Dr Collins Monologue

Earlier yesterday I received a message from a beautiful 22 year-old girl who also has Treacher Collins Syndrome - a craniofacial disorder. She writes me and says: "Hi Cynthia, I hope you are doing well; I would like to know if you think that men really pay attention to the details of a girl's history of intimate partners; I guess that I am really asking if you think a man would mind that I have never been in relationship?"

Greenville. Even the name sounds innocent. Or at least innocent enough to fool people. But look a bit closer, everything isn't as it seems. And if you look close enough you can see the demons hiding in the shadows.

With that letter it’s noon and I’m most likely to find her at Sammy’s. I see her a little ways up the street, and I start to run towards her. She turns around because someone starts to talk to her. Once I reach her I spin her around, and kiss her. Her reaction feels shocked at first, then she kisses me back once she realizes who it is. After the kiss was over I notice her crying I ask “Why are you crying beautiful?” She says to me “It’s been so long I thought you would have forgotten about me.” I look at her with tears welling up in my eyes and reply “I could never forget about the girl of my dreams, the girl that I love, and the girl I can’t live without.” I then decide that this moment is the perfect moment. I then with no second thought got down on one knee. With no words in my mouth to say she still understood what my gesture meant. She then with no words in her mouth to say nodded yes. I then stood upright, and tilted her back a little bit. I kissed her yet again, but this time more passionately with more meaning. I knew deep down inside of me that this is my girl, my everything, and here shortly she will be my wife and the mother to my

I love you and have been in love with you for a long time, my heart❤ has found its way to you with all my love. I want to be with you and only you. I have never known someone so beautiful, and honest. I love the memories that we made together, i will treasure them like i treasure my love for you, you just mean so much to me. Just seeing your smiling face or hearing you heart-melting voice brightens up the worst of days and I'd like you to know that I love you so much, more than I have ever loved anyone. I want to stay with you for as long as you'll let me.

When I was 15 I remember a doctor that I had seen on the worst day of my life as I was wheeled into an emergency zone. This doctor not only save my life but inspired me to go in the medical field. The surgery that he did on me was one that no doctor could prepare himself for because it was so rare. After all the follow-up appointment that I had had he told me that as a doctor he has seen many cases in his life that he will always remember but sometimes he gets patients

At a young age, I have been to frequent hospitals every week to check on my leg complications. There, I developed my interest in healthcare and helping others. I really loved and admired the kindness and care nurses and doctors present to their patients and the way they overcame their fear in those unfamiliar settings and certainly mine. I will always remember the two doctors who went out of their way to help and encourage me. One of the most memorable moment was when my primary physician, who was on my leg complication case, checked up on me from time to time through my parents when I came to the United States in third grade. He would call and see how I was doing, if the medication was working and if my leg hurts. Even when he retired and

One year ago today I fell in love with the most caring, understanding, amazing man on earth. Whom I am happy to call you. I fell in love with you in a gas station parking lot (so romantic), when you kissed me after puking. I felt something I never felt before and I held back so many tears of happiness. In that moment I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. When I am in your arms at night I know I am where I am supposed to be, and I wouldn’t want it any other way. I am so excited for our future together, and the many things we have ahead of us its all a surprise, and there’s not another person I would want to be on this ride with than you. I never knew I could be so in love with someone and every day I fall more in love with you.

I look at Flynn. Does he? He's very attractive. He has brown hair and a caramel tint to his skin. He has kind eyes and his body is very muscular. He seems like a man that know how to take care of himself. But he doesn’t like me the way Annie thinks he does, right?

The love I felt for you two is something that I hadn’t ever experienced in my life before you were born. You opened my eyes to what true love means and I am forever grateful. I want

Both of my parents are physicians, and during my childhood, I tagged along with them to the rural health center where they worked as dedicated physicians. Watching them, intently listen to patients ' problems and address them, I gained profound insight into the healing relationship between patients and doctor/healer. I had the opportunity to lead patients to their respective departments and while on the way listen to their problems which not only nurtured the compassionate person in me, but also exposed me to a new medical problem every day, which I had no conviction of at that

How small is this world of mine? It is just me and all my love for you that I feel in my heart. I always dread the day if we both have to ever drift

I finally I found the courage to do this. I’ve liked you since the first time we crossed paths by the same lake where I spend many of my days. I’ve wanted to tell you this for a while now but, because my fear of being rejected I haven't attempted. I know for sure, you were the reason behind all those countless, cheeky smiles on my face. Because of you I know now, the true meaning of love and how wonderful it is to find that special someone. That person, I would settle down with, spend many years with, hopefully propose and start our own little family and then eventually grow old with one another until death separates us. Because of you, I know what it is like to want someone so badly. They may call me a fool, not because I was blinded by love, but because I kept loving you even though I knew there was never going to be chance. Someday, I’ll stop loving you, but I won’t be able forget your face and

As a kid I had always wished for you and mom to get a divorce. I had spent nights crying because of how much I would hear you and her fighting. Still to this day I question why mom stays with you, what you have done to deserve your amazing family even though it seems you often forget about us. I struggle day to day with you because you were always the one I went to when I was hurt, when I was sad, or when I just wanted to talk about something. I have always been a daddy's girl but that has hurt me even more. When we’re out doing stuff I forget about what you do, what happens at home. But after time a switch flips, I’m hit with reality and reminded of the truth, reminded of the issues you always seem to cause.

My sweet angel I want to sing of you my whole life through, these words sincerely I do.

There are many ways I could start this, where I could say that I missed you so much, or how I love you and describe all the many physical and non physical things that attract me to you and reaffirm that I 'm in love with you more and more every day. Like your wonderful dark brown eyes, and your heartwarming smile. Your Beauty that goes beyond all others and your personality that makes me lucky to even know you. The intelligence you hold, and the amazement that you are and yet don’t realize. How I can look at you and feel happy. How I can be near you and forget the world and its worries, and do nothing but love you.