I Feel Nothing : You Can 't Be Serious? Essay

“‘I wanted you to do it all for me. I wanted everything to be all easy and simple . . . So I tried to pretend that it was all your fault. . . because I was scared and I didn’t want to

“I don’t know if I was happy that day – those tense and edgy feelings were getting stronger and stronger – but I do know I’ve never been happy since.”

You're free and lost in the void, you're unable to stop because you've lost all momentum. There simply is nothing, but numbness, and the vast emptiness of your mind. I feel my body almost levitate off the ground. I feel as though I'm ascending to a higher plane, leaving this filth behind. I'm the future, I'm the 21st Century, marvel at splendor as I send us forth into numbness. Let me guide my generation off the cliff into oblivion.

“I still don’t understand what I said wrong. I’m not trying to be a jerk about this; I truly don’t understand what lit your fuse like that.” James said.

“How could you?” she exclaims, despairingly. Her eyes begin to well as she turns away and storms off, her heart sagging in heartbreak and anguish. She hides herself in the collar of her coat, embarrassed and humiliated.

I was out of the dimly lit room and on my way to kill my fiancé as soon as the last of her demand left her

“What are you doing! Put that gun down! I was a fool, a mad, mad fool. I should have left you for dead, Rainsford. How could you, how could y-” Whitney said.

Who do you think I am, a whore, that I’m desperate for attention? Get off my back you creep.”

I think i found my destination. Sheer magnitude of energy arose from my body. I felt unreal. Seriously. Have you ever stop and question your existence. Who am i and why am i here? Detachment and utter numbness of “reality”. This anomalous out-of-body experience rush must means this is the end me? “ Mike i have to go to the hospital i think i'm dying.” I said panicking at my inner experience. I was an onlooker of this universe - at least it seemed. “ Brenda please relax, youre not dying. and stop crying!” he said as he walked me to his car. “ come on, I am going to take you to my house.” . From this moment i knew this isn't what i wanted to

“Ava. She’s my one reason to live. If you can’t live for me or yourself, live for her, she needs you. I need you.” She got choked up, tears ran down her face.

“I’m sorry, my love,” I said as my eyes began to water. She grabbed her chest in pain and stared at me. Her eyes teared up and a single tear ran down her cheek as she took her final breath. I did what I had done so many times before, but I never felt any remorse for my actions until then.

“I know I don’t look like it, but I’m extremely happy. It’s just I can’t believe she decided to stay with me after all the pain and suffering I’ve caused her. I am truly a lucky man.” Something had truly changed in him after what had happened yesterday.

I don't know when I woke up here. It seems as if I just regained consciousness, and at the same time, it feels I've been living in this void forever. I can't even tell what I'm standing on – is it air? Ground? Water? It looks the same as the sky, and I can't tell where one ends and the other begins.

She pressed the pistol to my head and looked at me long and hard. I looked back into her eyes and saw what I’d done to her. It’s funny ‘cause I Guess I did to her what was done to me all those years ago in the Great War. I robbed her of her life her friends and, of course, her humanity.

“Darling, you look absolutely stunning in that gown- when I walked in, my eyes were immediately drawn to you. I am sorry that I had to leave you so suddenly, but I dared not risk losing the cargo I had aboard; and not by any means am saying that it was more important than you-”