Dear ( Past ) Riley

It was a regular day, but something felt different. I woke up brushed my teeth, washed my face, and ate some Captain Crunch Cereal, the best in the world. My mom walks in the kitchen and cries out “Jay you’re going to be late, get your things you need, so when the bus arrives you can run out the door”. I’m young

I feel sick when I wake up because my nerves are getting the best of me. I get up and pick out my cutest outfit. I'm scared that the people at this school won't like it because who knows what they'll say. As I'm getting ready I daydream about what could happen today at school. My father has already left for work by the time I was ready to go. My mother kissed my cheek as she handed me my lunch telling me little motivational things in my ear. I walk down to my corner to wait for my bus to come. There's a

As I stepped into the mud room to take off my bright pink rainboots, I knew something was not normal. As I glided onto the sleek wood floors to grab a crunchy after-school snack, I hear my mom descend down the carpeted stairs slowly, becoming aware that this will not be a normal “how was your day at school” conversation. I raced to the cabinet to grab my fix of Goldfish and I sat down on the floor to get a little snuggle time with my dog before my world was turned upside-down.

Twas the night before the 87th National FFA Convention. My bags were packed with my official dress for the days ahead and you would think I have already been there because I already couldn’t what to go back. . As I try to go to sleep concerts, rodeos, and shopping dance in my head but my body aches all over with a runny nose and a cough that would scare a kid. Samantha wake up said my dad. As I rolled out bed not feeling any better but still super excited about going to National FFA Convention. So before I leave I tell my mom goodbye she is handing me a bag of medicine giving me a hug and a full box of kleenex. My dad and I got mcdonalds and went to the school to wait on bill. Once Bill arrived with the bus Bill, Erica , paxton, christon, brooklyn, riley,

Hi... I've been trying so hard to respect that you needed some space but I just can't not talk to you any longer. I understand if you no longer want anything to do with me or if you even want to talk to me but I just want to let you know how sorry I am and how ashamed of myself I am for hurting you the way I did. You are what I loved most in this world and I ruined it. I am so sorry for lying to you and making you feel the way you did. I am also so so sorry if I ruined your week with you're family. I pray I didn't. You probably dont think I do but I love you so much Ellie and I always will. I really want to fix things, I'm willing to do anything in my power to fix things I just need to know whether or not you want me to because I will understand

It was that time of the year ,which was back to school, it was the day ,I got to meet my 8th grade teacher ,I was sweating and had butterflies in my stomach. It was coincidence to find my friend Sheyla at the parking lot. Sheyla said she has met her teacher ,but needed a few more supplies ,so she was just back from getting her last supplies. Sheyla’s family went with us to met my teacher ,and I was glad to see her because it was quite a while since I last saw her. Later, after we left Berkmar grounds,I went to Sheyla’s house and we hangout the rest of the day. It was the first day of school, usually I would be feeling nervous,but today I wasn't ,which was good because I didn't want have sweating hands and a racing heartbeat. I arrived at Berkamr and went straight to homeroom ,I found my seat and waited. My first day at school wasn't to bad because the only thing

I've sat in my room crying for days before because this entire situation has gotten out of hand & went ways it shouldn't have & a lot of people hate me whenever I did absolutely nothing to you but give you my everything & just sat there loving you and trying to give you my all.. please remember that because I've never have had taken the time & consideration to do that for anyone at all ever & of course when I do it wasn't good enough obviously & your way more happier now & it hurts me that its not with me anymore but it doesn't matter how I feel. I even took the time to try to help you out finding who actually did it to you and that wasn't enough for you either. I have no idea what is good enough for you anymore since you have changed so much. I can't walk around school bumping into you as much as I do & just act like I have no idea who you are after everything..this honestly probably doesn't mean absolute shit to you at all but I needed to get it out & tell you. Please stop hating me for absolutely no reason it's awful knowing your feelings towards me have changed so dramatically because of some dumbass who wanted to ruin not your life but

