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Drug Court Reflection

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When I came into Drug Court, I was lost and confused. I thought it was a joke and I thought I could keep doing what I wanted to do. I thought the Judge and everyone on the team was just out to get me. I didn’t know who I was because I built my life on lies. I never aspired to anything great. Being in Drug Court this long has shown me that the Judge and the Drug Court team really do care about each and every one of us personally. I can see that the Drug Court team cares and always has time for me no matter what, to give me so much encouragement. It wasn’t until I was in Drug Court that my life changed and I believe that I was headed for a prison sentence which that didn’t matter to me at the time. Drug Court showed that they believe in us, that we are okay, and they really do care about us to take the time to help us. It has taught me to be more of a responsible person. Going to jail was honestly one of the best things that ever happened to me and I needed to be in there. I no longer wanted to be everyone’s burden and the family disappointment. I have realized what all I have put my mom through and I am sorry for all the wrong I’ve done, the sleepless nights, the broken promises, and the stealing of money. I'm sorry for the embarrassment I’ve caused. I'm sorry for all of the pain, arguments and stress. I want my mom understand that I never intended to hurt her. I have learned a lot about myself that I never knew existed, because the person I used to be is a totally different person than I am today. Me wanting to change is why I changed and I changed everything. If people didn’t share the same interest as me or I sensed any type of negativity that could rub off on me, I disassociated myself with those people. If you decide to change you have to change everything, not just the areas that are convenient for you. No one can force you to do it and some do it cause they are told to but when they are done with their program, they end up going right back to where they started off. Drug Court is not easy and I have sat through a lot of graduations, and I would always hear the graduates say if I can do it so can you and I am sorry to say that is just not true, or everyone would graduate. I have seen a couple of

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