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Firefighter Narrative

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When asked to reflect on my long career I begin to remember a number of events that have shaped me into the Firefighter I am today. Early in my adult life I entered the US military and was deployed on 2 separate occasions. These overseas excursions brought a tremendous amount of stress and anxiety, fortunately, being a member of a very close unit we had each other to lean on and everyone understood. Unfortunately, once I and many other military members returned to the states there were fewer and fewer people who understood. After separating from the military I became a Paramedic and found a job in East St. Louis Illinois. While there I was confronted with many tragedies. One in particular occurred on a hot summer night. My partner and I were working a midnight to 7 am shift when we were dispatched to a motor vehicle collision with injuries. We arrive and found a small maroon colored car upside down in the roadway on fire. As we exited the rig I heard the loud and unmistakable sounds of two occupants screaming for help. Only having a small fire extinguisher and no rescue tool we attempted to either extinguish the fire or extricate the occupants. I remember the screams getting louder and more intense as every attempt failed. Finally, the small fire extinguisher ran out of …show more content…

I continued to work in East St. Louis for another two years experiencing similar events on a reoccurring basis. I was offered, along with all the crews from time to time, a CISD, particularly after a multiple fatal fire that took the lives of 5 children. Unfortunately, the moderators of the CISD had no clue what it felt like, they did not understand. The moderators had many letters behind their name and certainly excelled in academia, however they could not relate to the feelings we all shared and were afraid to

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