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Jackson: A Fictional Narrative

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It took me completely off gaurd, it was the second time Jackson had said he loved me, I assumed the first tine he told me was because he was drunk and Zach had pissed him off. I wasn't quite sure how to reply, I didn't know what I felt for Jackson at the moment and as much as I wanted to believe it was love, all I could feel was growing guilt. Maybe some part of me did love Jackson and I was hesitant to admit it, but I can't let my guard down with him. Not yet. I pulled the hood of my hoodie over my head, I could feel the adreniline working it's way thought my body, over my working heart. I take a deep breath, looking myself in the mirror before opening my door and heading out down the street to his house. Headlights pass me, wind rushing …show more content…

I refused to let him go, squeezing him hard, Jackson slowly pulled away from me, looking down. "Wanna go inside or stand here and freeze our asses off." He lets out a small quiet laugh, as his breath leaves his mouth it condenses to a cloud of fog, he shivers. I nodded a bit, blush filling my cheeks.
"Yeah." I say as he opens the door and lets me walk in first. I slip off my boots by the door, not wanting to track snow in the house, as Jackson helps me with my coat, looking up at me them motioning for me to follow him. I look around the house, the house was always so clean and neat, decorated well. Pictures hung on the wall of the family, back to their parents wedding, and through Jackson and Zach's lives. My eyes land square on a photograph of Zach, Jackson, Madison and me, when we all went to prom. My heart started to sting and before I could let my emotions get the best of me I looked away. Jackson opens his bedroom door and stepped back, extending his arm out allowing me to go first. I stepped into the room, my heart racing as I sat on his bed, Jackson closes the door and plops down next to me. He wraps his arm around my shoulder and pulls me towards …show more content…

I smiled softly back at the him.
“You're not stupid.” He whispers leaning back towards me. My head shot back down, looking at my knees as he nuzzled his face into the crook of my neck. I sighed thinking how dumb I was, I was finally here with him. Alone. And I wasn’t taking advantage of it. “Come on, tell me.” he says quietly in my ear, sending shivers down my spine.
“I’m going to be upset if I came all this way and I can’t just spit it out.” I say laughing a bit.
"So tell me." Jackson whispered, biting the top of my ear gently, sending a mass of shiver down my spine again and making the butterflies go wild, making my heart crumble into a ball, tearing a bit more, I flinch away from him a bit. I then closed my eyes, taking a deep breath and sighing it out.
"Do you really, love me?" I asked carefully.
"Nevaeh." Jackson responded simply, taking his arm away from my shoulder. My name echoed in my ears, shooting a pain through my heart. The kind of pain that made me want to curl into a ball, just to keep my heart from falling out of my chest. I took a deep jagged breath, ignoring the throbbing of the hole’s raw

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