I Am A Normal Years Old Girl With Boy Drama, And Family Drama

I'm still not quite sure how it happened, I think I did something to displease him in some way. One day he just stopped speaking to me. My heart ever so slowly broke, every day that he acted, though I never existed. What was once whole was shattered; where before there was peace is isolation, echoes of an affection I put my everything into. With each passing day he took another step away. No matter how many times I asked what I had done wrong he never had an answer. The days were slow, cold, and wretched. I felt as if there was something wrong with me. For some time after that, I felt I would never love someone again. I had been heartbroken before, but there was always a reason that helped ease the pain of it away. When he gave me no explanation it was like a wound left open to

You are afraid you might forget, but you never will. You will forgive and remember. Think of that vine that curls from the small square plot that was once my heart. That is the only marker you need. Move on.

I have tried to put behind me what Josh did and I'm struggling and I'm tired of struggling. I'm grateful I wasn't around Josh when I found out about this because I was so distraught and angry I truly believe I could have physically hurt him. I'm past that part now but still fear it happening again and I just don't trust him. I know you have said and he has promised it would never happen again but he promised me all that in the beginning and it still happened. Plus there have been some questionable incidents involving other girls since all that where I've had my suspicions. I have caught Josh in many untruths as well but I won't go into all that. I love Josh dearly but at this point with me panicking about everything I really don't know that I could ever marry him. I've had days that I have been fine that I thought I can overcome this and days that I wake up feeling very depressed because of the memories. I know it sounds crazy but sometimes certain days when the wheyher is a certain way or a certain song is on the radio that was popular when this happened brings all the horrible memories back. I know you don't hate me Kathie it just appeared that way to me due

This happens a lot, and frequently comes in the way of sports. When I mentally think I did bad I will put myself down, which usually results in me giving up instead of pushing myself harder. The ISFJ results also showed that I keep my feelings enclosed, stating, “Defenders are very private and very sensitive, internalizing their feelings.” For me, this means I have difficulty coping with stressful situations and emotions. When it comes to being asked to hang out, or just simple yes, or no questions,

For the first two years i was filled with anger but didn’t realize it, my junior year was probably the most emotionally draining because that’s when everything came out and i had to talk about my feelings when I really didn’t want to just because I don’t want pity from people, I didn’t want people to take advantage of me and essentially just because I was embarrassed. I had to witness my mom cry, I had to sit there while my sister asked “where’s daddy?” every day. My days were filled with court dates and therapy dates. So I was forced to think about what happened. It caused me to not be able to sleep because I was wishing that i circled “no” instead of “yes”, why I was taking things out on people, I would get scared every time the bell rang, and I would even wait for everyone to fall asleep just so I could cry myself to sleep. No one knows this but I resented my mom a little for bringing this man into the house because this is not the first time a boyfriend has caused chaos into our home. I felt like she could have at least realized what was going on. Before everything came out no one knew what was going and I had no one to talk to and I felt alone and if my mom would have noticed then I wouldn’t have gone through that. I don’t like to use the word depressed because that’s nothing to play around with but that’s how I

Pt. attended AMS Central Therapy sessions on the above. The Topic was “Are Your Emotions and Behaviors Helping you or hurting you?” Pt. reported that an extremely stressful event that happened recently was getting into an argument with his girlfriend. Pt. commented that he felt angry, guilty and depressed about this problem. Pt. stated that what he did was overreacting to control the situation. Pt. stated, “I said really mean things and I acted very passive aggressive.” Pt. mentioned that his behaviors did not help him in the short-term because he failed to use better communication skills. Pt. said that thinking about how much he loves her did help him think clearly and deal with the upsetting event. Pt. reported that he still working on the

During high school, I faced an enormous challenge: episodic acute stress. People that suffer from this are short-tempered due to stress in an attempt to accomplish their goals. It can also cause a person to be hostile towards their loved ones. In high school, my parent's demands were my goals. Trying to handle a full schedule of AP’s, honors, clubs, and a sport while trying to fulfill my parent's demand took a tow on my mental and physical health. As time went by, my episodic acute stress worsen. I began lashing out at my peers becoming more aggressive at every person who tries to approach me. It also came to a point where I couldn't think properly and was experiencing constant chest pain. Due to my unstable state, my grades began to decrease

As a child I was very hot head and easily hurt as well. When I got hot headed I would lash out, like when we played red rover I would close line people or I would kick the boy’s shins when they were being a jerk. Everyone just said it was part of growing up but over time I started to use unhealthy ways to cope with all the emotions ruling my life. When I was caught by my school, both my family and the school sent me away to a mental institution to get help for my problems.

