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It 's All My Fault

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It’s all my fault. It’s all my fault. It’s all my fault… Again. Those were the only words I could think of. My mind wouldn’t allow me to stop having these horrendous thoughts. What if he dies? How about if he never wakes up? Am I the reason he’s in this state? Why couldn’t it had been me instead? I grabbed his hand and started to cry. “Why did you jump in? Why did you jump in? You should have let me drown.” “What are you saying dummy? Why would I let something stupid like that happen?” I glanced up and seen he was sitting up, staring at me with a tired eyes and a neutral face. “Can you let go of my hand?” I was so happy, I jump into him, hugged him around his neck and buried my face in his chest. “Hey now! I don’t like all this…” “I’m …show more content…

“If I didn’t care about you, why did I jump in after you?” he asked in a serious tone. “And why would I have protected you from that old geezer?” “I don’t know.” “Let me repeat what I told you. I said I couldn’t care less about what you do. That sounds nothing like I don’t care about you.” “So you do care about me?” He slowly released my face, replied to my question with a discombobulate expression and hastily looked out the window. “Um… In a way… I guess?” he stuttered, basically taking back his previous statement. I should’ve expected no less from him. “No?” “It’s not that I do care, but more so I can’t stand to see you to get physically hurt.” He’s so confusing. It was a simple yes or no question, yet he managed to turn it into one that would bring the Millennium Prize Problems to shame. “I’m sorry,” I woefully repeated, hoping he’ll accept my apology, although I still believe words aren’t enough to repay for what I have done. “I’m sorry for the pool incident, sorry for forcing you to come, sorry for having you deal with my shenanigans, sorry for having to be partnered with me, sorry for…” “Stop apologizing for everything!” he snapped, turning back to glare at me. “I hate when you do that shit!” “I can’t. It’s the only way…” “It’s the only way nothing! This is why you get into trouble. You trust people too easily, you always let your guard down at the wrong times, you don’t realize when someone is trying to use you, you have a

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