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Cyrla Strengths And Weaknesses

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Have you ever wanted or loved something that you knew you would never be able to keep? This happened to hundreds of girls who were put in Lebensborn after being impregnated by German soldiers. Cyrla's story is fictional but very well could have happened to one of the girls that had to go through this. Cyrla is a strong, independent, and loving girl but when her cousin and best friend, Anneke, commits suicide after her German soldier left her, Cyrla has to assume her identity. Which includes getting pregnant in order to get into Steinhöring, the Lesbensborn, that Anneke was supposed to be sent to. Once she gets there she is forced to deal with her emotions alone, learn to be Anneke, and know that she can't trust anyone easily. She finally trust …show more content…

At times the grammar did not flow smoothly. So, you had to really focus and maybe even have to read it twice in order to understand it. The part that was the hardest for me to understand was the flash forward at the end of the book. "As I looked around the room, I regret my decision to dress up. My feathered hat, Annekes big lemon colored bow, make the flat look shabbier (Young, pg.356)." At first I thought that Cyrla was wearing one of Annekes bows but after reading more of the conversation I finally realized that Anneke was Cyrla's little girls name. Maybe this was meant to be a strength but throughout the story I found it to be a downside. Another weakness was that I could not apply this to my life. Not saying that I would ever want to be in this position but it took away a small amount of connection. Not noting what it feels like to be pregnant I also don't know what those women went through or how much pain and suffering was caused. "You're afraid he'll feel like he's yours, then? How do you think of him now? Like a medical condition. Something to get over (Young, pg 141)." They couldn't attach themselves to their babies because then the would never be able to let them go and they would go mad. Someone was has gone through a pregnancy might be able to connect on the aspect of the connection between a mother and child but I was not able

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