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I Am Obsessed With My Eyes

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I 'm obsessed with my looks, but it 's my face I 'm most concerned with. I glance at it every chance I get, I 'm always drawn to it on every mirror and window I come across. But who can blame me, with how ugly I am. I look in the mirror every morning and the first thing I see are my eyes. Too small for my face, my lips are even more disproportionately small than them. My nose is so unusual, long with a bump in the middle. As for my face shape, I’d rather have it look like anything but a jagged square. Bumpy and discolored skin covers my face, loads of it on my cheeks. Sometimes I suck my cheeks in slightly to make them seem smaller. You might be wondering why I feel this way, and to that I say, a variety of things. But if I had to pinpoint …show more content…

I flipped through the clothes and my sister appeared. She watched over me like a hawk and I continued looking. “How about this? I think it suits you.” My sister pulled out a shirt we both knew was hideous. Not finding anything, I left the section and we left the store shortly after. Next up was Pacsun and my sister tried to find a pair of jeans. I scanned the store, finding nothing as my sister went to try on a pair of jeans. She didn 't like them so we left, as we walked through the mall, my sister leaned in next to me. “Ohh wowww can 't get anything? How sad, no wonder you 're gonna be alone.” We headed downstairs and my mother insisted I find something. We entered Tazga and I walked around while my family stayed towards the front. I spotted a black romper and went to try it on. While I was getting it on, my mother shoved a black shirt through the curtain. The romper looked horrible, but more so it was me than it. When I tried on both, one thought came to find. I 'm fucking ugly. The clothes themselves weren 't half bad, but I was that other half of bad. Putting both back on the rack, we all left the store for some lunch before we left. But my sister had something to say. “God, why couldn’t you find anything?” She scoffed, I didn 't answer. “You 'd think after all this time you wouldn 't be such a baby.” I bit my tongue once again and my mother suggested we go to Ruby’s since it was right by the mall exit. We got seated in a

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