Chariots Of Fire (IMG)

You felt your knee raise itself unconsciously as it climbed onto the window sill, you leaned outward. It was like breathing in clarity, like everything became so clear to you: you were on the third floor of some rotten hotel about to kill yourself. You needed to make this count. You felt you stomach rage uncertainly, beckoning the question on whether or not you wanted this. You inwardly told your body sorry for wasting it. You hoped your body could be still put up for organ harvesting for those who needed it. You were sorry to the organs who wouldn't get that

I fought the thoughts of not being able to breathe and allowing myself to have a panic attack. I have never been very religious, but it got to a point where counting didn’t help and the moment that destroyed my health replayed over and over. It was the few seconds prior to blacking out, to when I looked up at my rearview mirror and saw a truck coming right for me because he fell asleep. These thirty minutes of darkness symbolized the endless emotional and physical pain I had endured and my return to the darkness, which I cannot explain. So I prayed, hoping that even though I couldn’t remember all the verses, it would end the spinning and the torture. These moments of fear were more than claustrophobia; it was also a concoction of sadness. Sadness, that uncovered my weak and fragile human being self to the world because I had still not healed. As these thoughts deepened, the bed of the MRI machine began to move outward and I knew it was over. I hadn’t realized that my body was trembling until they took the thick white sheet off me. It revealed my shaking legs covered in Goosebumps and so, I pulled my fuzzy green socks up and with their help got off the bed. I wondered if that’s what it was like to live through a traumatic event or was it me being dramatic? Either way, I shut the door leaving the loud and terrible noises behind me. As I walked out, I could never see myself laying in that room again, unable to escape the endless

In The Next Christians, Gabe Lyons presents how the next generation of Christians turns the tide by bringing the truth of the Gospel to bear on our changing, secular society. While many Christians are worrying about the growing disregard for Christians and deviation from our faith, Gabe holds an optimistic attitude and believes now we are restorers, and Christianity’s best day are yet to come

Invasion of the Body Snatchers is widely dubbed an anti-Communist film by those who have seen it. The plot of the movie is that unfamiliar, extraterrestrial “body snatchers” are taking over the bodies of people in a small town in California while they sleep, and replacing them with clones that lack emotion. For the most part, a general consensus has been reached that the mass hysteria about the “pod people” in the film is reflective of the red-scare consumed society of the 1950’s. However, the article that I read that was written in response to this film suggests that it is instead a cynical representation of post-WWII, traditional American domesticity.

I could hear my breathing as if it was a voluntary action. As I saw my mom car come screeching into the driveway, she rushed out, I ran up to her as I tearfully asked, "Is he okay?" With hesitancy and a sorrow- filled voice she said, "He's dead," I screamed over and over again, "No, no, not my brother! Anyone but him!" and I broke down crying, I felt as if I was paralyzed, I felt like I was suffocating; as if a giant hand was clamped around my heart, I wanted to run, I wanted to scream, I wanted for it to not be

Recently I sat down with my pastor to discuss my future in ministry. I had some very heavy things weighing on my heart. After laying them out, I stated that “I often feel like I don’t have the needed self-confidence to do this ministry thing” and that “I think that I’m going to need a very supportive pastor in order to survive my first pastorate.” It was there that he stopped me cold and made if very clear that I could not and should not enter into ministry with that mindset. I could not expect my self-confidence to come from other people. I had to seek that from God. In the moments to come, through some very introspective conversation, I realized that I had been approaching the entire idea of ministry from the wrong direction. Without realizing it I had made it a “strong on the outside” thing. I had completely avoided the true spiritual formation that needed to be occurring on the inside.

