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Fumihito-Personal Narrative

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Fumihito has been staring blankly at the koi pond for more than just a little while. The orange and white colors blurring together as tears well up in her eyes for what feels like the hundredth time this week. She had left to be alone here with her feelings, feeling oddly unsafe at the thought of being alone in her home. She had so many things to think about and the house wasn't a good place for them. She came out to the pond...to think about herself. She hasn't a talented person by any means. No awards or accomplishments of the academic sort, truthfully subpar at sports, and her combative nature and fighting style were completely useless against someone who knew what they were with a knife or gun...or, given how her previous experience with Kam had gone, even someone inexperienced could get an easy jab on her. …show more content…

She was terrible at so many things, the greatest offender being...understanding herself. She knew the feelings she had swirling in her mind, and she knew she had a decision that would have to be made at some point or another. It made her angry. She didn't *like* being controlled by her emotions...she didn't want to be like her mother, claiming that the only things that she believed in were true love and constant forward motion. She liked concrete ideas, finished products, *winning.* Being a socialite meant putting on a fake face and becoming someone you weren't, the kind of someone that people actually liked. She was obviously fantastic at it, given her title, but that didn't mean she enjoyed it. For once in her life, she had gotten to just be herself: Fumihito Yoshida, the...absolutely *pathetic* excuse for a daughter. She grits her teeth. The taste of real, genuine freedom was incredibly sweet. Yet, the situation was becoming bitter and gruesome with each passing day, their numbers dropping at a horribly fast rate. How long would it be until someone came for her?

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