, “Feverishly I trashed about, sighed, wept, and was troubled, and there was no response for me, nor any counsel. Within me I was carrying a tattered, bleeding soul that did not want me to carry it, yet I could find no place to put it down” (64). In this passage, Augustine selfishly mourns, focusing on his personal pain. He expresses how he was hurt because his friend was “snatched He uses strong diction such as “feverishly,” “wept,” “troubled,” and “tattered, bleeding soul” that evoke emotion in the reader’s mind. This intense word choice allows the reader to visualize Augustine’s pain and suffering. Each word carries purpose and reiterates the idea that Augustine was consumed by his sorrow while conveying a hopeless tone. Augustine also expresses the intensity of his struggle by stating, “Black grief closed over my heart and wherever I went I only saw death” (62). Because Augustine was so incapable of continuing his life due to severe grief, he had no option but to reevaluate his life to determine where he went wrong. This struggle with grief was a critical turning point which helped him realize that his inappropriate love for things in this world were the reason for his depression and

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