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In-Person Writing Assignment

Satisfactory Essays

During this past weeks in-person writing assignment there were two dominate influences that impact my work. Due to my disabilities, one of the leading contributors is my posttraumatic stress disorder (PTSD). Not being able to control my emotions, impacts my work, leaving me frantic rush trying to complete my task. The last reason is my severe traumatic brain injury (TBI) that impacts my memory, which in the end leaves me lost trying to gather my thoughts. A portion of my time is split into two halves, trying to convince myself that I can do this; the other I am scrambling to beat my mental block and carry out my paper. As a result of these two contributing opponents, is why I struggled during the timed In-person exam.

My PTSD over all I believe is one of my biggest struggles academically when it comes to in-person assignments. Hyperarousal keeps me from focusing on the topic at hand; instead I am worried about what is going on around. This causes my body to go into the “fight or flight” mechanism, inducing my anxiety to take control. Think of it as the feeling “knot” you get in your stomach while on a roller coaster. Focusing on the task at hand …show more content…

Writers get what is called “writers block” when they are unable to produce new work. Me, I get what is called “mental block”, which is my inability to keep my train of thought. Writers block and mental blocks are similar in a sense they both impact your ability to put together your thoughts. Normally this causes me to write a wall of words, in result not allowing me to express or get my main idea across clearly. Spawning uncertainty, disorientation, and unnerve, that prevent me from producing my own work. Trying to remember or trying to figure out how certain things in my essay should go is a constant struggles that came about from my block in thoughts. Leaving me gazing at a blank paper trying to figure out how or what to put on

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