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John Green's Turtles All The Way Down

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In John Green’s book “Turtles All the Way Down”, he shapes Aza Homsey, as a deranged hypochondriac that faces many mental obstacles. Her antagonistic mind speaks on her behalf, causing Aza to think of herself as fictional and vulnerable to anxiety. These cognitive plights have affected Aza by causing her to doubt her truly desired decisions and even putting her life at risk. Being able to choose your actions is a vital aspect of how life will turn out for you, however Green takes away this aspect as he shapes the protagonist, Aza, by using her mind as her greatest vulnerability. Aza knows right from the beginning she is not her, “ I might be fictional…”(Green 1), by this we can assume that Aza knows her actions aren’t really hers, rather they are established from a mental dominion that is against her rather than with her. As the book continues Aza become more aware about her mental conditions adding more anxiety and fear. As she concludes ,”I don’t control my …show more content…

Aza being susceptible has made her a subordinate to her demanding mind, triggering many unwanted conflicts in her life, by putting her life in jeopardy and breaking ties with friend and family. “Maybe I’m just a lie that I’m whispering to myself.”( Green 105) shows that she is aware that her thoughts are not willed, they are chosen ,and that they are what have stimulated her isolation from her real thoughts. She believes, “I was a story with plot holes.”(Green 253), knowing that her life goes against the flow of logical establishment, that she was different, easy to push around, and broken. Aza tries to fight and hold back the mockery of her decision as it damages her mental and physically. Knowing that if she gives in it will stop, but is soon reminded with continuous echos...it’s never

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