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I hope you are well despite the recent events that have disturbed our town. In the past, I understand that I may have hurt you. However, I write to you as a man who fears for the stability of his town, not as a former companion. I always take it upon myself to judge others, and now I judge myself as well. Since I believe in the need for honesty, I am prepared to go to court to expose us if I must. I simply hope that will not be necessary, and that you and I can come to a compromise. Think of how it felt when your heart broke, how easily that could happen, and how debilitating heartbreak can be. This town is as fragile as a heart, and it feels the strain of jealousy and mistrust. Like a heart, after just one break or crack, it takes time and care to make the town whole again. As loathe as I am to admit to my selfishness, I must disclose that I do not wish to tarnish my reputation. Abigail, it is absolutely imperative that you reveal your lies because, if you do not, countless innocents will die and mistrust will thrive.

Hi... I've been trying so hard to respect that you needed some space but I just can't not talk to you any longer. I understand if you no longer want anything to do with me or if you even want to talk to me but I just want to let you know how sorry I am and how ashamed of myself I am for hurting you the way I did. You are what I loved most in this world and I ruined it. I am so sorry for lying to you and making you feel the way you did. I am also so so sorry if I ruined your week with you're family. I pray I didn't. You probably dont think I do but I love you so much Ellie and I always will. I really want to fix things, I'm willing to do anything in my power to fix things I just need to know whether or not you want me to because I will understand

“I have to move into my dorm early tomorrow, but I’ll talk to you soon. Just keep thinking of what makes you genuinely

Well, here it is, babe. A surprise letter, written in horrid handwriting, now in your hands. Boy do I not like my handwriting, especially now when my girlfriend will be reading it, But like you said, you have a slacker as a boyfriend so dont expect this mess to change any time soon (I kid, babe). Now, I didn’t write to you to complain about my writing. This past week was hard. i saw you struggle with depression and it hurt. It hurt watching you cry. So, with somewhat renewed enthusiasm to make you smile, here are a few reasons I think you are strong.

I would like you to know that I could’ve changed how I acted back home if you gave me the chance, if you let me show you. But, it is too late now what’s done is done, no going back. Also I am not immature like you think I am I just don’t like going to school, I think it is a waste of time when I could practice poker and make a living off of it. I’m not sure if this letter will ever reach you but if it does I wish you good luck living on your own now that i’m not around to help.

I thank you for taking the time to read my letter. I know that you are a busy man, so for you to read my letter means a lot. I do hope to hear back from you. Please feel free to contact me in any way that you

I am scared I want to go home I miss everyone at home I don’t want to be here anymore. When I get home I promise I will not take advantage of you anymore I will cherish every moment I get with you guys I am so sorry that I ever made you mad I promise it won’t happen anymore. Will you ever get this letter?

I loved you more than I loved myself. Not even, I was in love with you, and you broke my heart by breaking it off between us without even blinking an eye. When I called you on the phone a couple hours later, you sounded like you absolutely hated me, and that hurt even more. (Don’t get me wrong, though. I’m not trying to sound like a victim. I’m sure you hurt or were hurting too.) We used to talk just about everyday for the past year or so. Not talking to you everyday is so strange. I don’t know what to do with myself half the time. Whenever something happens - whether good or bad - and want to run to tell you about it. I didn’t only lose my boyfriend, I also lost my real best friend, and my first real, true love. I really thought you were the one. After all, we were talking about going on a mini vacation by ourselves in the summer. You were supposed to come to my Abuela’s wedding and spend your 20th birthday with

I never thought that I'd be writing to you out of all people. Everyone may question my sanity once they figure out I've been trying to write to you ever since you were convicted five years ago. It's just.... I couldn’t find the right words to explain how badly you hurt me. However, my therapist said that writing this letter will help me accept the fact that I made the dumbest mistake in the world seven years ago when we got married. Oh yeah, I'm going to a therapist. I find that quite ironic since one day I thought I could become a therapist, and specialize in women sciences, but instead, I'm going to one.

