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Exemplification Essay: What Is A Nigger?

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What is a nigger? That is the question that contributed to the loss of my innocence. I was nine years old when I asked my friend Nick what a nigger was and in order for you to understand why on Earth a nine year old kid would ask one of his friends what a nigger was, I need to tell you the story of what led up to this question and the aftermath of this question. Also just to inform the reader, I am not racist, I do not encourage the use of this word and if you are offended by the use of the word nigger in this paper then I say “good.” I hope you are offended, because the word “nigger” is a racial derogatory term, and the use of the word “nigger” to insult another being should not be used anymore. However the use of the word nigger in this assignment …show more content…

Then I asked him, ‘what is a nigger?” He said “you don’t know what a nigger is? You just called him one and you don’t know what it is?” I said something along the lines of “I was just backing you up in what you said. You called him one so I called him one.” Nick was silent, I stood there looking at him still awaiting my answer, ”Well Nick? What exactly is a nigger?” All he told me was that a nigger is a bad word that he heard on tv one day. In retrospect, he was probably watching a movie he shouldn’t have been, but after hearing that he got the use of the word from tv, I told him that it isn’t a bad word, “they can’t put bad words on tv unless it’s in a movie.” Well, there goes to show that my previous innocent nine year old self didn’t watch a lot of tv back then, especially any shows that were inappropriate for my age. That is when Nick and I got into an argument. It was round after round of “the n word is a bad word!” “Is not!” “Is too!” “Oh yeah? Well, if it’s a bad word, then nigger you!” Although I unknowingly used the word incorrectly, after I insulted Nick by saying the phrase “nigger you” Nick threatened to do what would scare any nine year old on this planet, “I’m going to tell my mom.” Nick then ran inside and I walked nonchalantly walked after him. I was confident that the word nigger was not a bad word at all. I thought it was just some random word that had no meaning to …show more content…

I didn’t know however that the word had so much more of a powerful meaning to it. It was used to put down black people and it was a word that defiled them not only during the times of slavery but even to this day. It isn’t as common or socially acceptable today to call someone a nigger as it was back then, but now I realize the significance behind that word and ever since I learned the real meaning behind the word nigger, I have not used the word since then, with the exception of this essay. After learning what calling someone a nigger was I felt like a jerk about the incident with the mailman. The fact that I relished that moment and felt proud for standing up to someone who I now know wasn’t even laughing directly at us but at the fact we looked embarrassed when we got caught playing War. I don’t remember the exact moment I learned what calling someone a nigger really meant, but I remember it being around sixth grade. Ever since then, I felt my childhood innocence fade away until around eighth grade. I was still a kid, but I knew a whole lot more about the world than what I used to know. I felt more desensitized to the world, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing, but it isn’t a great thing either. I no longer felt like a kid, but more like any other man out there in the world, just smaller and younger. I thought I knew just as much as they did. Although I wasn’t right

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