Name one arena (a relationship, a situation, etc.) that you feel you need to grow in the most in terms of managing your difficult emotions? Which part of the suggestions for dealing with difficult emotions seem most helpful and applicable for you in this arena? What’s one thing you will try to

I've been a depressed person for years, I've been on antidepressants since being raped at 9. I grew up in a home with abuse, verbal, physical and mental. I grew up with drug addicts raising me, there for I've raised all my siblings and have never had a stable home, or stable people in my life. I have a very sensitive soul, and take a lot to heart. I try hard to be a strong, a good parent, wife and good friend. I treat others as I wish I could be treated by others, I am way to nice, Sometimes this causes more pain for me than It should because I get to attached, the "best friends" I thought I had have been a back bone for me, besides my husband. Someone who has always been a supporter of the strong me. I am a passive aggressive person and I

I did not so she gave me hers, after that we were off going hiking. We were almost there and a bug flo right on me and I smacked right off before it could sting me,

I have had this guy we dated a little while last year he was very over protective about me.. Like there was this one time we went to my grandparents and i went up to the garage and got onto the ladder and he told me to get off of it bc i was going to hurt something. The good thing about him was he was always good to me even before we were together we were like brother and sister before we dated , but now it is all different. After we broke up we stayed mad at each other and would not talk to each other. The reason why we broke up was because things went wrong and we just separated I broke up with him and to this day he never understood what I felt no one did because i would not tell anyone.

I know you have been having a struggle to let things go. I understand that it is hard to let go of things that you love but, sometimes it is for the best. In the poem it says “when things disappear she lets them go” this just shows that when you lose something or someone yes it is hard to let them go. I feel like since your boyfriend left all you can think about is how you could have made things better for him to stay and not leave. I am telling you the truth there is going to be a time in your life that you will realize that you need to not be sad for the things that you lost but happy for the things that you have. Show him that you are sad but you are also happy because now you have even more time to focus on the things that you love.

For months everything was perfect just like most relationships, we weren’t fully comfortable, we didn’t argue, we didn’t have a lack of trust. It was absolutely perfect. Once we came to about 6 months he left for the first time, and it broke my heart. We had our space, worked things out and eventually got back together. After a couple more months of being okay, he left again. Once again we gave each other space, worked through it and got back together. After finally working everything out i had a concern of a girl he was around and had been talking to. He had promised that it was nothing and that they were just childhood friends, i believed him at first until it started to become more frequent. After fighting about that many times, he ended up leaving, and that third time had me absolutely shattered from the inside, out. I had a very low self esteem, and couldn’t find it in myself to stay healthy and happy. I let myself fall through very deep cracks, and wasn’t sure how I would back out.

People don’t realize the sad truth that I’ve been holding on for and secretly suffering with most of my life. People seem to see me as a girl that is naturally bubbly, happy, and outgoing. This was a way for me to hide my real emotions in the time when my depression and anxiety were major factors impacting my self-esteem, just a couple of years ago. So, yes, I admit it -- I was a victim of depression and anxiety. My anxiety has been occurring ever since I was a toddler. My usual anxious behavior would be when I would easily get nervous, wouldn’t talk that well in order to be understood, would go through emotional meltdowns at times, and so forth. My depression however, seem to connect a lot with my anxiety because of my meltdowns and it would easily bring my self-esteem down. One interesting fact about my depression is that it got extreme when I was in middle school. Many events in that time of my life made me feel absolutely worthless inside.