I needed to hear that, I could of settle down. Getting impatient with me just makes me more hesitant, even if you said that in some way being angry just makes me scared of you.Tone matters Jerson, you should know that. You want me to follow you to New York you have to be willing to repeat things over and over again. I still have Cynthia and my Mom repeat to me over and over again I’m doing the right thing by not talking to you. I did not want to stop being by your side Jerson but I needed some time to myself to get better. You were my better half and this month felt like I was walking around like a huge part of me had died inside. I have given you some much of myself that I don’t even function without you. When we fight and don’t solve things in the same day, I completely impactable of thinking about anything.I know you’re stressed out about your situation and you take it out on me. I know you’re upset with yourself that you can’t completely trust me but I can’t be your punching bag right now. I can’t take any more verbal beat downs and I can’t jump into a situation without a better plan then “ If you love me, you would just come here” or “ I’ll do it but you have to come here first”. I couldn’t get over there until summer, you couldn’t even give me a bone by saying you’ll try and get something done before then? One thing off the list? Jerson, I didn’t not want you to come during January. I

I understand if you’re frustrated and confused; I would rather that than you not caring. I should have told you earlier, but to be honest, I wouldn’t have been able to articulate the words in person. I’m afraid to see your reaction, therefore this has to be done through a letter. I know you found out about the plan of mine to begin taking hormones, and I understand your confusion and anger as a reason to call the quits. I know you probably just pictured me as a “plain Jane” kind of girl, when in reality, before our wonderful three years together, before I even fell for anyone, I knew something was out of place. I’ve never felt at peace in my own skin. I’m a man in a woman’s body. I am transgender and I am undergoing the first steps in transition.

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Hence why my grades slipped terribly and I would barely leave the house. I started to pull myself together and started to grow as an adult. I'm trying to make my decisions based on what I think is good for me. I try to let you know that I am thankful for what you to for me. Especially what you've done for Trevor. He was not in a good place but now he's stable and taking care of himself. I don't want you to think I'm not sorry for what you have to deal with now. I am truly sorry for what is happening as a result. all I want and will ever want if for you to be proud of me. I try not to ask for much because I know how hard things are for you. I don't want you to be angry at me. I am deeply sorry for my

I am writing this out to organize my thoughts make my point clear so here it goes. To all of you I’m sorry, I have messed up and I regret all of my actions. I have done things that have destroyed the relationships and the trust between all of you. To Allison, I’m sorry. Stealing from you was the worst thing to our brother and sister relationship. I feel awful for what I have done and I’m not asking for your trust to be restored but at least for you to forgive me. It started as an idea I had to pay you back and buy something online but I then thought I could abuse my power. I got carried away and took advantage of you. For that I’m sorry. Even though I have payed back the money I can never get back the trust I broke. We may be

Yeah, I don’t really know what I am doing with myself anymore. When we started dating I was confused and scared. I pushed you away. I know and I feel horrible about it. I didn’t mean to but I just didn’t know how to express my feelings for you and I don’t do well with embarrassment or compliments. And It’s easy for me to get embarrassed when someone I like says something nice to me or about me. Later on I heard that you had done some unfavorable things to people I was close to and I became conflicted. Then my friend told me that he wished for me to break up with you. We talk often about me breaking up with you. People thought that I didn’t really love you, to be honest I wasn’t really sure if I loved you. Then thanksgiving came around and I couldn’t see you or talk to you everyday, so I wished to see you everyday. Though that didn’t come through because I ignored you. Though it wasn’t intentional at first as time passed I was afraid of answering you because I didn’t know what to say. I stopped talking because you insisted on buying me a Christmas gift. Which is a nice gesture but I didn’t want you to buy me anything because I was fine with just having you. The last day we were together Jaden said you were upset with me and I understood why I mean I did ignore you that that hurt you so much. But when you said you would ignore me the rest of the day it made me really upset, Instead of being mature and ignoring that comment since I knew you weren’t going to