I don’t know what you think I told anyone or did, but I can swear on anything that I didn’t do anything at all. why in the world would I do anything to get you into trouble when I wasn’t even involved?I told miss and Niharika that it was her fault and that you controlled and didn’t do anything last time. even in school literally everyone was bitching about you when Vanshika and I were the only ones who kept quiet. I’m not telling you to believe me or start talking to me again, all I’m saying is that we’ve stopped talking for no reason at all. Still if you think I’m at fault I’m really really sorry and you know I don’t tell everyone that I’m sorry.  Its your life not mine so I can’t tell you what to do but I don’t think I did anything that I

Red lights, traffic lines, students walking or dragging, I could hardly tell. Today marks the day of my first day of high school without my best friend who may not connect to me blood-relatively but a family in my heart. I thought to myself, what if I can’t find any of my friends? What if I can’t find any of my classes? What if everything doesn’t turn out the way I want it to? Anxiety and panic roll in my body as soon as my mom stopped the car. I hesitated to open the car door, making little movements to even try to get out the car. I waved goodbye and shut the door closed so lightly that I think my mom had to properly shut it again. As I make my way to the front entrance with the gated black fence that shines so dimly, I looked up randomly at the sky, noticing that the clouds appeared very cloudy and immediately assumed that the rain will start sprinkling

When I pass a classroom, I saw a body fly like a football against the lockers. “I’m really getting tired of your crap dude!” the jock said while power walking. Then suddenly a teacher was charging toward the two kids and grabbed the two and took them to the office. Well it’s sucks to be those guys, but unlike them, I want to do something with my life. Then when I about to enter the classroom, The principal called my name. “Gabriel could you come with me to my

Two years ago in fifth grade was a great year until one something happened, something that was not going to make the year better, but make the year worse. I was sitting in my room watching TV when mom yells from the living room, “Kandace! Can you come here please?”. I pause the show and walk out of the room and sit on the couch she looks at her phone and then at me, “ Katelynn and Andrea are moving to Arizona.” she says in a sad voice, My heart stopped. In my head, I just kept thinking It’s a joke, she is just kidding, why would they move so far away? but she wasn’t they were really moving to Arizona, and I had no idea why.

“It’s official, dismissal is my new favorite time of the day,” said my best friend Janna. I just laughed and called her a silly goose (and yes, I do know that I talk like a 5 year old sometimes. The fact is I just can’t help it. My older brother has a 5 year old little girl and I love babysitting her all the time. I lover her and she means so much to me, so if the outcome of me babysitting her is that I have the vocabulary of a kid, so be it. Okay, I’m done with that little tangent). Janna and I made our way to the big oak tree. Our little group has always stood out here after school since freshman year. “Man, it’s crazy that we are about to graduate,” Baine said. I blushed, I may or may not have the biggest crush on him. It would be practically

There was a big joke that everything’s back to normal, school is still boring. They didn’t tell the joke patronize or benevolent, they sounded like they meant it. I didn’t think it was very funny. When I got home my mom told me that our cable company was running again. I was so happy to have cable back i’ve almost already watched everything on Netflix. My friend came by again and wanted to squander some time shooting hoops with me. I asked my parents if i could and they told me I could for an hour. When we got to the courts my crony told me that his grandpa re-opened his farm and he was going to it for the week. After a hour I arrived at my house and headed to bed

“Alright guys, let go over the answers to these questions and quiet down.” The loud and familiar voices bring me back to the high school classroom. I look around and everything seems to be the same to me. I know the boy who sit in front of me, his name is Andre. I can recognize a lot of my classmates faces, but I don’t know many of their names and I haven’t talk to them before. My math teacher is about to go over some algebra questions, but a lot of my classmates are still chattering. I sat near the window and had nothing to do after finished my assignment early. I know that it is again a boring day for me just like any of other day. Daydreaming became what I do sometimes when I was very

And I think causing another stir will only make me and you loose credibility and respect. I am sad, but I don’t want anger words to be shown as my story. He was a good man, we had plans, we had a future. But things happened and now it’s all changed. And I’ll just have to adapt.”