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Freshman Year Research Paper

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As everyone knows, freshman year can be very rough. Last year, i learned that the hard way. Over the Course of time, I learned a lot. It all started When i was the typical, naive freshman girl, and started to give into pressure, and started to go downhill and pushed myself towards the wrong path. I was so young, and so stupid, little did I know it’d lead into a year and a half of self destructive behavior and tendencies. My attitude. It took a turn,and not in a good way. I never wanted to do anything. I cried ALL the time, and I honestly lost a lot of respect not only from others, but from myself too. I lost a lot of people over the year, people just kind of gave up. Yes, i have most of my friends still, People looked at me differently based on who i was surrounding myself with.They all thought i was doing the things these people were doing, which was wrong i would never do anything stupid enough to jeopardize my future. At the time i really didn’t think anything of it., I started to let my grades drop, which is rare because i’m constantly worried about my future, my grades and everything in between. I let it get the best of me too, I chased a boy that was honestly turn out to be …show more content…

Before this my life revolved around what everyone’s opinion was of me, I used to be a perfectionist, and plan everything ahead of time. That all changed for the longest period of time I wasn’t myself, I started hanging around people that were not a positive influence on me. They made me feel like acting happy was a crime, or if I cared about anything, I was weird. They’d give me weird looks when i’d talk passionately about something I loved so i caught on and I stopped talking about all of that. That is NOT me at all, My parents started to come down very hard on me, not because I was doing anything bad, but just to make sure I wasn’t going

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