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How Does Kretsky Change In Between Shades Of Gray

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Throughout life one faces with challenges that change a course of personality. One struggles with the decision of the problems and have a battle within themselves. One cannot judge a person off of first impression because that person has many sides. In Between Shades of Gray by Ruta Sepetys, Kretsky, an NKVD guard, struggles with himself over his feeling towards the prisoners of the camp. Kretsky feels a guilt within himself that overcomes his need for masculinity in front of the guards, so over the course of the book he changes. Lina instantly decides that Kretsky is as cruel like the rest of the guards and hates him. Sepetys debates that Kretsky’s war within himself displays how people are more complicated than first impression. Kretsky is at war with himself and how to act around his fellow NKVD guards. He tries to act normally so they do not suspect any sort of compassion towards the prisoners. He acts brutally like the rest of them. Lina …show more content…

Drunkenly, he says, “ ‘So you hate me?...I hate me, too...Some of my mother’s relatives are in Kolyma. I was supposed to go there, to help them...But not I’m here. So, you’re not the only one who is in prison” (Sepetys 325). Kretsky confides in Lina about his past and explains how he is also in a prison, both emotionally and literally. Kretsky is forced to be strong and cruel to the prisoners, but he truly feels guilty and empathetic for them because he has gone through the same conditions. When Kretsky’s mother died, his father remarried in less than a year and Kretsky was emotionally distraught. He carries on some of the same sadness and pain to the camp where children are losing their mothers everyday, but he can’t do anything to fix it. Kretsky has a strata of sadness within himself that makes him feel like a prisoner when he is on the better side of the war. He has the good life compared to the real

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