I Would Make Time Stand

Hope is now showering my heart knowing that, now that you’ve let me go, I will still be able to find the one fate has set for me to give my heart to. I know he’ll be the one to complete me the way we couldn’t complete each other, nor help each other grow.

You don’t talk to me anymore and I miss your voice. We don’t do things together anymore, and I miss your smile.

” For you to take this burden off of me,” He handed me a Monkey paw and said ”I get three wishes.” He calmly walked me outside and fell over dead as soon as he took one step out of the tent. This is when all of my hardships began.

I would hold my hand against my lips and tell myself how his eyes followed me. How it smelled like the dumpster behind school on the first Wednesday of summer. How concrete scratched its way through my soles, 30% off running shoes and all. I would tell myself how the smoke on your breath smelled like oak and incense and old ink and old words. Like church. Like i was confessing something. How i bowed my head to the cross that was his arms entangled, to his too proud lether and denim and half yellow skin.

I want to spend m forever and my always with you I know I jump to guy to guy because I leave when I get hurt but you don't have a reason to hurt me you have to be the best thing that ever happened to me when I see you my heart speeds up my thoughts get lost with your name...

You were my everything, you were there for me. And now you left me empty, nothing in my caged heart. The emptiness inside me is the only way to safety. You broke me and left me empty, but know I’m stronger than you will ever be.

I want you to know that I see you every day, and I want you to know I think about you every day. When I hear about the shootings near our neighborhood my heart stops because I pray it is not you laying there.

* I tried my best, but you just don’t seem satisfied, and now im here all alone tonight, when I think of you I cry – greyson chance

I miss you and Percy so much, almost more than I can bear. I think about you all night long; sleep is hard to come by.

`“I’ll understand if you would to stop loving me and leave my side, it's just I didn’t couldn’t live with this guilt anymore, I’m sorry”, I started to cry tears.

A breath to build a glow. I've heard it said a thousand times, but now I know. That I do not know what I have, until it's gone. I thought I kept you safe and sound. I thought I made you strong. But this whole thing made me realize that I was wrong. This is not the end and this is not the beginning. This is not what I had planned and it is out of my control now. Thoughts were spinning in my head, and I had so many things were left unsaid. It's hard to let you go. All I can think about is you, and how many little things I miss and love and the memories we made together. I just cannot lose you, because did not know what I had, until it is almost gone. From catching lightning bugs with you and the babies, to every photo on my phone, to picking you up at Michael’s Pizza, dropping you off at Greene’s Orthodontics, to camping, realizing that that could be over and gone made me cry. The little things give us away; I have always said that. Seeing you smile to my dumb jokes, and cheesy pickup lines, to hearing you giggle and scream when I try to tickle you, to being there when you get a phone a

Heart that was given, why is on the floor? I feel like I can’t take this anymore. I wanted you close to me very bad Without you, there’s no reason to be glad You are the only beauty my eyes know Without you, my life feels as cold as snow Will you come back like you told me before?

“The things you said to me last night and the way that you touched me... You said I was beautiful and that you wanted me, that you couldn’t wait to have me…”

“I promise I won’t hurt you. Once I start I won’t be able to stop, my instincts will take over. It will be more rough than I would want your first time to be but I can’t take you any other way tonight. I will have you tonight; my nerves will not let me walk away from

"Last night I was close to my lover, oh evening of love not to return again!