Health Monologue

Hi, my name is Lauren and I believe that I am your biological granddaughter. I realize that my Mom tried to contact you in the past and you said that you did not want contact but I wanted to try and contact you myself. If you don't want to talk to me that is fine as well, just respond with no or no thanks

Groggily, my eyes squint open. I feel a fever coming on, and I’m weak. This isn't the cliff side… where am I? I want to move but my muscles scream in protest. It’s even a huge effort to open my eyes all the way, and process where I am. The forest… Im at the tree line. But how…

I thank you for the all the joy and laughter that I got share with you both. I thank you the two of you for letting your joy and laughter shine throughout the family. From my grandmother's delicious three layer cakes to my aunt's precise quilting skills; those things I will forever cherish. I know for sure that when god called you two up to be with him; he definitely made sure that you two were no longer suffering or in pain. I sit here in grief imagining the both of you eternally jumping from cloud to cloud without a care in the world and without worries. Even though you both left this world differently; the both of you have left an unforgettable legacy throughout the history of our family. I will miss you both and that will never change. I may have sadly lost two beloved family members: but I now and forever will have two angels by my side and guiding me through life. Even though your sudden departures have left my heart empty; I know that the two of you are looking down faithfully upon my family and I. All of the these words, of which, come from the heart.

I would like to thank everyone who has come here today to say goodbye to a dear friend of mine and yours. A friend who was kind. A friend who loved everyone.A friend. Lennie Small was my only friend. He was my family.

Find me in the ashes of death and lets rise together as one breath I plead to be forever yours, I never want to let you go cause you give me a reason to live without regretting the past fight, I've a heavy heart you complete me, cause I've nowhere else to go, you make my homeless soul fulfilled like the sun will rise your hugs reminds me everything will be alright I don't where to go since you left me in the snow, I'm all cold where did you go to leave me so low, why did you leave me to die, I'm bleeding alone without your eyes, you're the lyrics to my music, the chords to the melody of pain the beat to my joy lay your heart into mine let's drink each other's love like wine, I want to be the darkness and light lets fight this thing

It is just fair to thank you for your presence in my life. I understand that our soul’s plan has long term and not so long experiences. The shorter experiences are necessary to leap up quicker, and when just a minimum of experience is necessary to ignite a new phase in our soul’s evolution. I understood you wanted to leave, and there is no sadness, sorrow or regret with your departure, but infinite admiration.

A time to say goodbye to my adviser who has helped and guided me through the years to be a better person since I moved to Arcadia in 2008. The longest city I have lived and loved. Thank you Father Michael for everything. I will never forget the kindness, words of wisdom, care and compassion you have given me and my children. We will greatly miss you! May our Almighty God bless you on your next journey.

Regardless, I love you and grandpa. I appreciate the help you have given me and the time I have spent with you both. I am not angry with you for not raising me yourselves. I understand that you were already older and from your perspective thought you were doing what was best. Without you and grandpa, I am not sure I would have made it through college. For the average guy, I have a great job! Thank you for your

Hello Juliet, It’s Lisa I need your help. I am currently a hot mess. I need your ways, how do you get the men chasing after you? I heard over there in Verona you got 2 men chasing after you. Don't worry the word isn't around the Romeo and you are up to something, Lady nurse just told me over letter. But anyways what do you do? Currently I am in Kansas and I am a English teacher with two kids and I have to grade about 2000 papers of tests. I think after school is over I want to go vacation over there in Verona to see if I find myself some men. Any suggestions?

I am writing to thank you for the honor of caring for your family member for many years; it has been a great pleasure in having the responsibility of your love one to care for.

I know you're probably going to be upset me and him sorry that I decided not to do the conference. you and this program mean a lot to me, so I decided I did not want to do anything to embarrass you. I have been something having something going on with me medically for about since May 2017, I thought I would get better and the doctors have been running tests to see what is going on. Yesterday, I wake up with big welts on my face and they still can do what is needed with my month, until they know whats going on. I hope you forgive me but I decided it is better that I don't go into this conference. With my appearance and the way I'm talking or unable to talk, I would make everyone who works hard on this and myself look bad and unprofessional.

We went back to FOB McHenry after the Medevac arrived. We never caught up with the rest of the elements, so we were never even a part of the main effort. My vehicle had to be towed to the FOB, so we received a ride from another platoon. Once we got back there my Senior Scout took me to go look at my vehicle in the maintenance bay. There was a hole exactly where the TC seat was. The pieces started to come together. I couldn’t push through the kill zone because the battery box is under the TC seat, so with the battery gone, we weren’t going anywhere. We had never been blown up on a dirt road, it has always been on a main route, and it usually came from the side of the road, never underneath. This was a game changer for us.

My life was flashing before my eyes, I was realizing what was happening death was coming. Cold and stillness filled the room while the feeling of death started to overtake my body it was a different feeling but it had to come. My limbs felt heavy and I thought real slow everything was slowing down. Just then something odd happened like nothing I ever thought some sound came into the room an annoying buzzing creature.

Mom and dad, I want to thank you for always being by my side and giving me the strength to achieve all that I can. I love you both very much and please don’t ever forget that you can always count on me just as I know that I can always count

I am very afraid. I have been so close to dying so many times. This is not anything like they said war was like and I am afraid that I will never see you again. I miss you all very much. The list of things I wouldn’t do to see you all again is nonexistent. Mother, I miss your cooking and your ability to always make me laugh. However, above all, I miss you tender kisses and your beautiful smile. Father, I miss your constant advice. I also miss the way that I felt when you hugged me. I felt so safe and protected. I miss my sisters dearly. I miss Gabriella’s laugh and her jokes. I miss Camilla’s hugs and her positive outlook on life. I could use a bit of that positivity. I even miss her spunky attitude and her constant whining. I miss Michelle’s