I'M Awesome

She stated to have these thoughts as she got older and whenever she was bored in her adult life.

So now, she is ready to live life the way she wanted to in the first place. Unlike other wives who were still crying, she knew life must go on so she was over the fact that her husband was dead. For her it was better, he is dead because she was going on about being free, free, free.

She lays helplessly, hopelessly tranced. What will remain of her in the coming hours is unknown, but one thing is for certain, I will remain by her side until she is an empty house, cold and unseeing. Though sorrow may fill my bones, all that I let show through is a sense of tranquil energy in lieu of the recent events. She mumbles and murmurs longing for the life long past. Embarrassment occupies her brain as she contemplates why and how her life has come to this. She reeks of stupidity and frailness when her life was nothing close to that. She fears that what we leave behind is more important that what we were. Is it though? Regardless of what she was or what she has become, I am here and I will always be here.

She thought a lot about her dead fiance, Mike. This was a main part in the book, along with her thoughts on believing she would soon die from the illness she obtained. However, she believed she still had a lot to live for and felt her kids needed more help, since they were still young.

Before Ms. Taylor died, she was battling cancer, high blood pressure, and a diabetes which caused her husband’s life to be taken by stress. When I was taking care of her, she had only two children, both girls, and one grandson. I did not get the pleasure to meet her husband because he passed 10 years before had gotten sick. I knew she was depressed about her husband’s death, in which she almost gave up on living, but once I came along, I was able to give her that spark that she needed so desperately to keep living. Her daughters had lives of their own. One was a successful teacher, and the other was an executive manager of a company in North Dakota. The only grandson, who she felt had so many options in life, did not know which academic career path to follow

Afterward, she sulked back upstairs and threw herself on her bed. after laying for a few minutes, she rolled over and grabbed a picture of her brother, and a tear rolled down her cheek she found it to believe that it had already been a whole year since he passed away. She set the picture back in its place and laid down allowing herself to drift into the peaceful void of sleep.

Most families are complicated but supportive. For example, a family could argue a lot, but still love one another. In Alice Walker’s “Everyday Use” mama still supports her daughters even though, they’re not around much. Their issues are not unique because my family has its issues, too. The family in “Everyday Use” and my family both have similarities and differences regarding siblings, bonds, and mothers.

I sadden me see that she could not move or talk much and that the only way for her to communicate was through her movements. When she started getting really excited as she listens to the therapist Naomi sing religious music it got me really happy. But, what touched me the most was when she started to cry. It made me question myself what are her real feelings? What is she trying to say? Is she happy? When I asked myself this I wonder if I imagine myself miserable if that was me, if that was me trying to communicate with the world, but not being capable

She genuinely loves her family and she hopes to repair the wounds between her husband and her

Her message was very emotional of how she is still hurting of losing her nephew when times weren’t right and the way she wishes things could have been

I don't know about you, but family is everything to me. They made me who I am today by loving me and having my back. Like my friends, they are always there for me, I really like being around them and I can Really trust them. But what I learned about both family and friends is that they really care and they will be there to support you threw out. That's why I strongly agree 3T’s song “Brotherhood” really hits the topic about “The Outsider’s” focus on family, friendship and support.

Transcendentalism has 5 basic values which are confidence, self-reliance, free thought, nature and nonconformity. “Stronger” by Kelly Clarkson is a song that reflected transcendentalist values. The song embodies self-reliance and confidence as a transcendental thought. In this song Clarkson teaches the people that they must have self-confidence and must rely on themselves in order to be stronger. Kelly Clarkson explains the message of the song that even if somebody feels defeated, he/she has to have a potential and confidence to get back up on his/her foot because the problem that he/she is facing didn’t kill them in fact it made them stronger.

But, she realized that lamenting over Grandfather wouldn't change the

And how the memories that once had occupied her mind is now a faint

I cried knowing she was in such a dark place, since I know what that feels like, and she is now getting the help she