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Exploring Mechanism In R. Gwynn's The Bells

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Slow, slow, slow is how it grows, grows, grows. It’s loony. R.S. Gwynn knows it, and so do I. Stealthily, it creeps in through the night lurking in the twists and turns of the vein. Sliding and sticking to the marrow, it destroys. Sucking it out? Impossible. Willing it out? Never. Killing it? Good luck. That is how, “it goes, goes, goes. So it goes” (Gwynn 32). R.S. Gwynn’s poem “Looney Tunes” connects to a monster I saw win over a decade ago. Actually, twelve. Twelve is the number of years that need to reverse. That is when it began, “Lurking far beneath...[our] vision like a pebble in a well--/Then it grows” (3-4). Gwynn’s word choice of “lurking” perfectly sets the tone for the disastrous growth of cancer throwing folks, particularly …show more content…

Chemotherapy takes precedence over everything else in our lives. How do we cope ? R. S Gwynn presents a popular coping mechanism in his parody of Edgar Allen’s poem “The Bells.” Gwynn masterfully writes, “You may take the pledge, abstaining, thinking you can lick it all./But it’s hard when, ascertaining how diversions many enthrall,/ You’re still standing there draining one well past the final call:/ How it shows, shows, shows” (13-16). Gwynn’s use of rhythm, meter, and rhyme come together showing how abstaining from alcohol does not hold up against the treatment of cancer. Going through chemotherapy is like a roller coaster. Fighting against the monster looks likes it working, but ha, quickly a diversion, a new medical concern such as fungus in the lungs, seeps into the situation. When the chemo is not killing the cancer, when the bone marrow transplant is side-railed by fungus, wine …show more content…

We cannot cry; it would show the the deep sense of dread we know is lurking, so what else is there to do? Drink, reminisce, and laugh. Conversation drifts to Easter morning a couple of years past. Waking up early for church, I stumble downstairs into the living room. There in the middle of the blue shag carpet is Kara’s ex high school boyfriend, passed out cold. With no idea how he made his way into the locked house or how many hours he had been there, I sneak back upstairs to wake up my sister. Shocked, she joins me. Giggling, we try different ways of rousing the ex-boyfriend. None of which really wake him. Now, this night, pouring more wine, we remember the surprise Easter bunny. The past is easier to think about; even with wine, the future is bleak. We all know it, but words cannot speak it. As Gwynn points out, “It’s like diving in the dark. It’s less a river than a race./ And it flows” (19-20). No matter how much wine or denial we consume, the cancerous blood cells flow throughout her body. There is nothing we can

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