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Examples Of Identity In The Bell Jar

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Desi Saucedo
10-7-15
Cobbs
English 102-101
Search for Identity in The Bell Jar As individuals, people have an identity that goes beyond a first and last name. An identity is defined by the way we act, the way we think, and the way we feel. Most people, at some point in their lives, question their identity and go on a journey to discover themselves, whether or not it is a conscious effort. The Bell Jar is the story of a young woman, Esther Greenwood, and her own journey of self identification. Throughout The Bell Jar, Ester’s search for her own self identity is evident through the way she views the world and the way it views her, the symbols used throughout the novel, and in her own gender. As a young woman in the 50’s, Esther is aware of …show more content…

Many times in the novel, Esther looks into a mirror and sees not herself but an unfamiliar face. After being attacked by Marco at a party she attends, she rides home on the subway. While on the subway she looks at herself in the mirror and sees not herself but “a sick Indian.” At another point she sees a large smudgy Chinese woman. Esther looks in the mirror after waking from her suicide attempt and instead believes she is looking at a picture. “You couldn’t tell whether the person in the picture was a man or a woman, because their hair was shaved off and sprouted in bristly chicken-feather tufts all over their head. One side of the person’s face was purple… the most startling thing about the face was its supernatural conglomeration of bright colors” (Plath 145). After seeing this face in the mirror, she smiles at it and the face in the mirror smiles back. It is at this moment that Esther is reminded of her true self and throws the mirror onto the floor breaking it, as if to destroy herself further. During her stay at the asylum, the other women notice a picture of Esther in the newspaper. When she is shown the picture and asked if it is her, she denies it not only to avoid them knowing but partly because she genuinely doesn’t recognize herself. All the instances of Esther not recognizing herself show just how deep her disconnection to her identity

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