1984 Winston Diary Entry

This is not a single day when I haven’t thought about you. You are most genuinely kind, intelligent person I’ve ever met. You have always been there for me. You always fill me with happiness. In return, I promise I’ll always be by your side and to support you for the rest of my life. I am very happy to see this friendship grows as we become closer everyday over the last six years. I wanted to tell you sooner, but I am afraid to hurt our friendship in exchange for love – we can do both. I don’t know if you feel the same way I do. That’s okay if you don’t but I showed my courage to tell you I will always love you. Can’t wait to see you soon on Thanksgiving and to tell you all wonderful

happy I was to finally be there. After settling in my room, we decided to go

And then she turned to me. I felt special that she had saved me for last. I smiled at her, and she did the same to me. We had grown inseparable over the past few years especially, but now it was time to say goodbye. I knew at that point that nothing at all would change, that we would still be sisters, still be best friends, still be inseparable. Who cares if we’re 5 ½ hours away? This was us.

As we approached the Marine base and as I exited the crisp cold air hit me like a blizzard. Then we went inside and we sat a little, for registration and again I sat right next to Jessica. After registration we prepared our clothes and our bunks and went to

“I love you.” This is something you do not want to tell your crush when you have not talked to her. During 8th grade, Brian Wilkerson met a girl in one of his classes. Throughout the year they became very good friends. Eventually he started to get feelings towards her but it was toward the end of the year. They both went to highschool but did not have any classes freshman year so they stopped talking. Not until sophomore year did Brian think it was time to tell her how he felt. And so, after not talking to her for almost to years, he went up to her while she waited for her bus and said: “I love you.” After this she went on her bus without saying a word to him back. Ever since this has been the most awkward moment of his life.

In the novel 1984, by George Orwell, where the main character Winston Smith lives in Oceania which is a totalitarian state ruled by a party who physically and psychologically controls its citizens by using technology, slogans and by overworking them. Winston works in the Ministry of Truth where he alters historical records to fit the needs of the party. One day, Winston notices an Inner Party Member named O’Brien who seems to be an ally and claims to be a member of the Brotherhood, a group that works to overthrow the party. He also notices a dark haired girl named Julia who he thinks is his enemy but he is mistaken. Soon Winston falls in love with Julia and they begin their allegiance against the party and Big Brother. Eventually they confess to O’Brien their hatred to the party and O’Brien seems to help them reach their goal. Until they are caught and are taken to a

Have you ever had a dog that seems to hate you? Well, that is my dog, Winston. He is an Australian Shepherd. We call Winston a bunch of different names; Winstonian, Winstancestonople, and Winnie-Winnie-Winston. We got him when he was 2 years old, now he is 4. Winston’s name was Harley, but I renamed him when we got him. I got him as a birthday present from my grandpa. I have resented Winston from the time we got him, so he really does not like me. He is definitely the only one of his kind. Since the day we got Winston, we have had an extremely, unique relationship.

he questions (102). She replies, ?It was something in your face?I?m good at spotting people who don?t belong. As soon as I saw you, I knew you were against them,? (102). The words send a chilling and crystal clear message?Julia knew about Winston?s thought crimes, his experiences. In essence, she had read and analyzed him, his emotions and memories, like one reads a suspenseful novel. With those simple sentences, she issued a death promise, hidden in plain view.

In Chapter IV of Part One, Winston begins to describe the three different orifices. One is for written messages, one is for newspapers and another for waste paper which is called the memory hole. Winston throws anything down the memory hole if he believes it to be a thoughtcrime. The memory hole was created by The Party because they want to control the present. They direct the destruction of all records through memory holes. If a Party Member does not like something, it is thrown down the memory hole and will cease to exist.

I looked at you in the eye, at my sisters sixth birthday, you looked at me back with a confused face, your eyes grew old, sad and frustrated. You wanted to remember but your brain wouldn’t let you. I wish I could've gotten to know you, hug you, and tell you I loved you before you forgot.

We almost arrived at the Sidemen House about 5 more minutes because of traffic and then I heard Vivi singing Sorry by Justin Bieber. She had the most beautiful voice I have ever heard and couldn't stop smiling and soon I joined her.

“The things you said to me last night and the way that you touched me... You said I was beautiful and that you wanted me, that you couldn’t wait to have me…”

I went ahead to the honors lounge thinking you would stop by and maybe I would be able to catch you there and after waiting a few minutes I knew I blew my chance to talk to you. I just couldn’t get over that, imagining what I could’ve done differently. After the party I ran into Stephanie and I asked her about you when I was able to get your name from her which is how I started following you. Now, at least having some form of starting a conversation with you I felt a little better about having a chance to get to know you. A few days later I never expected a random Instagram message, especially someone who was on my mind. I can’t explain to you the internal happiness that I got that it was from you, but then realized that maybe she just need something for the honors college and was less about just me which I was okay

“I absolutely missed them, and I got many e-mails and phone calls from them checking how I was doing”

I had a great time with you during this last year and half. I will always remember the very first time we met in the engineering lab, the very first time my lips touched your lips when you asked me if you can kiss me and we kissed, the very first time you hugged me, the first time when we made love. Your smile your way of looking at me will always be fresh in my memories. Spending time with you and doing things together was the best part about this relationship.