Carmon: A Short Story

I wanted to call her and mend our relationship. However, it was not as easy as I thought. It took so much courage for me to utter the word “sorry” as soon as she picked up the phone. “No, you did not do wrong. I am the one who should apologize. Sorry, my ego is too high that it takes me this long to finally ask for your forgiveness. I am so sorry,” said Stacy, sobbing her heart out. Even though it was rather awkward talking to her during our first few meetings, it was still better than the awkwardness of not communicating with each

After a month, Carmon and I made up. I couldn’t stay mad at her; I need her to be my back bone when Bryan can’t. I have been attending more support groups regularly. Bryan even attended a group too. Life is going to work out for us. We just have to believe that God will see us through.

I needed to hear that, I could of settle down. Getting impatient with me just makes me more hesitant, even if you said that in some way being angry just makes me scared of you.Tone matters Jerson, you should know that. You want me to follow you to New York you have to be willing to repeat things over and over again. I still have Cynthia and my Mom repeat to me over and over again I’m doing the right thing by not talking to you. I did not want to stop being by your side Jerson but I needed some time to myself to get better. You were my better half and this month felt like I was walking around like a huge part of me had died inside. I have given you some much of myself that I don’t even function without you. When we fight and don’t solve things in the same day, I completely impactable of thinking about anything.I know you’re stressed out about your situation and you take it out on me. I know you’re upset with yourself that you can’t completely trust me but I can’t be your punching bag right now. I can’t take any more verbal beat downs and I can’t jump into a situation without a better plan then “ If you love me, you would just come here” or “ I’ll do it but you have to come here first”. I couldn’t get over there until summer, you couldn’t even give me a bone by saying you’ll try and get something done before then? One thing off the list? Jerson, I didn’t not want you to come during January. I

I made the worst bad decision a girl could ever make and now you hate me. I know that. I also know that you could never forgive me. It makes me think. Was it really worth losing my best friend? Was it worth abandoning a friendship that lasted eight years? I wish you would just listen, Oliver. Can you really blame me for this? You were the initiator. You asked for it. Now you won’t even look at me. I don’t understand why you can’t just move on. I know you think I betrayed you and I know that you are ignoring me. In reality, all I did was do what you wanted. I miss you, Oliver. I know that you just want everything to go back to how it was, but it can’t. It will never be the same, especially with your illness. Change is a part of life

“What the hell did you two do this time.” She Shook her head from side to side. Her head dropped to the side, a frown forming on her lips. “I can’t believe I put up with you guys.” She lifted her hand to her nose, pinched the bridge of her nose and uttered out a sigh. She took in a deep breath, exhaling it slowly. She took one step closer to the two men, her head tilting to the side. “Show me the damage you have done.” She stated in a calm voice, but deep down inside her annoyance level for the two was starting to

I’m back home now! I just want to relax. The phone just rang and Jack, my guardian/ best friend, has just gone to answer it. Jack just walked in with a big grin on her face. She says it’s Nikolei Drevin, Paul’s dad, and he wants me to stay with him as a reward for saving his son! Once I get to one of Drevin’s many homes, I am greeted by Paul. He gives me a tour of the massive home, which takes more than two hours to complete. Nikolei has invited us to go have dinner so we head to the dining room. During our dinner, Nikolei invites me to race him on his own go karts tomorrow at two o’clock. I wake up the next day, and play tennis with Paul to pass time before the race. Once we’re done, we walk over to the track. Paul says that he doesn’t want to race because his dad takes

“We haven’t been getting along and now all we do is fight,” I mumbled, “Three years is a long time to be away from each other, so I just thought now was a good time…”

We walked in a comfortable silence before I made us stop outside the school library, I need to know what he remembers and how he feels about me. “Um, Camilla, I'm pretty sure is this the library, not the science lab.” “Uh. It's camEEla. And I know, I just.” I took a deep breath before I continued. “Do you remember anything about us, or how you were in school before the accident?” “Um. N-no. Not really. Why?” “Well. Um. I'm gonna tell you everything, but can you do me a favor and try not to ask any questions until after I finish telling you everything?” “Yeah of course.” “Um. Okay. Well, for starters, I'm your girlfriend, and you used to be a really bad person. We both were, but you were worst than me. You would lock people in their locker, shove people for no reason when they walked past you, and one time you got suspended for going into the girl’s locker room and taking all their clothes and putting it in the cafeteria. And before you were attacked I was gonna break up with you because you were a real jerk and the feelings that I had for you aren’t there anymore, and now I don’t know what to do because I know that you’re not the same person you were before and I think I have feelings for someone else bu-” “Camila. slow down, I think we should break up too, at least for now. Until I get situated with actually being conscious. I mean, you’re beautiful and

“You could have told me. I am an understanding person. It is all in the past anyway. I am glad you finally told me. I want you to know that you can always be honest with me, I do not want any secrets in our

Carmilla did her best to avoid Laura since their run in on Saturday. It's now Wednesday and after a long time of not seeing Laura, she decided tonight was the night she'd pull the alarm. Walking back from her 6 PM Philosophy class, Carmilla made a pit stop to grab some dinner from the cafeteria. As she walked into the cafeteria, she noticed Laura seated at a tabled surrounded by the ginger twins. Carmilla did her best to avoid Laura who she successfully evaded. As she got on line to order her food, she turned around to see if Laura was still at the table. She wasn't there, but the ginger twins were. 'What the hell? Where did she go?' Carmilla thought to herself before shaking her head to remove the thoughts of Laura. She walked to the end of the line to pay when she felt a

"I don't know what it would be like if I didn't have you" They both said.

“Why are you so mean? I only want to spend a little time with you.”

After an hour long business meeting the boys and me parted ways expect for Cypruss. Surprisingly, he struck around as I filed all the paperwork we covered into their proper place. “You know Anna I am sorry for all this,” he apologized as he awkwardly walked along the edge of the table towards me. “It’s all right Cypruss, I know you can control Tibolt’s actions or his opinion of me,” I insured him. “No, that is not what I am apologizing for. I have been a bit of an ass lately. Sorry for the language but I do not know how else to describe it. I treated you horrible after Y’s death and after my release for your mind,” he explained, “I should not have done that to the woman that I loved. You are the one thing that can make me completely happy in this world and I

“I know you are mad, but you really did need help. I know this isn’t how you wanted it but-”

And I think causing another stir will only make me and you loose credibility and respect. I am sad, but I don’t want anger words to be shown as my story. He was a good man, we had plans, we had a future. But things happened and now it’s all changed. And I’ll just have to adapt.”