As a church we have misappropriated the level of judgement dispensed. We understand that all have sinned and that true discipleship requires accountability and discipline, however, the indubitable level must be delivered in a humble and nonjudgemental manner. We must realize the greatest impact for change is empathy, compassion and action. The only way to ensure the action is effective, one must first hear what the people feel as though their issues are. Next we must remove ourselves from a hypocritical place of judgement so that we can full understand and

After a car accident three years ago, God used the recovery period to hone my old skills and birth new. Over the course of the process, He repositioned me for a different journey. The new path led to a transition from a secular K-12 setting to Christian higher education; yet, still within the context of supporting a diverse student population. My purpose became preparing and teaching ministerial leadership in a

Even heard of the movie Chariots of Fire? I personally have never seen the full movie until I had to watch it for class. The movie Chariots of Fire is about two determined young male runners that train for the 1924 Olympics in Paris. One man is a devoted Christian that runs for God, and refuses to run on the Sabbath day. The other man is Jewish and just runs to win. The movie talks about the 1920’s culture, different religions, and the Olympics.

Now while I think Osler was correct back in 1984 with his approach to creating a strong runner. I also find parallelism in ministry with the statement of having, “combined effect of natural ability, years of training and overall stamina conditioning.” I fact I would even go as far as to state that today were here to celebrate my brothers combined effect of natural ability, years of training and overall stamina conditioning. But the difference in what we celebrate today is that this man has a different power source. One that fueled by the Spirit of God. There is a difference! You see God is calling us to run the race and instead of working out at Planet Fitness he seeks to grow your mind in wisdom from His Holy Word. We can run the race but not under our own

With the rise of agriculture and static city based states, came the resources necessary to utilize animals as something other than a food source. But that in no way meant such resources were inexpensive. It took many people with many specializations to complete a device such a chariot, to raise and train a horse to pull one, and to specially train an occupant of such a vehicle to use it. This meant that the Chariot was a weapon of war available only to those with the power to leverage such resources from the populace, the ruling noble class. Added to this was the fearsome aspect they brought with them. A chariot was as much a symbol of its culture's might, and the sovereignty of the nobility riding them as they were a weapon. To ground soldiers

The E.M.T.'s put me in the ambulance where they connect leads to check my heartbeat. Hearing the "beep... beep..." sound from the machine, I finally feel earth bound again. How wonderful to feel the great rock. Then, the E.M.T.'s began applying antiseptic. It was supposed to be painful, but the joys of surviving have covered that pain. I felt reality slipping away, and the last thing I heard is the "whoop" of the siren which escorted us all the way to the hospital.

“Believe that fate is the optimal combination of choice and chance.” -Cindy Hilsheimer. Fate determines a person's life and destiny. Our choices are the ones that direct us to our fate. No matter what, our fate is already written and nothing can be changed about it. It can come in many different ways as in a serendipity or as in misfortune. I believe everything happens for a reason and we just need to keep on living in order to one day see or seek this fate that will come to us eventually.

In examining my experience during the recent Cohort Intensives held at Payne Theological Seminary (PTS) in Wilberforce, Ohio; I was quite intrigued with how all of the scholars and guest speakers reinforced many of the initiatives I have already implemented in the context of my own ministry. Likewise, my time spent in class with my Cohort mentors Bishop Vashti Murphy McKenzie and Rev. Dr. Kenneth S. Robinson was both scholastically and spiritually invaluable. During the week-long Intensive class sessions with my mentors, I learned a number of new things about myself that I was not previously willing to address. In short, I had a moment of self-actualization that required some personal omissions on my part regarding my faith and yes some internalized oppression as labeled by author Gayraud S. Wilmore. Opening up in class and admitting a few of my own short-comings was nothing short of liberating. Suddenly, I felt as though I had an epiphany; that has given birth to a renewed zeal, mind, and spirit. For the first time in years I am certain that I am now moving closer to the apex of excellence where God intended me to be.

This verse says that the highest being is The Supreme Lord. The root upward refers to all the Supreme Lords and the imperishable atma. The branches downward refer to the living beings. The Katha Upanishad beginning, urdhva mulo avak shakha states: There is a banyan tree whose roots are upward and branches are downward. The leaves are the Vedas referring to aphorisms in the Vedic scriptures. It gives an idea of the activities that should be and should not be done by human beings. This Vedic scripture establish the criteria for all living beings and confirms that this tree provides sanctuary to all living beings by the result of their karmas. This tree is therefore spiritually knowledgeable and is a knower of the teachings of these scriptures.