Kasey Monologue

You would literally go to the ends of the earth for me, time and time again. Honestly, looking back at it, you were the first and only person in my life to do that for me. I was so incredibly blessed to have you. Sarah, you were so down for us that you even left Cody when I asked you to. I messed this up for us. Big time. And I understand that. I have always known that. Senior year was incredibly hard for me. Especially anatomy class. Each day in that class, I had to sit next to you. Each day I was reminded how bad I messed up. Each day you would walk into class looking drop dead gorgeous and then just sit down right next to me. Being me, all I could think of to say was something dumb like "what's up?" Class would always proceed and you would blow me away with your intelligence. I never thought I would see the day that someone would beat me consistently on anatomy tests. All of this just further solidified the fact that I messed up. The only way I could deal with it was by pushing you away. I couldn't handle it. That's why I hardly talked to you that entire year. I'm not sure if you've realized, but I was forced to unfollow you on Instagram and twitter and everything else because I just couldn't handle it. See Sarah, theres something so special

I wish Joey would fight for me...if he loves me, he will fight for me, right? No...Joey will never fight for me or make the marriage work. In his heart, he believes that our marriage is over when our baby died...he is the most stubborn man I had ever met. Instead of saying that we are too incompatible, and if our baby survives...why can't he and I just forget the damn past and make the marriage work? Why can't he and I try again for another baby? Why must he makes it so damn hard for the both of us? Why is he so damned stubborn? Why?! Damn...I will never understand and I don't want to...maybe I should just move on and find someone who truly value me and never give up on me like he did...

The horn has already sounded and I’m still running. I can feel my blood pulsing in my ears. The sounds of useless advice feels the air. I continue to run. I come across a cave and ran into it. I gasp in shock and as I walk into a lab filled with mindless people editing videos. A film crew rushes at me and says, “If you were able to be in Divergent, which character would you be?” I shake my head in confusion. I attempt to back up slowly, but they grab me and place me in front of a computer and yell, “Edit!” The slam the headphones on my head and everything becomes a blur.

Its is 1914 and joey a farm horse sold the the army and thrust into the midst of world war one. Into the western front when he is dragged away from his owner Albert his heart aches will he find him. Albert said they will meet again

Note: I know I have done bad things in the past, I want to say sorry for that, I know that was very immature of me to do. Let's start.

You don't get to lie to everyone else about me and then try to "wish me joy" on email on Mother's Day. I don't know this fake, lying, manipulating Sham, and I never want to. I've left you alone. I've minded my own business. I now think it's waaaaayyy past time that you start doing the same. I tried being your friend at one point and you refused it, but you've now done things that I'll never want you as a friend. That said, I do apologize for my contribution to anything messy since that email. I am a genuine person, not this awful crazy person you reallllyyyy want others to think I am, and I do wish you all the best this world has to offer. I've forgiven you for all of your lies you've tried to spread about me, but I'll never want to be your friend or want your condolences. Ya know, lies are a funny thing. They can only be fueled and fueled with for so long, but when the people you tell it to meet me, I don't even feel the need to put them out. I'm just me and they get to know me and know that you are the one with the issue. Done ranting. Done emailing you. Good luck with everything.

Hi... I've been trying so hard to respect that you needed some space but I just can't not talk to you any longer. I understand if you no longer want anything to do with me or if you even want to talk to me but I just want to let you know how sorry I am and how ashamed of myself I am for hurting you the way I did. You are what I loved most in this world and I ruined it. I am so sorry for lying to you and making you feel the way you did. I am also so so sorry if I ruined your week with you're family. I pray I didn't. You probably dont think I do but I love you so much Ellie and I always will. I really want to fix things, I'm willing to do anything in my power to fix things I just need to know whether or not you want me to because I will understand

Deb and I were thinking about you, and the "AZ HEAT". I remember patching and painting the house in July, and frankly it was miserable!

The smell of burning flesh is repugnant. It lingers on every street corner, on every piece of cloth, in every shallow breath. The sky is red. Glowing through black clouds that are heavy with the ashes of those who have stopped screaming. More than three thousand tonnes of high explosive bombs are dropped. Again. Again. Again. Just like dust caught in a sunbeam, the ash swirls a slow descent. The air pulls in. Pauses. Pressure building. The blood in your veins almost recoils, your brain bruised in your skull. A moment of vertigo. Then nothing but noise. Loud. Angry. Ringing. And pain, so much pain. Screams rise, the crescendo approaches. Hellfire rips through the buildings, the sky, the people, your heart. This city is a firestorm.

“Kaylee come and join me, I am about to watch the best show in Canada.

I've sat in my room crying for days before because this entire situation has gotten out of hand & went ways it shouldn't have & a lot of people hate me whenever I did absolutely nothing to you but give you my everything & just sat there loving you and trying to give you my all.. please remember that because I've never have had taken the time & consideration to do that for anyone at all ever & of course when I do it wasn't good enough obviously & your way more happier now & it hurts me that its not with me anymore but it doesn't matter how I feel. I even took the time to try to help you out finding who actually did it to you and that wasn't enough for you either. I have no idea what is good enough for you anymore since you have changed so much. I can't walk around school bumping into you as much as I do & just act like I have no idea who you are after everything..this honestly probably doesn't mean absolute shit to you at all but I needed to get it out & tell you. Please stop hating me for absolutely no reason it's awful knowing your feelings towards me have changed so dramatically because of some dumbass who wanted to ruin not your life but

You are to me as fish are to the sea, swimming and wading let our love never start fading. We will live together as we age, we will never break after any rage, we will only grow stronger like a steel cage. I am sorry for any damage that will be done, I knew our love would sprout after our relationship had begun, I just hope we never stop having fun. Katherine my feelings for you are unexplainable, if my feelings for you were words they would be unattainable, Katherine let our love never be detainable for I will never hold you down. I will only let you have what you need and if you need me then I will let you roam free, free in our free love as we are prisoners being let free leaving our chain, embracing our pain and joining each other in forevermore.

“Hello there, I’m Kenzie.” Tate had never met a 17 year old girl who was so cheerful. She has an aura that might make a person who saw her on the street want to smile, but not Tate. Tate had trained himself to not be emotional. He had trained himself to not let people in.

I hope you know that I enjoyed my time with you regardless of whether or not you were my girlfriend's sister and I appreciate you as a person. I know I'm getting more touchy-feely then you might enjoy or want to hear, so I'll stop now. Please know that if you do ever need someone to talk to or rely on I am there, and that won't change.

It was good to hear from you. I don't know though Rob. I can't be just your friend, it was too deep for me. I don't think we were ever on the same page, I always was ready and wanted more than you. You say I'm annoying but that's because I don't know how to deal with being hurt. You just block everything out, I can't do that. I don't know how to deal with hurt feelings so I lash out and act crazy. I say hurtful things because I'm hurt. I tried time and time again but you didn't want nothing to do with me, and believe it or not, that's okay. It's okay. You hurt me more than anybody or any heartbreak I ever had. You're the only person in this world to ever get me pregnant. Then, regardless of my decision, you left me, no support, no are you okay, nothing. Steve told me you need all the support you can get right now, but when I needed support you were no where to be found. I am content with my decision and after a year I finally am okay. I realize I would have been alone. You made your decision, and I made mine and I am at peace with it.